Hello everyone, to all my friends and all my mom's. I wish my friends whom are like me are finding these days getting easier for you to realize that our day to rid this poison is coming up sooner then we have expected, hopefully. And to all the hard loving mommies, I hope your tears are reducing in numbers as well. And I pray you and your families are all doing well physically and mentally.
As for me, I just wanted to tell all my friends and all my mom's that know me , some good news and hopefully it will become even better after a few hours. I'm excited. And nervous I don't know what to expect because I've never entered an inpatient program before. All I know is I want to end this lifestyle. I have an assessment appointment as the nice lady called it at an inpatient program here in my home town. I'm hoping to present myself in a positive and , not desperate or needing , but I guess in a way that shows that I really do want to break this chain of addiction. I do want to leave a trail behind me ( as one mom here told me) that shows my daughter when she gets older that I didn't just give up and hopefully these decisions will be the kind that she can be happy towards. As we all do, we all want the best for our families and us. I just want this whole process with CPS to end so I can be in my daughter's life drug free as life should be , thankful and happy. So I hope I can also put a smile on all my friends faces and a my wonderful mommies faces here. I thank you guys for being supportive to me. You all don't realize that you have made an impact on me even if it was just a little one, it was still put there.
Wish me luck my friend and my mom's.! Bye !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.
OMGosh BabyLove,
I was wondering why I hadn't rec'd an answer to email sooner darling...... I surely didn't realize you were this far along in the process and I'm so, so, so thrilled or you hon. I know that this is what you really wanted and I'm super psyched that you were able to work it out. I was still trying to research information for both of us- but I'm SO incredibly glad to hear that you were able to work this out and that it's all set now and you'll be going in-house. I honestly think in a situation like this, in-house (inpatient) is likely the only way. You'll get it over with much quicker (and no hard feelings with other family members) and in just a very few short months from now- you will be a completely totally different human being. I also know that J will be a much better person for having mom around as opposed to not having mom around. Please don't lose my email addy hon. I will absolutely make sure that I keep that address alive until I hear from you again. Luv ya bunches hon... I never got a chance to tell ya 'bout my new find in regards to really getting / staying clean. I'm sincerely hoping that because it's helped me that I can help others here as well.
Be blessed my sweet girl and know that you will be in my thoughts & prayers
~OL
I was wondering why I hadn't rec'd an answer to email sooner darling...... I surely didn't realize you were this far along in the process and I'm so, so, so thrilled or you hon. I know that this is what you really wanted and I'm super psyched that you were able to work it out. I was still trying to research information for both of us- but I'm SO incredibly glad to hear that you were able to work this out and that it's all set now and you'll be going in-house. I honestly think in a situation like this, in-house (inpatient) is likely the only way. You'll get it over with much quicker (and no hard feelings with other family members) and in just a very few short months from now- you will be a completely totally different human being. I also know that J will be a much better person for having mom around as opposed to not having mom around. Please don't lose my email addy hon. I will absolutely make sure that I keep that address alive until I hear from you again. Luv ya bunches hon... I never got a chance to tell ya 'bout my new find in regards to really getting / staying clean. I'm sincerely hoping that because it's helped me that I can help others here as well.
Be blessed my sweet girl and know that you will be in my thoughts & prayers
~OL
No OP I love you. I don't want you to think I'm leaving you behind. Especially, when your on the other side of north America . But I do have so much to tell u. Let me get my boyfriend up and out of here then I pinky promise to email you back as soon as he gets out of my hair. Iloveyou
Hugs Babylove, Great to see you on here! I am just so happy your going to see about impatient care. I pray you get accepted and get on your way to a good life once and for always! I just know you can do this Babylove, it's just a feeling I have that your going to make it! Post on here and let us moms know how your doing now and again when you get time. Your our girl now too and we all want you to be one of the ones that make it!!. Listen to PapaBear too, AA or NA is a way out too. It will bond you with others who want a new life and help you stay clean and strong! Stay strong and remember your a survivor!! God Bless Mary.
If that inpatient doesn't work, let me know. Like I said in my post there are tons of options! If you need me email me
Good luck!!!!!
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