This has to be one of the worst weeks to have decided to quit ct for me. I am just getting over a major cold and I cannot tell wether I still have the cold or it has passed because I feel like I still have it yet I am going thru withdrawals. Another reason is I want to force myself to be active and go out but this weekend we were hit with 38 inches of snow and today another nine are being thrown upon us. Being coped up in the house and having nothing to keep me busy wants a pill inside my system to make the time to go faster. This is my third time seriously quitting and probbaly the hardest. Last time was last month and I had it all planned out because I was going on Christmas Vacation and I knew I would have no access to pills and probbaly have not many cravings because I would be on a great vacation- In Thailand. I arrived two days before the tsunamai hit and thank God I did not lose anyone in my group but coming back to the trauma drew me back to the pills. Now I am trying my my hardest and cut off all contacts with anyone I knew who did narcotics because I knew I would be more f***ked up trying to get through the trauma of this time last month ago today and also trying to handle my addiction. I take this one day at time now and hope for the best.
Greek.......congratulations! on trying again and on surviving Thailand. What an experience that must have been! I am sorry you picked up again after that, but I know I would have, too. And I would be where you are in trying to quit, yet again.
There is never a good time to quit. Never. I was the queen of excuses, big and small. If my laundry got behind, I would think I needed another bottle to get it caught up. You know how it goes. There is always going to be something looming in the future that makes you think you can't get through it without help. Sorry you;ve been ill, but this is just as good a time as any to get clean. AActually, today is the best time ever to do it! Hang in there. I admire your honesty and strength for wanting to fight that monkey again! Good luck and take care.
I don't think there is a worst time to quit using drugs. Even if you had everything planned out last time you still went back to using drugs again. I don't think when you plan to quit is what the problem is. It's staying off the drugs and not finding a excuse to start using drugs again.
You should seek professional help.
You should seek professional help.
Of course there's never a worse time, its always for the best. I have been getting professional help for a while-- yet she still doesn't know I have been doing pills. Today I had the guts to tell my therapist as today was my appt. but unfortunatly it got canceled due to the weather; just my luck haha.
Best of luck with it this time.
dont look at it on the worst end look at it like this
"THIS IS THE FIRST DAY OF YOUR CLEAN AND SOBBER NEW LIFE"
i used to count down the seconds clean because the day by day thing was to long and to hard.
I'am very proud of you. keeps us posted.
Vickikay
dont look at it on the worst end look at it like this
"THIS IS THE FIRST DAY OF YOUR CLEAN AND SOBBER NEW LIFE"
i used to count down the seconds clean because the day by day thing was to long and to hard.
I'am very proud of you. keeps us posted.
Vickikay
