I dont get it. I went to a pool hall thjat doesnt serve and alcohol and i got vomited on. Maybe i am better off not to talk in the forum anymore. I have a right to have a liottle fun. Yea work and school are tough, sleep sucks, but i can shoot pool and watch a hockey game
Im soo upset right now
Reddog,
I don't see what you did wrong, well that because you DIDN"T! Everyone deserves to get out of the house and have a good time, don't let people piss you off. You know if what you're doing is right or wrong. Go have fun!
Stacey
I don't see what you did wrong, well that because you DIDN"T! Everyone deserves to get out of the house and have a good time, don't let people piss you off. You know if what you're doing is right or wrong. Go have fun!
Stacey
Yea@ Thanks Stacy. I feel sick the way i was attacked. Maybe i wont share perosnal info anymore. I will just talk about recovery. I worked soo hard this week and everyday. I am clean ,I am human and young, i can go hang out with friends. I dont have to stay in my basement and mope all night
Dog, you are okay man. Don't get mad over someone's opinion. You know what they say about opinions, they are all like azzholes, we all have one...
You can talk about anything you want to on here, that is what this forum is about, sharing personal experiences and recovery. Keep on Keeping and hold your head up high. Next time you decide to go and buy a case of water, I suggest you drive your car instead of walking, that damn water is a heavy load.
You can talk about anything you want to on here, that is what this forum is about, sharing personal experiences and recovery. Keep on Keeping and hold your head up high. Next time you decide to go and buy a case of water, I suggest you drive your car instead of walking, that damn water is a heavy load.
hey reddog,
you went out and had a great time, you did it clean and sober, what you did was between you and god, you do not napproval of anyone here on this board or anywhere else. you are growing in recovery and that does not mean lock yourself in the house where you are not tempted by any evil sources. the crap is everywhere even at church ye church, i know cause i swapped pills with my worship leader. so you had a good time and thats what counts. you get out there and enjoy your life clean man. thats what its all about. congrats for having the guts to do it : )
terrianne
you went out and had a great time, you did it clean and sober, what you did was between you and god, you do not napproval of anyone here on this board or anywhere else. you are growing in recovery and that does not mean lock yourself in the house where you are not tempted by any evil sources. the crap is everywhere even at church ye church, i know cause i swapped pills with my worship leader. so you had a good time and thats what counts. you get out there and enjoy your life clean man. thats what its all about. congrats for having the guts to do it : )
terrianne
Thanks
And my shrink is the one who told me. "red young man" "just live life" Thats what im doing. I am a keeper around here. You guys have no idea how strong my will is and my soul. Its unreal. I am going to help people once i get some more time. The things i have accomplished sicne Oct 17th is a miracle. I got off the drugs! I have sleep issues but who cares. I need to go out and socialize and live some normalcy. SO chill please
And my shrink is the one who told me. "red young man" "just live life" Thats what im doing. I am a keeper around here. You guys have no idea how strong my will is and my soul. Its unreal. I am going to help people once i get some more time. The things i have accomplished sicne Oct 17th is a miracle. I got off the drugs! I have sleep issues but who cares. I need to go out and socialize and live some normalcy. SO chill please
Dear Red :
I am sorry that you have taken this so personally.
I did not attack you. Sorryyou feel that way.
All the best--Jeff
Pam I have no itch sweetie.
I am sorry that you have taken this so personally.
I did not attack you. Sorryyou feel that way.
All the best--Jeff
Pam I have no itch sweetie.
reddog,
honey have imissed something, what does someone puking on you in a pool hall have to do with sharing your posts here? did i miss something ?
Be proud, dont stop posting. i love reading your posts.
Hugs,
Ali
honey have imissed something, what does someone puking on you in a pool hall have to do with sharing your posts here? did i miss something ?
Be proud, dont stop posting. i love reading your posts.
Hugs,
Ali
red,
i see it in you, i have the faith in you and i know you do in yourself as well, you have to remember this is just online and some peoples programs train them not to do and be in certain areas. and thats ok too.everyone is different. stand proud of your accomplishments. beaware and know who you are. your limts and boubderies and you will do great : )
terrianne
i see it in you, i have the faith in you and i know you do in yourself as well, you have to remember this is just online and some peoples programs train them not to do and be in certain areas. and thats ok too.everyone is different. stand proud of your accomplishments. beaware and know who you are. your limts and boubderies and you will do great : )
terrianne
Thanks guys. Its ok Jeff. I understand. Listen guys i am not a f up. I am busting my a**. I have never worked soo hard in these past few months then i have in my life. I got a lot of things straightened out. Im not a pill head anymore, I am alsmot done with a semester of graduate school. Im clean. Im out of a toxic relationship with ex
Im feeling prettty good today. That last bit of wd i had in my belly went away. Time heals it all
Peace Jeff no fights ok
Im feeling prettty good today. That last bit of wd i had in my belly went away. Time heals it all
Peace Jeff no fights ok
red,
wow you are amazing doing all that while detoxing, thats just awesome and congratulations, keep up with the fantabulous work, you are gonna go far my friend : )
terrianne
wow you are amazing doing all that while detoxing, thats just awesome and congratulations, keep up with the fantabulous work, you are gonna go far my friend : )
terrianne
hey dog,never mind what people say or think only you know your situation,as a matter of fact me and my wife are going to a sports bar tonight were they do serve booze and that dosen't bother me in the least,i can take it or leave it and since i'm driveing i'm going to leave it and even if i wasn't driveing i still have no desire to drink anything tonight anyhow,now if they were serveing shots of morphine or pizza sprinkled with percocets then i wouldn't even think of going,don't worry about it,call up that chic invite her over and enjoy..............................vinny.
Damn, we need a spell check on here. Terrianne, some of your crap is hard to read. What's up with that? Is your keyboard broken again? Just wondering.
Hey Jeff, are you sure you don't have an itch that needs scratching? I saw you trying to pick up fire earlier, or a hot blonde in Miami. Sounds like an itch to me.
Hey Jeff, are you sure you don't have an itch that needs scratching? I saw you trying to pick up fire earlier, or a hot blonde in Miami. Sounds like an itch to me.
So i went to Guess today at the mall. I had a 30% off coupon i bought 3 phat shirts and a pair of jeans to treat mysefl for the 18 days. It felt good.
I still laugh when i think how i ever went to class wding my balls off. Wow lol. I guess you have to laugh
I still laugh when i think how i ever went to class wding my balls off. Wow lol. I guess you have to laugh
red,
You didn't do anything wrong. But, ( always a but huh! lol ) For me, if I'm out somewhere, not drinking/drugging, shooting darts, it reminds me of being in a corner bar, which I loved, and although I may not pick up, subconsciencly thats a trigger for me, ( maybe not for you ) For me. Eventually, I'll get asked to go shoot darts with someone, they'll say, f-it, just drink soda, my sick head says yeah Can do that, then sooner or later I'll say, what the hell 1 won't hurt. And I damn sure would share that at a meeting that I was in a bar, cause I know it's wrong...( people, places, and things )
You didn't do anything wrong, but if you do that, and you ever get that thought of, "I miss getting buzzed"..Run for your life bro.!
Take care.........Bob
And most of the time, the people that tell you your not doing anything wrong, are people that aren't doing whats right, "misery loves company"
If we were friends, face to face, I'd tell you that you have no business being in a pool hall, ( where they do sell dope ) in early recovery without someone else at least in recovery with you.
Bob
You didn't do anything wrong. But, ( always a but huh! lol ) For me, if I'm out somewhere, not drinking/drugging, shooting darts, it reminds me of being in a corner bar, which I loved, and although I may not pick up, subconsciencly thats a trigger for me, ( maybe not for you ) For me. Eventually, I'll get asked to go shoot darts with someone, they'll say, f-it, just drink soda, my sick head says yeah Can do that, then sooner or later I'll say, what the hell 1 won't hurt. And I damn sure would share that at a meeting that I was in a bar, cause I know it's wrong...( people, places, and things )
You didn't do anything wrong, but if you do that, and you ever get that thought of, "I miss getting buzzed"..Run for your life bro.!
Take care.........Bob
And most of the time, the people that tell you your not doing anything wrong, are people that aren't doing whats right, "misery loves company"
If we were friends, face to face, I'd tell you that you have no business being in a pool hall, ( where they do sell dope ) in early recovery without someone else at least in recovery with you.
Bob
Now vinny thats my man!!!!!!!!! Thank you, thats an example of normalcy
reddog,
okay now i see the puke assocaition with posting...LOLOL
Red...pssst??????
YOU DID NOTHING WRONG......having been there myself, and having felt attacked I know it hits all the buttons and triggers. Stop. just take a breathe.
99.9% of people are telling you you did nothing wrong...and you didnt...so
let the one remark or statement that made you feel attacked, blow right off your shoulder...theres usually a very personal reason why someone attacks you and it is not about YOU...funny but true.
We all love you here
so keep on doing what your doing..
Your inspiring to me..
BIG HUGE ITS OKAY HUG,
Ali
okay now i see the puke assocaition with posting...LOLOL
Red...pssst??????
YOU DID NOTHING WRONG......having been there myself, and having felt attacked I know it hits all the buttons and triggers. Stop. just take a breathe.
99.9% of people are telling you you did nothing wrong...and you didnt...so
let the one remark or statement that made you feel attacked, blow right off your shoulder...theres usually a very personal reason why someone attacks you and it is not about YOU...funny but true.
We all love you here
so keep on doing what your doing..
Your inspiring to me..
BIG HUGE ITS OKAY HUG,
Ali
oh red,
just a thought from a womans perspective...
the girl you kissed last night???????
CALL HER.
Just so she knows your a good guy and not a piggly wiggly...lolol
women always appreciate a call "the next day"...not 2 days later..."the NEXT day....
Even if it doesnt lead any where...its the gentlemanly thing to do..
LOLOL
Hugs,
Ali
just a thought from a womans perspective...
the girl you kissed last night???????
CALL HER.
Just so she knows your a good guy and not a piggly wiggly...lolol
women always appreciate a call "the next day"...not 2 days later..."the NEXT day....
Even if it doesnt lead any where...its the gentlemanly thing to do..
LOLOL
Hugs,
Ali
pam,
get a new hobby or go get laid, your the only one worried about my typos, your much nicer as gidget.
terrianne
get a new hobby or go get laid, your the only one worried about my typos, your much nicer as gidget.
terrianne
lol
