I'm Back

Wow! I have been gone for awhile, but I am back and it so wonderful to see that there are alot of old faces still here and so many new faces, I have to change my login name because I forgot my password and have gotten a new email address since I have been I was anewlife then, guys I fell, and I have came back to the place where so many of you picked me up a little over a year ago. I did so good for so long, but I am physically ok today, guess my body was not as dependent this time because I am on day 5 with no withdraws, except anxiety, and the poops, but I am an addict and my mind is still addicted, but I feel great and already have such a clearer head (even though while I used the vicodin was what made me think straighter?) YA RIGHT DUMMY! For those of you that are older posters that don't remember go back and read my first post or around 12-14-06 titled "first day of the rest of my life". I got on the website yesterday and searched for my first post and it was such an inspiration for me, But anyway I need to be reminded that I can do it and I like to talk and read with people that go thru what I go thru.

Felicia
One day at a time
welcome back felecia!
keep coming back here! this is a great source of help for me,
i understand the vicodin nightmare, believe me.
recovery is a really good thing, i am so happy to finally quit all this suffering and start my journey
i am now starting step 4 in NA.
meetings have been a great source of help for me also. try to get to a meeting and get a sponsor and work the 12 steps of recovery living.
try not to beat yourself up for relapsing. it happens alot.
jewels
Glad you're back Felcia...day 5 is great! Are you ready to make it stick this time? I can't remember, but did you go to NA or AA in the past? If so, time to go back, if not, time to give it a try. Your way didn't work, just like mine didn't. I had to surrender to those that knew better than me. I had to shut up and listen for a change. Hope to see you around more....
Thanks Jewels and Cowgirl, the support really helps. I did not get alot of responders like normal the board is dead isn't it?


Felicia
One day at a time