>everyone is monogamous until they arent.
we all agree
>sounds great where you live. it is ashame enjoying it is during high times.
oh, it wasn't all that bad, i logged my property this summer and had a logger working and i had to be out with him and it was most fun a grown up boy could have, even high.
>it would be great to learn to enjoy it without pot. it can be done.
yes it would and I could
>you probably arent reaching full potential,
no i havent been, in fact last march i had a very important meeting and I clean out for 2 mo.'s just so i could put together a program and be at my best for it.
but i started jonesing soon as it was done
>why are you waiting to start therapy.
what's the rush? i have a license, that's a BIG problem, very treacherous waters.
>the hardcharger might be softening.
no, i'm a soft guy in general
>to me that would seem a bit scarey, always being seen a certain way, being expected to come across a certain way, having a role to live up to for others and yourself.
no, no, no
>My husband is a bit high strung, worries over everything.
that is one of my troubles, when i am high, i crawl in a cozy cocoon, (to some degree), and it tells me everything is okay, and all the worries are bulls***. My one buddy and i have smoked one and off for 30 years, he is straight about 2 yrs and now he is such a high strung liberal, always mad about Bush etc., i'm like get a life, relax. and even he thinks since he is straight(but he never was a real addict like me) he is so much more uptight.
>or is that your way to note what you are responding to.
sure, didn't you ever see that before?
>they are trying to be mean to each other
like you folks were to me yo mean?, ha
>did you ever give up where you are from,
the flurries just started, look at the weather chanel
i cant repeat what people say because i cant remember it. i think i did it once for you and i had to keep browsing back.
my husband watches way too much of the weather channel and i just glaze over, but i will pay more attention now.
one thing i meant to comment on, oh did i mention i cant remember s*** cause i fried all my brain cells with weed.
you said something in a previous post about the red eyes and couldnt look at yourself in the mirror. i could not look at anyone in the eye. i would go to all these functions in the community with my kids or work, and make no eye contact at all. i am sure people thought man she has some bad allergies and seems shy, or a b**** one. the later was more true.
yes mean we were, but you were too, you needed it, look how far you have come.
Narcissist hated himself in reality.
that was funny, getting high while someone else did the work. i guess it was enjoyable, you wont realize what you missed until you get clean awhile and then go back, heck next time you might want to do all the work and have fun doing it. i wouldnt but you might.
gotta go watch the weather channel
my husband watches way too much of the weather channel and i just glaze over, but i will pay more attention now.
one thing i meant to comment on, oh did i mention i cant remember s*** cause i fried all my brain cells with weed.
you said something in a previous post about the red eyes and couldnt look at yourself in the mirror. i could not look at anyone in the eye. i would go to all these functions in the community with my kids or work, and make no eye contact at all. i am sure people thought man she has some bad allergies and seems shy, or a b**** one. the later was more true.
yes mean we were, but you were too, you needed it, look how far you have come.
Narcissist hated himself in reality.
that was funny, getting high while someone else did the work. i guess it was enjoyable, you wont realize what you missed until you get clean awhile and then go back, heck next time you might want to do all the work and have fun doing it. i wouldnt but you might.
gotta go watch the weather channel
maine?
vermont?
mass?
new hampshire?
got it yet???? am i close?
vermont?
mass?
new hampshire?
got it yet???? am i close?
