If Your Still There???

Pain Pills
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Hey, mollyjean, i didnt know if you had gotten my last post to you, so i figured i would start a new one. Again, im sorry for worrying you.!! When we were writing i got a horrible cramp in my stomic and i couldnt sit at the computer chair anymore. My Mom helped me get up and she turned off the computer and i ended up going to bed for a few. I feel alittle better now, but the stinkin cramps and muscle spasms are horrid!!! I havent figured out how to deal with them yet. I thought that maybe i had to just go to the bathroom, but that wasnt it.(darn) I am realy realizing how many simple things i took for granted even last week!! Just stupid things like going to the bathroom and getting out of bed and remembering what time it is and what day it is. This is truly a horrible thing. I think the depresion thing is setting in right now again. Dont bother listening to me ramble. It just makes me feel better to get it out sometimes.

Your Friend, Christina

P.S. I talked to my Family Dr. a min. ago and he is calling the surgen right now AGAIN. Do you think they think im crazy?? I dont want to be that crazy person. Not yet al least. Im to young for that yet(ha, ha)
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Dear friend you can ramble and ramble thats what friends are for you know.Sorry if I missed your last post I was researching some medicines to talk with my MD with.By the way let them think your crazy they may listen better.Honey I know the sadness you feel is real bad but just try to hold on ok.I would take your pain for you if I could.Is there ANYTHING that helps the pain at all?
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Hey sweety where did you go..mj
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Christina HI!!!!!! I'll be here for a bit longer than my girl comes home to me!!!!
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When the muscle spasms get real bad sometimes it helps to ....and this may sound stupid to others but...to sit like a dog and lean back. Its kind of like im on all fours. I know it sounds funny, but it worked last night. I think that it takes the pressure off the bottom muscles in the stomic or something. Also is i lay in the bathroom with a pillow like that and have the shower on HOT h2o, the steam filling the bathroom is alittle relaxing for me. I know it sounds funny but sometimes it works.

BY THE WAY... IF ANYONE HAS ANY HELPFUL INFO ON HOW TO GET THROUGH THIS PLEASE HELP!!!!!!

Thanks , your friend
Christina
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Well that must look kinda funny but if it works who are we to judge.Years ago when I had surgery on my belly area it really helped to lay on that side with a pillow tucked up in my belly is that an option for you.And you my friend can complain and bit-- to me anytime you need sometimes just venting can help awhole lot..mj
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Christina I am almost out of time I wish I could do more for you than just write.It is so hard to feel helpless to help you.Pray for the will to pull you through this.I will try to keep checking in on you and will be thinking of you.Maybe if you type my name at the bottom you can find the post with my email.PLEASE take care your friend mj