Hello, I havent been on in a while. I used to be on pp's now I am an iv H user. Things have gotten so so bad I cant even believe this is my life. I am back on sub but It dosnt seem to work to well anymore and with good reason. I have tried it countless times since 2006. I guess with each try it is somewhat less effective? I dont really know?
I just wanted to stop in and say hello and see who is still around. Back when I went to rehab in 2006 I was taking 80's by mouth, I met a gal in there who used to do the same but eventually started shooting H, I NEVER thought I would do the same but its going on 1 year of this s***....and it is by far the fight of my life. once you have crossed that line its hard to come back.
I hope everyone is well, and I hope to hear from some of you. I am still holding down a great job (dont ask me how) so I will check in from time to time when I can. Peace and love.........
Angela...
So glad to see you around. You back up Philly way or still down near your parents?
The sub, it does seem to take more and more to fix one up if you do the on and off or the use on top....But if you give it time you will eventually adjust to a dose, but you have to stick with it.
I wondered with my husband if the games he played on not ready would effect the end result and it didn't. I think now after the fact I see it more as him learning what he needed to, and that in a huge way helped him.
You wrote you never thought, does anyone... You know where this insane ride goes, and it will get worse maybe not today, or tomorrow or a year from now, but in time it will collect. So stay safe out there, and find something in you worth your time, and love cause you are worth it...
Don't give up!
Love,
Tina
So glad to see you around. You back up Philly way or still down near your parents?
The sub, it does seem to take more and more to fix one up if you do the on and off or the use on top....But if you give it time you will eventually adjust to a dose, but you have to stick with it.
I wondered with my husband if the games he played on not ready would effect the end result and it didn't. I think now after the fact I see it more as him learning what he needed to, and that in a huge way helped him.
You wrote you never thought, does anyone... You know where this insane ride goes, and it will get worse maybe not today, or tomorrow or a year from now, but in time it will collect. So stay safe out there, and find something in you worth your time, and love cause you are worth it...
Don't give up!
Love,
Tina
I tried emailing you just this week Angela. Send me your email addy. I don't know what else to say. What about rehab?
Aww, Angie, prayers that you don't die trying to hit that bottom.
Good to see you.
Take care,
Stacey
Good to see you.
Take care,
Stacey