Im Back.....

Hi, its me Mitzy, i just wanted to give u all a update i guess?, i am currently looking for a sub doc and hopefully i find one, anyways i am feeling a whole lot better, meetings really work!!, so i will continue to go and i hope for the ones that are struggling that they will go!!''

I meet a real good friend last nite, thank god, we have been together all morning! she was one of our patients from one of the docs i use to work for before he passed away in a car accident, & we get along sooooo well.... another friend, yeah!! let me know how all of u r doing???
Hey Jazzy before I say anything how are your babies doing.Have the chicken pox eased up any?????mj



Hey MJ and Mitzy........Just dropped in to say Hi! Haven't chatted with you today. Mitzy....good for you.......we all need our friends.

MJ........saw where you got some new advice on dosing the SUb. Hope it's working better for you and you are feeling more chipper!!!

If we don't talk, have a good weekend!
MOM I miss you thank you I'm doing ok everyday I feel alittle stronger and alot prouder of myself.I know what you mean about the weekends.I love my weekends here with the kids & my BF.You my friend have a great one OK??????mj



Mitzy.......how are the cp girls doing??????? that must be a hand full! From what I remember, you don't feel sick, just have to stay in, and with two of them, that must be hard!

I'm sitting here feeling guilty because I have been planning for past 3 days to go to first NA meeting tonight, and here I sit. I'm truly too tired to get up and get ready and drive 15 miles and sit in a smoked filled room. I know.......just excuses.::))
Hey Mitz-
Didn't know about the pox! Hope your little darlings are doing ok...
When my boys were little, one of them had chicken pox really bad, and he's got some scars on his face. The pediatrician scolded me for not bringing him in to be put on antibiotics because he had a secondary infection from the pox. I didn't know this at the time, but if it helps you or anyone else on the board, great!
Hang in there!
Hi all, i am sorry i thought that i told you guys they were not the pox , they were a rash of some sort, maybe something that they ate?? not really sure?? but i am sorry again , damm it i think that i am loosing my mind, hehe.....

they have been little heavens today, OMG they were at eachotheres throats all day looooong...but thats what babies do, ahhhhhh.... welll nice hearing from you all, take care......


Mitzy....well that's good news!! Glad they are not sick. My son has been out of school for THREE weeks. Our schools are the only in GA who did such a thing.I love him and love being with him, but even he is ready to get back to the groove!



Hey AMom....How are you? Did you have a good week? How's the new job? Read some of your posts and sounded like you really made some big decisions and actions about this pill thing. Good for you!
Hey Tri-
Glad to hear from you! Well, I'm doing ok with the tapering, but as all of us addicts know, when we want something, we want it NOW!
And what I want is to be drug-free.
Spoke to some experts, and they recommended tapering because of the risk of seizures. So that's what I'm doing.
New job at the Oral Surgeon's office is going well, family is OK.
How's by you?



That is great you talked to the pros. I was afraid c/t on barbs would be too much. But tapering is hard, huh? I was never very good at it. If I had a stash, I couldn't not use them. I wish you lots of luck! Aren't you cracking up over the music thread? Those guys are hilarious! LMAO If they would let you and me both join, we could be the dancers.

well i am off to go to another meeting, i am so ready to go, let me tell ya.....i am soooo tired!! take care friends and god bless you!!
Mitzy,
Have a great meeting..........Take care..................God bless..............Bob



bye mitzy.......enjoy the meeting!
Hello friends, i had a great meeting!!!!!! it was a heart wrenching story, like a book, i was glued to the speaker, hehe.....after the meeting i went up to her and gave her a BIG OLE HUG!! we exchanged numbers and i am feeling alot better..

i just wanted to say THANKS for all of your guys support, i love ya all!!!

I have a quick question??, has anyone ever been addicted to SOMA??? , because a friend of mine is addicted to it and i dont know what to do, she blacks out & then i have to tell her what she did the next day....ahhhhhhh....

WTF should i do guys??? excuse my french, but damm it i am so scared for her, she pounds like 3-4 @ a time!
Hey sweety I know you want to help her but really hon with your history I feel you really need to work on YOU.We all know how hard what your doing is,so I think you should work on you.You are so sweet that you get caught up in helping others and you tend to forget about you.I'm am so proud of you & can see how hard you are working.You have my support now & always....mj
Thanks Molly, you hit the nail on the head what u said that i always focus on other people, i always have been like that, damm it, it sucks! but i hate seeing a friend in that condition, especially a really good friend...so anyways i love u and your friendship as well!! your one special person, thats for sure..... i hate seeing this disease, its so horrible!!! but Molly i will email ya later hun, ok.....

take care & i love ya......
OK Miss Jazzy have a nice day and be kind to yourself you got my email if ya need me.....mj
Yes i do sweetie, thanks....
Heya Mitz's,

What exactly is your current situation?? You have mentioned it a few times lately but Im not sure where you are in your recovery??

Are you still using drugs??Are you going to meetings now?? Do you have a sponser???

Take care!
Ok, let me break it down:

ok, i was in recovery for 6 months, doing great, then i was having back pain, got put on vics a friend was holding them, ended up breaking the tail bone and i was off & running again, and know i am pissed off & want off cause i am feeling better w/pain & all, and am tapering off the pills but still going to meetings to help me taper and keep my a** straight, so i am only on a few a day & doing much better, almost off & thats my story in a nut shell!!

was that clear enought Kiwi??? take care hun......