Im In Trouble

I am a Firefighter who hurt his back 3 years ago. I am at the point where I take 8-10 perks a day along with Soma. I need help! Any advice? I am embarassed to talk to anyone.
Don't be ashhamed to talk to anyone. Apparentely you had lots of pain--but cannot decide on how much hurts anymore? Give a little more info.I know we can help. babyboomer