dearest sabrina ~
what does this mean, you are done? does that mean we should poke you with a fork? i know, bad humor and not making light of your situation, because it obvious to me that something is extremely disturbing to you.
i'm a little out of the loop here but will email you when i return today. perhaps, we can talk on the phone later this evening or tomorrow? from what i can ascertain, you lost your job and there is some kind of domestic problem going on. losing a job is considered a major loss and that coupled with a domestic problem, i'm sure is pulling you down. however, there is a positive solution to this sabrina, and it doesn't have to include using or forfeiting your recovery for what we call living life on life's terms.
i'll get back with you later this evening via email. i do hope we can talk, as i adore you and honor the beautiful spirit that lies within you.
hugs and much encouragement to you.
namaste' ~
sammy
Sabrina,
I am so saddened to log on and read that you are struggling. Nothing, not a person or a circumstance or anything else is ever worth the hell of a relapse. You get some pills, you take them, then what? You might feel better for a day or two, IF the guilt doesn't spoil it. Then, you are right back to where you are now except fifty times worse. That is, IF you can stop again. It's just not worth it. You have to think this through.
I've thought 100 times, during fights with my husband, how nice it would be to take a mental vacation. Just to swallow a handful of pills and check out for a few days. But then what? Who suffers over that? Not him. He won't be the one sweating and shaking and s***ting and wishing for death because of WD. He won't be the one living in a self created mental hell when it's all over.
I don't know what's going on, but do what it takes to get your head out of this place. Take a break from him and spend time with Anne. Do something, anything that takes your head out of this gutter before your body ends up with it.
Email me anytime.
(((Hugs)))
I am so saddened to log on and read that you are struggling. Nothing, not a person or a circumstance or anything else is ever worth the hell of a relapse. You get some pills, you take them, then what? You might feel better for a day or two, IF the guilt doesn't spoil it. Then, you are right back to where you are now except fifty times worse. That is, IF you can stop again. It's just not worth it. You have to think this through.
I've thought 100 times, during fights with my husband, how nice it would be to take a mental vacation. Just to swallow a handful of pills and check out for a few days. But then what? Who suffers over that? Not him. He won't be the one sweating and shaking and s***ting and wishing for death because of WD. He won't be the one living in a self created mental hell when it's all over.
I don't know what's going on, but do what it takes to get your head out of this place. Take a break from him and spend time with Anne. Do something, anything that takes your head out of this gutter before your body ends up with it.
Email me anytime.
(((Hugs)))
Brina-
Just wanted you to know how much I love you girl...........You are always here for everyone else, that is for sure.
I would do anything I could to make all this easier for you.
Marital conflict just plain SUCKS, I know..........
Hold on Sweetie, It will get better.
Will send an email your way.
Love you
Just wanted you to know how much I love you girl...........You are always here for everyone else, that is for sure.
I would do anything I could to make all this easier for you.
Marital conflict just plain SUCKS, I know..........
Hold on Sweetie, It will get better.
Will send an email your way.
Love you
Glad you checked in Sabrina.
Been thinking about you.
Not sure what to say, other then this is your life. It really is, and you can be, have every right to live happy and peaceful. Find that for you. It is so possible. I know you understand that I don't with this but you know where to find me if you need a friend.
Be good to YOU,
Love Yah,
Tina
Been thinking about you.
Not sure what to say, other then this is your life. It really is, and you can be, have every right to live happy and peaceful. Find that for you. It is so possible. I know you understand that I don't with this but you know where to find me if you need a friend.
Be good to YOU,
Love Yah,
Tina
MJ
Some of your problem may be end of winter doldrums here in NYS. Spring really is coming, honey.....fishing, sunshine, happy things. Try not to make any rash decisions while we're waiting and you might see changes in the way you feel. (((((Hugs.))))) I care.
Some of your problem may be end of winter doldrums here in NYS. Spring really is coming, honey.....fishing, sunshine, happy things. Try not to make any rash decisions while we're waiting and you might see changes in the way you feel. (((((Hugs.))))) I care.
how are you today??????????/
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love u
thumper
((((((((((((((((((((mj))))))))))))))))))))))))
love u
thumper
