Hi I just read your post from this morning I tend to forget which threads I post on because I try to only post when I have experience strength or hope to offer.Kind of like in meetings you know?I still have the cotton in my mouth so to say.I just really feel like I have a chance this time with the sub to help me from using I really take my addiction specialist very serious and follow his directions plus it feels good for once to pass all of my drug screens without having to cleanse my body before I go to see him and that is new for me.I finally want it this time for ME!! I have been trying to get a grip on sobriety since I was 15 years old and as theysat it got worse each time I went back out.It has been awfully humiliating to be seen by the same people for 16 years in the same rooms but atleast got saw fit for me to make my way back and for that I am very grateful.Thanks for the encouragement I really appreciate it .And yes I am from NC I live in Raleigh.I was born and raised at Ocean Isle Bch,NC it is between Wilmington,NC and Myrtle Bch SC but I have a terrible time working on sobriety there for some reason still have family there but can only visit for short periods of time and that will do for now .Talk to you soon,hope all is wel w/ oyu and yours-Cristina(Ctink)
Hello Christina,
My sign on name is different as I'm at work. Shouldn't be doing this...work on secure somputers but was very pleased to see your note. Very nice to hear from you this a.m. Sorry you had a rough day yesterday. Hopefully today will be better. Some days are better then others. Are you sleeping well yet? I'm doing pretty good I guess. Just gave up benzo's myself amoung many other things. Tough row to hoe. I too have chronic pain as well. But guess I ruined that one for myself, eh? Do you work? I saw your pic of you and your daughter as well. You're both very nice looking.
Today is my Friday...work four 10's. So yahoo!! I have a new kitty I'm anxious about as she was alone for nearly 24 hours. She's a wild one!! I have twin son's, both 16 and received their learner's permit on Monday. I've had them both driving for a couple of years tho' as I wanted them to be experienced. Have always told them to not drive like me!!! Better go before the boss get's in. I enjoy talking to you. Hope you have a very bright day! Intoodeep/Beck
My sign on name is different as I'm at work. Shouldn't be doing this...work on secure somputers but was very pleased to see your note. Very nice to hear from you this a.m. Sorry you had a rough day yesterday. Hopefully today will be better. Some days are better then others. Are you sleeping well yet? I'm doing pretty good I guess. Just gave up benzo's myself amoung many other things. Tough row to hoe. I too have chronic pain as well. But guess I ruined that one for myself, eh? Do you work? I saw your pic of you and your daughter as well. You're both very nice looking.
Today is my Friday...work four 10's. So yahoo!! I have a new kitty I'm anxious about as she was alone for nearly 24 hours. She's a wild one!! I have twin son's, both 16 and received their learner's permit on Monday. I've had them both driving for a couple of years tho' as I wanted them to be experienced. Have always told them to not drive like me!!! Better go before the boss get's in. I enjoy talking to you. Hope you have a very bright day! Intoodeep/Beck
