If he uses no more after tonight .....drinks a lot of water and fluids ...he should be able to give a clean test . Beer works good ( ok, bad advice for an addict , but tellin it like I know ) it really helps the flushing process. Meth is excreted through urine ....we all know beer makes ya pee a lot .....fluids in....fluids out ..any meth used tomorrow morning or later......a good chance he will fail his test
Addict's Prayer
Higher Power, please direct my thinking, especially move it from self-pity, and dishonest or self-seeking motives.
As I go through the day and face indecision, please give me an intuitive thought, or a decision. Make me relax and take it easy; don't let me struggle.
Show me all through the day what my next step is to be and give me whatever I need to take care of each problem.
Higher Power, I ask you especially for freedom from self-will, but give me the knowledge of your will for me and the power to carry it out in every contact during the day.
As I go through this day, let me pause when agitated or doubtful and ask you for the right thought or action.
Let me constantly be reminded that I am no longer running the show, humbly saying many times each day, "Thy will be done" and agreeing that it is.
AMEN!
JUSTONEMORE:
WELL, I DON'T KNOW IF HE HAS SMOKED ANYMORE SINCE THAT EPISODE WE HAD THIS AFTERNOON.
I KNOW THAT EARLIER TODAY HE BROKE THE PIPE. IT FELL IN THE FLOOR AND I HAVE HARDWOOD FLOORS. BUT THAT DON'T MEAN ANYTHING REALLY. HE KNOWS HOW TO BLOW THE GLASS AND FIX IT. OR AT LEAST MAKE USABLE. AND HE HASN'T ASKED ME FOR ANYMORE DOPE TODAY. BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN THAT HE DIDN'T GET SOME ACROSS THE STREET. NOW PAT TOLD ME SHE IS NOT GOING TO GIVE MARTY ANYMORE DOPE. BUT I KNOW THAT FREDDIE WILL.
I CAN'T STAND THAT GUY. HE BEATS UP ON PAT ALL THE TIME. KEEPS HER DOPED f***ED MOST OF THE TIME.
I JUST HOPE THAT HE HASN'T SMOKED ANYMORE. BUT AS MAD AS I AM AT HIM RIGHT NOW. I DON'T REALLY CARE.
HE ASKED ME EARLIER "WHAT MY PROBLEM W/ HIM WAS"? AND "WHAT DID HE EVER DO TO ME"? I SAID "I WAS MAD BECAUSE HE LIED TO ME ABOUT DOING DOPE". AND AL HE IS STILL DENYING IT. I'M CRAZY. LOL AND CAN I PROVE IT. I SAID "I CAN'T PROVE IT BUT I KNOW WITHOUT A DOUBT THAT YOU WERE HIGH ALL NIGHT, ALL DAY , AND ALL NIGHT AGAIN". BUT HE IS NOT DOING DOPE. AND I SAID "WHAT ABOUT TODAY WHEN YOU CAME TO ME SCREAMING TO GIVE HIM SOME f***ING DOPE". AND HE SAID "YOU GOING TO ACCUSE ME I'M GOING TO DO IT". I TOLD HIM "WHATEVER EXCUSE HE NEEDS". "THAT IT IS NOT GOING TO MATTER ANYWAY BECAUSE HIS a** IS GOING TO BE IN JAIL".
I PUT ALL HIS CLOTHES IN THE BACK BEDROOM CLOSET, AND HIS DRAWER STUFF IN A STORAGE CONTAINER BIN.
HE COMES IN THE HOUSE FROM TIME TO TIME TO b**** AT ME ABOUT SOMETHING. MAKING ACCUSATIONS AND s***. I TOLD HIM TO QUIT TALKING TO ME OR LEAVE AND GO SOMEWHERE.
WELL, IT IS 4:18 AM AND HE IS STILL IN THE SHOP. I'M USED TO STAYING UP LIKE THIS I WORK NIGHTS 7PM - 7:30 AM.
I WILL TELL HIM ABOUT THE BEER. I'M SURE HE WON'T MIND THAT. LOL
THANKS AGAIN AL. YOU HAVE BEEN GREAT W/ ME TODAY.
HUGS 2 U,
CINDI
WELL, I DON'T KNOW IF HE HAS SMOKED ANYMORE SINCE THAT EPISODE WE HAD THIS AFTERNOON.
I KNOW THAT EARLIER TODAY HE BROKE THE PIPE. IT FELL IN THE FLOOR AND I HAVE HARDWOOD FLOORS. BUT THAT DON'T MEAN ANYTHING REALLY. HE KNOWS HOW TO BLOW THE GLASS AND FIX IT. OR AT LEAST MAKE USABLE. AND HE HASN'T ASKED ME FOR ANYMORE DOPE TODAY. BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN THAT HE DIDN'T GET SOME ACROSS THE STREET. NOW PAT TOLD ME SHE IS NOT GOING TO GIVE MARTY ANYMORE DOPE. BUT I KNOW THAT FREDDIE WILL.
I CAN'T STAND THAT GUY. HE BEATS UP ON PAT ALL THE TIME. KEEPS HER DOPED f***ED MOST OF THE TIME.
I JUST HOPE THAT HE HASN'T SMOKED ANYMORE. BUT AS MAD AS I AM AT HIM RIGHT NOW. I DON'T REALLY CARE.
HE ASKED ME EARLIER "WHAT MY PROBLEM W/ HIM WAS"? AND "WHAT DID HE EVER DO TO ME"? I SAID "I WAS MAD BECAUSE HE LIED TO ME ABOUT DOING DOPE". AND AL HE IS STILL DENYING IT. I'M CRAZY. LOL AND CAN I PROVE IT. I SAID "I CAN'T PROVE IT BUT I KNOW WITHOUT A DOUBT THAT YOU WERE HIGH ALL NIGHT, ALL DAY , AND ALL NIGHT AGAIN". BUT HE IS NOT DOING DOPE. AND I SAID "WHAT ABOUT TODAY WHEN YOU CAME TO ME SCREAMING TO GIVE HIM SOME f***ING DOPE". AND HE SAID "YOU GOING TO ACCUSE ME I'M GOING TO DO IT". I TOLD HIM "WHATEVER EXCUSE HE NEEDS". "THAT IT IS NOT GOING TO MATTER ANYWAY BECAUSE HIS a** IS GOING TO BE IN JAIL".
I PUT ALL HIS CLOTHES IN THE BACK BEDROOM CLOSET, AND HIS DRAWER STUFF IN A STORAGE CONTAINER BIN.
HE COMES IN THE HOUSE FROM TIME TO TIME TO b**** AT ME ABOUT SOMETHING. MAKING ACCUSATIONS AND s***. I TOLD HIM TO QUIT TALKING TO ME OR LEAVE AND GO SOMEWHERE.
WELL, IT IS 4:18 AM AND HE IS STILL IN THE SHOP. I'M USED TO STAYING UP LIKE THIS I WORK NIGHTS 7PM - 7:30 AM.
I WILL TELL HIM ABOUT THE BEER. I'M SURE HE WON'T MIND THAT. LOL
THANKS AGAIN AL. YOU HAVE BEEN GREAT W/ ME TODAY.
HUGS 2 U,
CINDI
HEY BOB:
THAT WAS A BEAUTIFUL PRAYER. I'M GOING TO SEND IT TO MARTYS EMAIL ADDRESS.
I SENT ABOUT 3 THINGS FROMHERE TODAY TO HIS EMAIL ADDRESS.
MAYBE SOMETHING WILL CLICK.
THANKS ALOT,
HUGS,
CINDI
THAT WAS A BEAUTIFUL PRAYER. I'M GOING TO SEND IT TO MARTYS EMAIL ADDRESS.
I SENT ABOUT 3 THINGS FROMHERE TODAY TO HIS EMAIL ADDRESS.
MAYBE SOMETHING WILL CLICK.
THANKS ALOT,
HUGS,
CINDI
