This really is enough to make you sick, if we all weren't already.
I came on tonight, ready to hang out with friends, read the board, maybe post a little, see what's up with everybody......well I saw alright.
I totally hate stuff like this. I happen to usually like pretty much everybody here. I can't even understand how one person could cause so many to freak out like this. It's not a first, but it is fairly rare.
I like everybody.....I truly do, but Sharon is my heart, my sister, the one to whom I am accountable in all that I do. If I screw up, she knows it, even if not another soul in the world does.
I wish everyone could know her as I do. Without her I would be lost, and that's just the truth.
My only desire with this thread is to tell my best friend how much she matters, not to start a controversy over who did what to who or why. I dont even care.
I want her here on this board because she is bright and can teach much. She was here long before I was and stuck her neck out for me when I was in active addiction. You don't forget those things. Of course that's just as it applies to this board, we've gone unimaginably beyond that.
As for all the other stuff, I assume I am one of the people considered to be in a group looked upon negatively tonight. Those are wrong thoughts, btw. Lots of people here are friends, it doesn't mean anyone is out attacking somebody.
I also don't know who said what about Lisa and not even sure I want to.
Enough said, Sharon......I love you sister, don't fret over any of this. Everything blows over, we've seen it time and time again. Maybe it's just the nature of the beast, the disease we all share, who knows? But I know your heart and that's good enough for me. Love, Kat
hello kat what a nice thing to say about your dear freind YES awise person on the board thank goodness for kind people like you and many many others whats that sayiny read the good throw the rest away or something like that ...... well you have a peaceful night dear love poopie still sober
Kat,
Thank you for supporting me. I'm sorry for my part in this. I just started a thread of support for Cowgirl and I hate it that it turned so ugly. I don't do well when I get attacked. Its human nature to attack back. Anyway, again I am sorry for my angry words, but I will support Lisa anywhere and anytime, same as the rest of my friends.
Love you sister,
Thank you for supporting me. I'm sorry for my part in this. I just started a thread of support for Cowgirl and I hate it that it turned so ugly. I don't do well when I get attacked. Its human nature to attack back. Anyway, again I am sorry for my angry words, but I will support Lisa anywhere and anytime, same as the rest of my friends.
Love you sister,
you have a great night too, Poopie. It's always nice to hear your voice......well, read it anyway, lol. Love, Kat
Yes Kat, it was unsettling today, I feel I'm relatively a newcomer here still and it was like watching superhoroes battle each other. Spiderman and Batman would never turn on each other would they? Not when the greater good was at hand right? Thing is these people aren't superheroes, they are human, with feelings, I'm sorry to see peoples feelings get hurt.. But alot of us looked at them as rolemodels. Cowgirl, Carol, Teresa, Gina, Sharon and others are all people that we look up to.
I'd love to know that Sharon you talk of, I'm sure she is a great lady at heart . I think we all would. I'd love to give it a try and learn from her, I'll take all the help I can get to stay clean.
much love Kat,
Redd
I believe you will know her Redd, you're the sweet kind of person that gets to know people. You sure don't seem like a newcomer to me. I'm very glad you're here. I hope you're feeling better these days. Much love back, Kat
Dear Kat and Sharon.............I do not know if this is the time or place to say this but I had just had to chime in here and really do not care if anyone has a problem with this at all..............I just want to take this chance to THANK both of you for your continued support through the problems that I have been facing and dealing with for the past several months............I have never had to ask either one of you for a single thing.........it has been given from the heart in the most unselfish way possible.....For two women I have never met face to face I feel closer to both of you than some of the people I have known all of my life..........I do not come to this board that often these days due to so much that is going on in my life lately........I simply do not have the time or energy anymore........But I feel the need right now to thank you both for all that you have done for me.........You have seen me through some of the darkest hours these past months and for that I will always be grateful.........The power of friendship is a wonderful thing.........we have shared so much with each other and your continued friendship has been a true blessing in my life!
God bless, Rus........
PS> Lisa..............I am so sorry that I have not emailed you or been on this site to say howdy to you also............I was just starting to get to know you and think you are a wonderful human being! I have learned so much from you in the past and never really told you that before........Lisa you rock! I hope that we can continue our friendship and grow and learn from each other in the future....
God bless, Rus........
PS> Lisa..............I am so sorry that I have not emailed you or been on this site to say howdy to you also............I was just starting to get to know you and think you are a wonderful human being! I have learned so much from you in the past and never really told you that before........Lisa you rock! I hope that we can continue our friendship and grow and learn from each other in the future....
You know how much we love you Rus.......no words are good enough.
I have to add also that your astaire was much apreciated right before the big watermelon. Your crop dusting was apreciated as well.
LOVE YOU BROTHER!!! Kat
I have to add also that your astaire was much apreciated right before the big watermelon. Your crop dusting was apreciated as well.
LOVE YOU BROTHER!!! Kat
Kat........do you remember my Uncle Ted?
I love you too , Rus. I hope no watermelons happen to you in the near future, lol.
You got my heart Buddy.
You got my heart Buddy.
uncle Ted is at my house, I'll leave out the details....but I sure wish you'd take him back home with you.
You people are my inspiration and the very reason im alive and well today. So i dont have to agree with everything you have said but thats natural but your posts of past and present keep me reminded and focussed i select what i need use it well and move on with my recovery. we all know life is far too short to worry about what people think or say geeeeeeeee i would be grey by now lol. There are so many reasons i come here but the main one is to feed from people like you your experience your hope and your compassion. just my 2 cents or pence lol jackie xxxxxxxxx
Jackie,
Thank you so much for those words. You could not possibly know how much I love you right now. We learn from you too Jackie. You are honest and caring and a friend always. Hope you had a good day, my friend.
Love you,
Sharon
Thank you so much for those words. You could not possibly know how much I love you right now. We learn from you too Jackie. You are honest and caring and a friend always. Hope you had a good day, my friend.
Love you,
Sharon
To the best my memory serves me Jacky, you've never been anything but an inspiration........to everyone. Love you, Kat
Hello to everyone!!!! Kat, Sharon, Russ, Poopie, Redd and all the rest of the gang!! Hope you all are doing good!! I couldnt sleep and just clicked on this thread. Dont know exactly whats going on yet (havent been on all week), but ALL of you know that you have my support. You have all been there for me, no matter what.
Hey Sharon, I've been meaning to email you - CONGRATULATIONS!!! So, youre going to be a grandma (if I read correctly?) - I bet you cant wait!!! Babies bring such joy into our lives. I wish you and your family all the best!!!
Hey Kat - What's up girlfriend? I guess I must have missed something around here!!! I guess things were getting too good to be true (running so smoothly)? lol
Kat, I hope that you are feeling better - how's that throat doing? (wait, was that you or MJ - sorry if I got confused), anyway, still hope you are feeling great!! You're such a sweet person and loyal friend - good friends and hard to find these days. You're lucky to have Sharon. I'll email you soon.
Hi Russ - Havent spoken to you in a long time. Hope things are going better for you. How are your precious dogs? They are absolutely beautiful. You take care. Hey, you need to post more often - we need you around here!!
My love to all - you too Poopie and of course you, as well, Jackie!! All of you are (and have been to me) such a great inspiration - thanks for that - I'll never forget it.
Love,
Marie
xoxoox
OMG - Redd, I didnt mean to leave you out!!!! You've been in my thoughts and prayers. Hope you are feeling a little bit better. Time heals....and you have alot of people here who love you, girl.
Hey Sharon, I've been meaning to email you - CONGRATULATIONS!!! So, youre going to be a grandma (if I read correctly?) - I bet you cant wait!!! Babies bring such joy into our lives. I wish you and your family all the best!!!
Hey Kat - What's up girlfriend? I guess I must have missed something around here!!! I guess things were getting too good to be true (running so smoothly)? lol
Kat, I hope that you are feeling better - how's that throat doing? (wait, was that you or MJ - sorry if I got confused), anyway, still hope you are feeling great!! You're such a sweet person and loyal friend - good friends and hard to find these days. You're lucky to have Sharon. I'll email you soon.
Hi Russ - Havent spoken to you in a long time. Hope things are going better for you. How are your precious dogs? They are absolutely beautiful. You take care. Hey, you need to post more often - we need you around here!!
My love to all - you too Poopie and of course you, as well, Jackie!! All of you are (and have been to me) such a great inspiration - thanks for that - I'll never forget it.
Love,
Marie
xoxoox
OMG - Redd, I didnt mean to leave you out!!!! You've been in my thoughts and prayers. Hope you are feeling a little bit better. Time heals....and you have alot of people here who love you, girl.
I caught this just as I was headed off to bed Marie. Just wanted to say we're lucky to have you too. I wouldn't trade you for anything! Talk to you soon, love, Kat
Marie,
What a wonderful surprise. I clicked on here after me and Kat got thru chatting and found you here. And yes......its true......my oldest son Robbie is going to be a Daddy. They are so happy. Leslie is about 6 weeks along. It was fantastic news. So how are you? Please email me when you get the chance, I miss you and those jokes of yours.
Trust me, you did not miss a thing on here.
Have a good day, my friend.
Luv you big time,
What a wonderful surprise. I clicked on here after me and Kat got thru chatting and found you here. And yes......its true......my oldest son Robbie is going to be a Daddy. They are so happy. Leslie is about 6 weeks along. It was fantastic news. So how are you? Please email me when you get the chance, I miss you and those jokes of yours.
Trust me, you did not miss a thing on here.
Have a good day, my friend.
Luv you big time,
kat,
you are a great person, and sharon is strong. i have always admired how you two stick by eachother. this board has had many battles and the same people are always picked on. for some reasons we will never know. but as long as you hold your head high and do what you believe it will be okay. standing strong and having faith in yourselves is all you need (along with good friends) you are great women and good friends. i for one will always be here for you, even when i'm silent. i just wanted you to know. and to thank both of you for just being you. please don't change because someone doesn't like it. some of these people need to take a look at themselves before beating up others. hopefully in time they will. stay strong and know your loved
luv
raerae
you are a great person, and sharon is strong. i have always admired how you two stick by eachother. this board has had many battles and the same people are always picked on. for some reasons we will never know. but as long as you hold your head high and do what you believe it will be okay. standing strong and having faith in yourselves is all you need (along with good friends) you are great women and good friends. i for one will always be here for you, even when i'm silent. i just wanted you to know. and to thank both of you for just being you. please don't change because someone doesn't like it. some of these people need to take a look at themselves before beating up others. hopefully in time they will. stay strong and know your loved
luv
raerae
hey jacky!! thought I missed someone!! sorry!! You sound good!!! thanks for being you!!
Raerae,
hows it going? hope all is well with you!!!
Raerae,
hows it going? hope all is well with you!!!
gina,
i'm good, how are you? how's bob doing?
talk to you later
rae
i'm good, how are you? how's bob doing?
talk to you later
rae