Okay I have spent days even night trying to make my Christmas tree look how I feel.
Happy that soon I'll be sober and happy, I'll feel like I won a battle and the being of the war.
Today I finished I WAS SO HAPPY cause it look just the way I wanted it too. Now it's destroyed. The stand fell apart and down came my symbol of my new start. A part of me wonders if that's what is going to happen in my recovery.
A really upset Marina ~
Marina your going to be OK. Just hang in there. I know how you feel, some days I feel down, like Im gonna go back to my old ways, its a struggle at times, its not easy, but you can do it, just talk positive to yourself.
Good luck
Maybe you just need a new tree stand and it will be fine
JohnDee
Good luck
Maybe you just need a new tree stand and it will be fine
JohnDee
I know we talked about this already....but John may have something there maybe you did just need a new tree stand!
LMAO ~
I did need a new tree stand the tree is back up and looks just like it did. Well, a few of the ornaments broke. After I posted and cried my hubby came home and left again to get a new stand came home and gave me a big bear huge!
Marina ~
Happy now and I can laugh at the whole thing :-)
I did need a new tree stand the tree is back up and looks just like it did. Well, a few of the ornaments broke. After I posted and cried my hubby came home and left again to get a new stand came home and gave me a big bear huge!
Marina ~
Happy now and I can laugh at the whole thing :-)
