Im sorry to sound so self absorbed...I just realized this Saturday it will be 2 years since I decided to "get a grip"& take my recovery serious.Of course it took almost dying & my hurting myself & many others....but I believe everything happens for a reason.Maybe the way it happened was the way it was suppose to & I had to sink as low as I did to realize Im worth more than just being an addict.
Im still on Suboxone,but Im am fighting & trying as hard as ever to decrease.Theres issues in doing that but Im no longer looking for a "pill fix"And though it may take longer than I would like.....I want more than anything to get to the lowest I can & hopefully be totally off it.Suboxone is such a wonderful tool...but Ill admit I have counted on that for way too long.To the point where it went from tool to crutch.......No longer.....
again sorry if this is so self aborbing...but I am both very greatful & so very proud of myself.....\
Also...luv to all who have done thier part to give thier never ending support...I KNOW THAT helped make a difference
luv to all
mj
I'm proud of you, too!!! You seem to be a different person than you were when I first came to this site. I relate to what you wrote about taking recovery seriously.......I'm getting there!
Keep up the good work!
Jer
Keep up the good work!
Jer
Congratulations!!!! I can't wait to get 60 days in let alone 2 yrs!!! That is awesome
hugs,
foggy
hugs,
foggy
Self absorbed? PUUUULEASE!! That is awesome!! I am inspired by you and proud of you. Congrats:)
Congratulations MJ! It takes a lot of hard work to accomplish what you have. You are a very strong person with a very bright future!
Shelly
Shelly
Wow, has it been that long, MJ? Holy guacamole...good on ya, as they say. And if you can't share good news with friends then what's the point anyway? Congratulations =)
You're suppose to share news like that Brina! It's all about sharing your ESH. Awesome girlfriend, so proud of you. And please, don't end your sentence with, "but I'm still on sub", That has no bearing at all. You're clean and sober if you aren't abusing medication and/or drinking. Got it? xxoo