Its Me Vs Myself

Methadone
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Hi all

I am GupunKsy

I am an Cat addict,

I feel like i dont crave the drugs at all (except today) but i have lost my mind. I AM SO DEPRESSED and yesterday i had this bizzare concept in my head, that I cant make any choices for myself, its like i let every1 decide on my behalf and i am the soldier and the slave who will listen to ur every command.

See today i am clean for 2 weeks, and i know it doesnt seem long, but the last 6months iv been using daily. Like I only managed to go 2 days without it, and then it would time to go get me some kittens, and today its 2 weeks

Why do i feel so alone? down? depressed? I am a very happy go lucky person, so i am not use to feel like this.

I really just need some1 or something to make me feel better =(
but the worse part is the more i dont want to do drugs, i am in actual fact, i just want to feel better.

Any suggetions? any advice?

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what is cat??- - In the usa we dont have a problem with cat- - its a furry little animal

I tried to look it up- it came up as ket- could this be it??
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CAT
Is dangerous stuff to mess with, because of all the shiit it is bashed with, as you said sometimes its nice to just have someone faceless to talk to, I am not going to go on to you and tell you the inns and outs of a dogs arse (cats arse lol), if you need to talk, the people on here are sound caring individuals mainly
Maybe you might explain to our colonial brothers and sisters what cat is
Try to take it one hour at a time, maybe get a ball of string and play in the corner lol
bob