Jake , How Are You Doing?

I have not seen you post today and I was just wondering how you are doing . I probably have a pretty good guess . Hang in there , it will be worth it .Rob
Bobby and Friends,

I keep trying to justify taking just a little piece of sub. I have not done it yet , but the mind plays tricks on you.
Last night I pumped myself up with Valium, Sonata, Nightquil, and was just rolling around in bed. I then took a muscle relaxer and then it was lights out.

Today was rough. But not rough enough to keep me home from work. If I had a physical job , I would not have been able. I hate feeling uncomfortable.

Bobby, I just tell myself another day down. But how many days do I have left to go through? I am a sprinter ......not a marathon runner. I hope I dont cave into the urge to take a little. You know how it is.

Jake
You may have done it right and will only feel like this for a few days .On day 4 , there was not a chance I could have gone to work , so that in itself is a very good sign . Just remember , if you take any , you will be starting over .I kick myself for taking some on day 8 because I know it set me back . I am really glad to hear that you are managing . Just remember , this is the begining of the end .Please keep us all posted . I am really pulling for you, Rob