Thanks for checking in on me. Yes, I left work yesterday...I had a HORRIBLE anxiety attack and could not do my job. It was awful. I went home and stayed in bed until this a.m. I have never felt that bad before. I would rather have the flu symptoms that that feeling....awful. I even asked my friend for a pill....she said NO....to my benefit. She is a real friend. She said she would not be the cause of me using again. Thank GOD she has a head on her shoulders.....I just wanted to feel normal. It was really scary.
Anyway, I am still on day 12.....haven't relapsed.....even though I was very close. I don't have access to any pills so I can't be tempted. I would have to go all the way to the doctor, etc., etc., to get pills, or go on the internet search ...
wow, it got really bad 4 -u that really suck, I am so sorry, but I am proud of you!!! I would of probablly relapsed, i do not know, but I am glad that u r ok,
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} great job!!!!
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} great job!!!!
Hi Jasmine...
I couldn't relapse...I don't have any way to get pills...except go to the doctor...no way, not doing it. My major supplier was the internet. How stupid is that? So expensive...OHMYG
I couldn't relapse...I don't have any way to get pills...except go to the doctor...no way, not doing it. My major supplier was the internet. How stupid is that? So expensive...OHMYG
Hi Kat-
I'm glad that you are OK. I can understand having anxiety, I guess that is to be expected. Glad that you didnt have any access to pills. You've been doing so great through all this and after 2 weeks of being clean, it would be so horrible to have to start over. I hope you are feeling better today and keep getting better with each passing day.
Perc
I'm glad that you are OK. I can understand having anxiety, I guess that is to be expected. Glad that you didnt have any access to pills. You've been doing so great through all this and after 2 weeks of being clean, it would be so horrible to have to start over. I hope you are feeling better today and keep getting better with each passing day.
Perc
can you tell me how much would you spend and for how many pills , and how long would it last u?? sorry i am always so curious.. let me know plse..
I would spend about $150.00 for 30 pills .... that started lasting me like 3-5 days. Or, I could get 60 for $240.00......horrible. No, I will not give you the website....don't think I am mean.....I actually just got a phone call from a pharmacy asking if I wanted my hydro REFILLED....I said no and hung up real quick.....UGH...it was horrible.
wow, thats alot!! and NO way did i want that web site, i already knew about some web sites and i never went there, thats nuts, hey change your phone number, i would!! your funny and nuts, lol..
Hey Kat-
That took alot of strength with the pharmacy calling!! They have great timing, huh? I'm so glad that you were able to say no and hang up. Way to go!!
Perc
That took alot of strength with the pharmacy calling!! They have great timing, huh? I'm so glad that you were able to say no and hang up. Way to go!!
Perc
You guys were getting off cheap, I was buying mine from the street and I was paying $640 for 80 pills, and that would only last 2-3 weeks, some months I would spend $1500. Its gonna be great having all that extra money. I figure I spent about $35,000 over 3 years, boy it would be nice to have that money back now.
JohnDee
JohnDee
