Jax....

Pain Pills
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you awake? its 3:40 am here and i am insomniacking. i saw you posted. just wondered if you were around for some story telling hehe

terrianne
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Hey Terrianne,

Hope you don't mind my jumping in here. I can't sleep either.
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liz,

i dont mind at all silly, i am so glad you did! what's keeping you awake? for me i just go in spurts. usually a once a month thing and boy for some reason i feel riled up and in a mood hehehe not a bad one just a silly one : )

terrianne
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And you sound wide awake, lol. I have so much on my mind and it's keeping me up. Nothing new really. I wish for once I had positive things to talk about but for awhile it just hasn't been the case. Just can't seem to get that feeling back that I had when I went two months clean.
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c'mon liz its the witching hour : ) lets stir up a brew and maybe a few hex's hehehe

terrianne
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Jingle bells jingle bells hoho christmas is coming sssshhhhhhhuuuuusshhhhhhhhhhh lol jaxx
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How ya both doing???? jaxxx
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liz,

if you wanna talk about it i am all ears and will be serious, i found for me that when i was able to talk and get it out i then left it behind and worked on loving myself, cause ultimately the saying is true you have to love yourself before anyone else can and before you can love others. i learned to put me first and found others wanted toenjoy what i have.

terrianne
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Ok, why not? I already put in my resignation for being an adult right? lol.
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Liz your as old as you feel i felt all my wrinkles this am so im about ooooooooooo 98 lol jaxxx
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Hi Jackie,

Terrianne, it's just life and I have to figure out what I'm going to need to do to change things is all.
Right now I'm sitting here eating slim jims...yum
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liz,

hehehe cute, your adorable, read what i said above to you and incase no one has told you, i think you are on hella amazing person

jax,

omg there you are!!!! took you long enough, you christmas carol just put me in the holiday spirit!!! jingle bells batman smells robin laid an egg, the bat mobile lost its wheel and the joker got away, HEY!!

terrianne
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Hey Jackie,

Merry Christmas. If you're only as old as you feel then I should be in a nursing home about now.
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liz,

you big friggen tease!! nothen like slim jims and a diet coke!!!! hey change starts with in yourself. i promise. dont try to change anything else cause i found the hard way you cant change anything/one but yourself. then you will start seeing the change in the other things. also i found the more i keep it simple the better off it is

terrianne
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Thanks Terrianne,

I can't believe the Holidays are here already. I've decided that I'm not putting a tree up this year. I have 4 cats here and to put one up, I mind as well just throw the damn thing around myself. I had two cats last Christmas and after a couple of days there wasn't any decorations on the tree. Just the cats up in the tree.
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OMG liz too funny i thought that too what with the pup still munching lol. right then liz what can i do for you to help ya through the day sweetheart, no im not doing yoru chores i have enough already lol jaxxx
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heeeheee Terrianne, I'm having a regular coke with the slim jims. Nothing like a hearty breakfast eh? Yesterday it was snickers.

I hear you about having to start the change within myself. That's a lot of what I've been thinking about lately.
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Ah come on Jacky....Just a little laundry? lol. Actually it's all washed, if you would just hang them up for me. lol
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Jacky,

You have a pup beside the two shepards?
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Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmm okok il do it lol anyway i go to shoot dogs need walking i got this week off and its already gone sob sob lol il catch youlaters liz and T liz il try to catch you on messenger laters now both go zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ((((((hugs)))))))) jaxxxxxxxxx
No one is a pup still only 9 months lol