Jean,
This will be the last time that I post to you on this board. Any other communication to you will be by email. This board does not need anymore drama from either of us. I admit that I am guilty of saying things to you that perhaps I should not have said here and for that I apologize to the members of this board.
I do feel like you stooped pretty low tonight when you brought up my grandson and my Sister's death. When you attacked Janet before, I was dumbfounded and I could not understand it. That's how I feel now about the things you said to me. WTF is your problem? How dare you insinuate that by coming to this board and posting that I am not doing my best by my grandson or my sister's memory. The reason that I was not on this evening when you said these things was because I was @ my son's house visiting the baby. And let me reassure you now that when I get the opportunity to take care of Jackson.........I am more than qualified to do so. I don't need to get certified in CPR, Jean, I already am. And if you need to know all of my credentials so that you won't have to worry that he will be well taken care of while he is with me, let me run some of them by you now. I am a college graduate and I've been a Registered Nurse for 27 years. I am an ACLS provider (advanced cardiac life support instructor), I'm certified not only in PALS (pediatric advanced life support) but also NALS (neonatal advanced life support). I also am a CEN (certified emergency nurse). Besides having advanced training as an RN, I have raised 3 grown children and have a 3 y/o here at home. Does this satisfy you Jean? And lets set the record straight about what the baby has or will need as far as material things go.........Both my son and daughter- in- law are pharmacists. They both have their doctorate's, graduating from UK's college of Pharmacy. My son owns the pharmacy he works at and Leslie manages another pharmacy here in the city that I live in. This baby will want for nothing.........especially love. So Jean don't worry if I don't sit around making a quilt for him or ordering him something from the internet........he has more than he needs. You worry about your own and I will do the same.
Another thing, since you did not notice this on your own, (and this is what hurt me the most Jean)....... My sister was buried on Thursday. Before that, during her last few months, I was rarely on this board and I spent every minute that I could possibly spend with her. How dare you elude to anything negative about what I have gone through. You don't have any ideal of the heartache and pain that I've dealt with this past week and what I'm still dealing with. No one could have loved their sister more than I did and still do. The reason I've been posting more on this board the past couple of nights was to occupy my mind. At least when I'm on here, I'm not crying as much (now is the exception). Did you happen to see that I was up all night last night because I could not sleep? Why do you think I couldn't sleep Jean?
Please never address me in any shape, form or fashion on this board and I will show you the same respect. If you have something to say, say it in an email. Kat has my email address and will freely give it to you. Some of the things that I said to you in previous posts were probably out of line and I apologize for that. My mistake was taking up for a friend that you've had problems with in the past and for supporting a program (NA/AA) that you continue to put down. CG is a big girl and does well taking up for herself and the NA program speaks for itself also.
May God bless you and help you throught whatever troubles you are having at this time.
Sharon
Good Morning Sharon
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Sharon, Good morning. I am sorry you felt the need to explain all that you did above. It shouldn't have been necessary. I didn't read the post you were referring to, thank God, but I do believe we have some poor lost souls around here when they feel the need to throw such dirt at others who are hurting.
Jean, you need help, my friend. I am not sure what is going on in your life, but when you spend as much time as you do on a computer hurting people in the name of recovery, it's time to step back and take a long hard look at yourself.
Turn off the computer and find yourself a good counselor. You seem to have a lot of unresolved issues with losing your son, as you tend to harp too much to those who have also lost a loved one.
This is the sort of crap I don't miss at all.
Sharon, keeping you and your family in my prayers. You handled this with real class.
Have a better week this week.
