Jennifer 1811

Good morning Jen,
I just drug my butt out of bed......sleep deprived and I know you are too. Got your message on the other post. Was so glad to see that you posted last night was worried. I know what you are going through the same s*** I am. I am so proud that he told me to take the keys.......I just gave them back he wanted to go get coffee. That was so hard to do. At 6 tonight he will be 72 hours into this mess. I really don't what he to screw up now. I understand about how mean they can be. Mine is one hell of a SOB at times, but I am not afraid of him.I know he would never hurt me and right now he feels so bad that even at 115 lbs I could knock him right out. You keep it together and remember you are not the only one out there. Your boyfriend also needs to know that. Both of them have about the same problem........Mine was also using herion at times with the pills.
Take care, be strong and never stop fighting...............
PS.He made it back from the store.
Hi Misty eyes- I got your email. We should talk. I will email you my phone number and you can call me anytime. I freak out when he goes to get coffee too. I mean I dont really say much but I know it takes way too long. I am so happy that your situation sounds to be much better. He sounds like he is a lot more ready than mine. He is behind me on coach now okay. I will email you from work Tuesday. Thank you.

Jen