Hi Kim, I hope you have been enjoying being home!!! I was curious....were you clean when you went in? Just wondering if you had to detox there? I hope you don't mind me asking. If you do just skip over this thread.
Have a nice day!
Hey Lynn.Yes,im enjoying every minute of my freedom.
It's amazing the little things you miss once theyre taken away.A soft fluffy mattress and pillow. A tall glass of ice.A dark room to sleep in(yes,we slept with the lights on)Quiet time...no noise...no talking,toilets flushing,people crying,fighting,sneezing,farting,snoring,PRIVACY!PRIVACY!PRIVACY! Im going to start a thread about my experience.
As far as my "state" when i went in,i was "mostly" clean. I was taking sub on bad days(very small amounts)So i was withdrawl free,thank god.I was such a mess from the whole ordeal i couldnt even comprehend the thoughts of going through WD's on top of the utter despair i felt the first week.
But i will say...99% of the woman in there were WD'ing from one thing or another.I will write about that now,on a new thread,it was an incredible experience.I wouldnt wish it on anybody!How are you doing these days?~KIM
It's amazing the little things you miss once theyre taken away.A soft fluffy mattress and pillow. A tall glass of ice.A dark room to sleep in(yes,we slept with the lights on)Quiet time...no noise...no talking,toilets flushing,people crying,fighting,sneezing,farting,snoring,PRIVACY!PRIVACY!PRIVACY! Im going to start a thread about my experience.
As far as my "state" when i went in,i was "mostly" clean. I was taking sub on bad days(very small amounts)So i was withdrawl free,thank god.I was such a mess from the whole ordeal i couldnt even comprehend the thoughts of going through WD's on top of the utter despair i felt the first week.
But i will say...99% of the woman in there were WD'ing from one thing or another.I will write about that now,on a new thread,it was an incredible experience.I wouldnt wish it on anybody!How are you doing these days?~KIM
Hi Kim, I will check out the thread you started about the whole experience. I'm glad your home and safe!
As far as me, I'm teetering. I don't know what else to say? Just being honest. Every single weekend I try c/t and every single Monday or Tuesday depending on my work schedule I use a little bit (is there such a thing?) I feel like I'm ALWAYS almost there. But what I'm struggling with is the mental a whole lot, like I'm not happy or motivated to do anything unless I have some chemical assistance. I've been around long enough to know the drill, getting off my a** and doing it is a whole nother story.
While you were away I went to stay at my dads for a month and went ct for the first time ever. I did really good for a while, I couldn't believe it. But... I blew it shortly after I came home, big surprise there... I'm working on it and I do believe I will get it together soon. I have plans to go back to dads for a visit in April and I have to be better by then. I wont go there high and disrespect my family like that. I love my father so much and I don't want to hurt him or let him down. He means the world to me and I want him to be proud of me.
Thanks for asking, I appreciate it a lot. Take care and be good.
As far as me, I'm teetering. I don't know what else to say? Just being honest. Every single weekend I try c/t and every single Monday or Tuesday depending on my work schedule I use a little bit (is there such a thing?) I feel like I'm ALWAYS almost there. But what I'm struggling with is the mental a whole lot, like I'm not happy or motivated to do anything unless I have some chemical assistance. I've been around long enough to know the drill, getting off my a** and doing it is a whole nother story.
While you were away I went to stay at my dads for a month and went ct for the first time ever. I did really good for a while, I couldn't believe it. But... I blew it shortly after I came home, big surprise there... I'm working on it and I do believe I will get it together soon. I have plans to go back to dads for a visit in April and I have to be better by then. I wont go there high and disrespect my family like that. I love my father so much and I don't want to hurt him or let him down. He means the world to me and I want him to be proud of me.
Thanks for asking, I appreciate it a lot. Take care and be good.
