what high school did your spouse go to? hope you feel better in time,,we all love you sweetheart.poopie
Hey Jodi! I saw this post started to you and just wanted to say hello and let you know I've been praying for you and your family. Have a good day.
Ummm...he went to high school in Sylvania, Ohio. Can I ask why you wanted to know? :) Just curious!
Thank you Shelly. The last 2 or 3 days have been the roughest so far. I just yanked down a few Christmas boxes from the attic today and bought a couple of gifts yesterday. I am so not into all of this holiday stuff right now. I'm doing it for my sons.
I feel like I am physically surrounded by this aura of sadness and pain. The pain. I don't know what to do with all of the pain. It just envelops me.
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Thank you Shelly. The last 2 or 3 days have been the roughest so far. I just yanked down a few Christmas boxes from the attic today and bought a couple of gifts yesterday. I am so not into all of this holiday stuff right now. I'm doing it for my sons.
I feel like I am physically surrounded by this aura of sadness and pain. The pain. I don't know what to do with all of the pain. It just envelops me.
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Jodie - Your loss is so fresh. It is only natural to be devastated right now. i was a mess when i first lost my Mom. just today i heard some Christmas songs and rode by her house. I broke down and cried. It's only natural. Don't go crazy decorating this year if I can make a suggestion. Put up a wreath and a few things around and don't pressure yourself. It's going to be a tough one any way you look at it. You will get through this but it takes alot of time.
hello dear,,,,well he looked so for miler.like someone I new,,,now I went to a very driffret type of school,but a friend said she went to school with a Charles roach,he was about 55 ,it was not your hubby,,,just thought maybe,I've been looking at utube,and I feel so sad when I watched that,,but how nicely done ,take care angel.poopie
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I need to go to sleep. I've got to go to work in 4 and a half hours. I can't seem to put down the beer enough to just lay down and let my body rest, as much as I want and need to.
We went and cut the Christmas tree down today. I decorated it alone.
I'm so sad. I've never felt this amount of pain before and I really honestly don't know what to do with it. Nothing numbs it. Nothing takes it away.
Nothing.
I need to go to sleep. I've got to go to work in 4 and a half hours. I can't seem to put down the beer enough to just lay down and let my body rest, as much as I want and need to.
We went and cut the Christmas tree down today. I decorated it alone.
I'm so sad. I've never felt this amount of pain before and I really honestly don't know what to do with it. Nothing numbs it. Nothing takes it away.
Nothing.
when my spouse and I separated for a while,it was so final,,I was so sad alone scared ,felt like ,the only one in the world,kept looking for him in other people faces,,ooo it was so bad,please no one thing Jodie,,,,and believe this,,,it does get better,you just cant believe it now,its like losing the pills ,but I'm sure a lot worse, we love you,,,,trimming the tree alone,,,,,,,so sorry angel,,my sweet angel.poopie