checking your status...how ru today?
I MUST ADMIT I HAVE BEEN BETTER. I DID USE AGAIN SIMPLY BECAUSE I WAS SO TIRED AND SICK WHEN I GOT OFF OF WORK I COULDNT FUNCTION. IT WAS JUST A LITTLE AND IT HELPED ME MANAGE MY KIDS AND MAKE SURE I COULD TAKE CARE OF THEM. I AM DONE WITH IT. I HATE THE FEELING THAT I HAVE AND THIS IS ALL ITS GETTING ME, AFTER A LITTLE BIT OF WHATEVER IT DOES THIS WHOLE ICKY FEELING ISNT WORTH IT. MY BOYFRIEND IS WHO I AM WORRIED ABOUT ON TOP OF MYSELF. I WENT TO SPEND LUNCH WITH HIM AND HE PASSED OUT IN THE CAR. I HAD TO CARRY HIM BACK INTO THE HOUSE AND PUT HIM TO BED HE IS ABOUT 200LBS BIGGER THAN ME. THIS WAS HIS 6TH DAY WITH NO SLEEP AND I GUESS IT JUST GOT TO HIM. I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT THE EFFECTS OF THE DRUG I JUST GOT SUCKERED INTO IT AND AM HIGHLY PAYING THE CONSEQUENCES.
Oh you poor dear. Been worried about you! As I spoke to my relative I was informed about how s***ty you feel the next day or two days later. he said it was a lonley depressing hell! I wished you didnt do it but the cycle has to stop. If youR boyfriend has been doing it for 6 DAYS...thats outta control. you need a plan. to stay away. I wish there was more people on the site to help you...I just know its nothing to mess with. What is going to happen now when you come down again? were you able to sleep last night?
I DID SLEEP LAST NIGHT WHEN I WOKE I HAD A REALY BAD HEAD ACHE SO I USED A LITTLE JUST A TINY ANDI FELT BETTER THE HEADACHE IS BACK AND I AM REALY NOT GOING TO USE. I CANT GET AWAY FROM HIM HE HAS NO WERE ELSE TO GO. I LOVE HIM VERY MUCH AND AM READY FOR HIM TO MAKE THE RIGHT DECISION AS WELL AS MY SELF. HE HAS JAIL OR REHAB BY FORCE TIME COMING UP AS SOON AS HE GETS CAUGHT SO THAT WILL BE GOOD FOR THE BOTH OF US. THAT SOUNDS AWFUL BUT IT WILL GIVE HIM TIME OFF THE STREET AND AWAY FROM HIS NO GOOD FRIENDS AND ME TIME AWAY FROM MY NO GOOD BOY FRIEND AND MAYBE HE WILL STAY CLEAN WHEN HE GETS OUT.
U NEDD TO GET THE HELLA WAY FROM HIM! YEAH U LOVE HIM AND ALL THAT JAZZ, BUT LOOK AT WHAT HE IS DOING TO YOU, AND WHAT YOU ARE DOING TO YOURSELF!!!!!!!!!!
HE HAS NO PLACE TO GO AND I KNOW THE PERSON THAT HE IS WHEN HE HAS BEEN SOBER FOR A COUPLE OF DAYS HE WANTS TO DO SOMETHING WHITH HIS LIFE I JUST TOOK A STEP BACK MYSELF AND KNOW I NEED TO RUN FORWARD AGAIN AND START HELPING HIM, BUT I WILL ADMIT I HAVE A CRAZY FEW DAYS AHEAD OF ME. I AM NOT FEELING WELL AT ALL.
jreese, i just posted to you on your other thread, please read it. you are headed to a real shi#y place and you should really sit and think about what you are doing. this guy is a piece of crap what are you thinking??? what do you think is going thru his mind "oh baby i love you so much share this crap with me that could make your heart explode" be CAREFUL
you can't help him he needs a professional. what do you think you are going to do for this guy besides let him leach off of you??????
WE BOTH KNOW THAT HE WASNT THINKING LIKE THAT OR HE WOULDNT BE DOING IT HIMSELF EITHER. HE DOES LOVE ME AND I LOVE HIM HE HAS A PROBLEM AND MINE IS THAT I WANT TO HELP HIM. SO FAR HE HASNT CAUSED ME ANY REAL DAMAGE BESIDES THE DRUG USE AND I AM TRYING TO OVERCOME THIS I JUST NEED TO WAIT AND BE PATIENT WITH IT AND HOPE TO FEEL ALOT BETTER SOON. HES NOT HOPING TO DIE EVERY TIME HE USES JUST TO FEEL BETTER I DONT BLAME HIM FOR WANTING TO FEEL BETTER THERE JUST HAS TO BE ANOTHER WAY TO DO IT.
jreese,good luck to you. i am sorry but you are in dream land with this guy. like i said if he loved you WHY would he give you such a horrible chemical?? i hope you are ok, but i don't think you want to face the ulgy truth
I don't want to rock your boat, but if your Boyfriend loved you why did he talk you in to doing drugs with him? if he cares about you wouldn't he want to keep you away from that influence, because he knows what it's done to him?.
I'll tell you why, because the addict in him wants everyone in his life to be just as sick as he is, it's so much easier to spend your money too, plus you will both be consumed with getting high. Do you really think that he wants you clean? he set you up darling and you fell for it hook line and sinker.
What about your kids, even if he doesn't care about them, you should. What kind of example are you setting for them?. You will end up losing them if you don't get yourself sorted out.
In a couple of years if you get clean now, you will wonder what you saw in him in the first place. He Is a JUNKIE and the worst possible kind, because he took someone like you and made them an addict too.
GET OUT NOW. He will only drag you down, he's started doing it already.
Karen
I'll tell you why, because the addict in him wants everyone in his life to be just as sick as he is, it's so much easier to spend your money too, plus you will both be consumed with getting high. Do you really think that he wants you clean? he set you up darling and you fell for it hook line and sinker.
What about your kids, even if he doesn't care about them, you should. What kind of example are you setting for them?. You will end up losing them if you don't get yourself sorted out.
In a couple of years if you get clean now, you will wonder what you saw in him in the first place. He Is a JUNKIE and the worst possible kind, because he took someone like you and made them an addict too.
GET OUT NOW. He will only drag you down, he's started doing it already.
Karen
DITTO TO WHAT KAREN SAID!!!!!! WAKE UP GIRL HE IS A BAD MAN
I AGREE, IF HE LOES YOU LIKE HE SAYS, HE WOULD GET YOU WRAPPED UP IN THAT CRAP!
