Hi All x
Soz I havent been about for a bit but 1st off I've been going a little mad!!! it seems to happen whenever I reduce from my subutex?? and i wouldnt mind but its not as if I've done a huge reduction or anything, only 0.8mgs!! BUT I have felt as if I've been going insane!!! I am getting over it and in the midst of it all I could feel myself spiraling into a depression and I know for me if i feel depressed then I may want to use BUT I havent!! so I had to take steps to stop feeling sorry for myself, so I did, and I am now in the process of getting a new job!!!!! and I have various other things going on in my life that are NONE drug related and keeping me busy - all my adult life, anything and everything I've really done has always been staged around drugs and its great to realise that there can be life after drugs, but its so very hard relearning how to live and cope without drugs, but I think I'm getting there very slowly but surley
I hope everyone is ok?
Redd I read about your sis and I was blown away!! I am so very sorry for your loss, you are one amazing chica and you are so very loved sending you tons of
(((((hugs))))
Mj you know how I feel about you babes, so I dont need to even go there but lets just say i love ya x
Carol, thank you so much for your kind words to me they were very much needed and appreciated x
I do miss our morning chats
Everyone else, I have missed you ALL LOADS (too many to name) but Iike I said I have had to get moving and get busy cos I was just procrastinating infront of my p.c. and not really getting anything done!!! so peeps, thats about it x
I meet the woman who's helping me get this job again on tues, so hopefully soon I shall be earning more and in a job that I actually care about? we'll see x
Just thought I'd pop on and say 'Hi' to you all x
love
Gabbi
p.s. I figured out what was up with the email addy at the bottom, it should end in .co.uk NOT .com Nat, I know you mailed me but i never got the mail so if you wanna try again I should get it now, I'd love to hear from ya but cant mail ya cos I dont have your addy!! so soz, I wasn't being rude i just didnt get the mail x
I gotta get moving now so everyone have a great day love to you ALL x x x
Miz Gabby, it's great to hear from you. I have been emailing you at the other address. And it tells me they are sent, don't know why you haven't received them. I will try again!
I am happy you are doing so well, and doing what needs to be done to overcome the onset of depression. You are truly amazing! Keep it up and do not let the step-down get to you! The new job sounds so exciting and I know you'll get it! They'll be lucky to have you on staff.
Thanks for the card! You always make me smile when I turn on the 'puter in the morning and there you are! It's great way to start the day.
Love, Carol
gabster,
you have been soooooooooooooo missed, i know how that sub makes you crazy, but you are doing everything right and i admire your strength and determination to work on getting yourself off, i am so excited about your new job i cant wait to hear about it!!! you know that job has been a long time in the waiting for you, i am super proud of you as well for making a decision on that, wow you have all kinds of great life changing things going on. dont go away for so long, let us in on whats going on so we can share in your success and maybe help ease some of your nervous jitters about the new and unknown, but you have nothing to worry about anyway, you are awesome girly and your gonna do great!!!! (((((((((HUGS)))))))))) keep us posted
terrianne
you have been soooooooooooooo missed, i know how that sub makes you crazy, but you are doing everything right and i admire your strength and determination to work on getting yourself off, i am so excited about your new job i cant wait to hear about it!!! you know that job has been a long time in the waiting for you, i am super proud of you as well for making a decision on that, wow you have all kinds of great life changing things going on. dont go away for so long, let us in on whats going on so we can share in your success and maybe help ease some of your nervous jitters about the new and unknown, but you have nothing to worry about anyway, you are awesome girly and your gonna do great!!!! (((((((((HUGS)))))))))) keep us posted
terrianne
Dear Gabs You know how much I miss you I tell ya enough.But I also brag about how good your doing.You my friend are someone that can be an example that this can be done.Is your im still down?Thank you for always thinking of me(the card).lov...mj
Hey.....nice to see you again!!
kerry
kerry
Hey Gabs,
Good to see you, and miss you bunches.....
Take it day by day with the sub, over 2 years in your system, won't be out overnight. Slow and steady and things will be just fine.Just don't give up.......
Good luck with all the new stuff happening in your life....
Take care of you!
Love,
Tina
Good to see you, and miss you bunches.....
Take it day by day with the sub, over 2 years in your system, won't be out overnight. Slow and steady and things will be just fine.Just don't give up.......
Good luck with all the new stuff happening in your life....
Take care of you!
Love,
Tina
