Just Saying, "hi!"

Heroin
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I'm having a good day. My mind seems a little clearer today. I haven't exersized in a couple of days. I feel guilty about that. I've also been eating like a pig. If I could stick with a plan once I start it! I did get all my bills paid for this month. That's an accomplishment for me. Usually, I wait until I'm about to lose service. I'm trying my best not to worry about anything today. I have several job prospects to check out on Monday. Wish me luck!I know I can find a job. Always, If I get out there and do the application thing, I end up with something. I always settle for less than I'm capable of. In other words, I can find a job right away and start making money but in order to do that I settle for low-paying, boring jobs. Then I end up quitting after only a few months. I need to make myself slow down and only apply for interesting positions. Another thing about taking all those low-pay jobs is that after awhile you start thinking that's all you're capable of and all you're worth. My self-esteem problems are showing. Huh? I just need to CowBoy Up!!
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hi there. ur self-esteem WILL get better. you WILL get a better job with time . there IS light @ the end of the tunnel. just remind urself wot u've achieved. it's all good. take care and good luck , herms.
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Thanks Herman, I have my good days and my bad days. Luckily, today is starting off as a good day. I've got all my bills paid for this month except my electic. That gives me a month to find work. I could probably get by without a job but I'm one of those people that has to work. I want to go back to school but I'm afraid I can't hack it. Anyway, nice talking to you. PEACE, Shirley
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You might have to take a job you hate,but at least it will pay some bills. That alone is an accomplicement. You know you will find a better one,but until then its better than living in the dark.
All the best-
Jack
Sometimes it takes a long time to find the damn ladder ,so we are better off climbing one rung at a time anyway
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that reminds me....lecky!