hey girlfriend are you still online?
terrianne
Terrianne!!!!! I got off but got back on, I hope you're still around! You've been missed so much! It's so sad to get on during the day and not see you online too. Is everything okay? Or have you just been enjoying life? If I didn't have this stupid block I would have called you. I really need to get that taken off. When I had it put on the phone it was necessary but it isn't anymore. Well, if you're still here let me know. Love you! Kat
kat,.
bummer yep i missed you by minutes. your not allowed to leave then come back at wee hours of the night!!!! what the crap is up with that?!?!?!?! your forgiven. yes you geussed it!! absofriggenlutely i have been enjoying life to the fullest extent and then some. even better then before i was addicted. i dont know what happened but it just struck me one day to get over my fear of society and people. to get back in the sober game of life !!! after a year of isolation and if and only when i did have to go out i hid behind sunglasses/wadded up hair and hats and clothes i wouldnt normally wear. i now can walk out the door and be anyone i wanna be!!! it sure is fun hehehe you know how when you were young you were told you could be anything you wanted to be when you grew up? thats how i feel. i am looking to get back to my old job and even taking some college courses. (still dont know exactly what i wanna be) and i'm not even sure i wanna grow up!!!!! actually was thinking along lines of an addictionologist or psychology. who knows my a.d.d. mind will change alot when i was lil i wanted to be a nun. think there's any hope for that? hehehe. anyway i hope to catch up with you later today on i.m i missed my posse : )
ps. i can't wipe the smile off my face and my daughter is so freaking proud of me. life at the moment couldn't be any better!!!! i wish for all to come to this place in life : )
terrianne
bummer yep i missed you by minutes. your not allowed to leave then come back at wee hours of the night!!!! what the crap is up with that?!?!?!?! your forgiven. yes you geussed it!! absofriggenlutely i have been enjoying life to the fullest extent and then some. even better then before i was addicted. i dont know what happened but it just struck me one day to get over my fear of society and people. to get back in the sober game of life !!! after a year of isolation and if and only when i did have to go out i hid behind sunglasses/wadded up hair and hats and clothes i wouldnt normally wear. i now can walk out the door and be anyone i wanna be!!! it sure is fun hehehe you know how when you were young you were told you could be anything you wanted to be when you grew up? thats how i feel. i am looking to get back to my old job and even taking some college courses. (still dont know exactly what i wanna be) and i'm not even sure i wanna grow up!!!!! actually was thinking along lines of an addictionologist or psychology. who knows my a.d.d. mind will change alot when i was lil i wanted to be a nun. think there's any hope for that? hehehe. anyway i hope to catch up with you later today on i.m i missed my posse : )
ps. i can't wipe the smile off my face and my daughter is so freaking proud of me. life at the moment couldn't be any better!!!! i wish for all to come to this place in life : )
terrianne
Terrianne, if I give you my email can you let me know how you are doing???? I miss ya chicka,
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Please send me a note!! Love ya, Kim
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Please send me a note!! Love ya, Kim
hey kim,
how are ya chica, i am doing fantabulous. but yeah i will email you soon when i wake up a bit more i need some caffiene in me. my email is naturesprincess@yahoo.com and you may email me anytime you want all you need if you ever wanna talk, get silly or just vent!! what are you doing up so early? i hope you are doing ok. forgive me as i am still catching up on the board. if there's anything i can help with please let me know : )
terrianne
how are ya chica, i am doing fantabulous. but yeah i will email you soon when i wake up a bit more i need some caffiene in me. my email is naturesprincess@yahoo.com and you may email me anytime you want all you need if you ever wanna talk, get silly or just vent!! what are you doing up so early? i hope you are doing ok. forgive me as i am still catching up on the board. if there's anything i can help with please let me know : )
terrianne
Well Well look who it is Boo,Tink,Terrianne,Poo!!! I am so happy to see your ok. I have sent you a couple e-mails and never heard anything back. Glad your still alive and kicking. So you went out into the "world" for a while? That's great! I am so happy to see you posting. Later today sent me an e-mail or a post. I am going to take Lindsay to the doctor. She has a pretty bad cough AGAIN. It is every month around here. Write back.... Love Rae
rae,
i got your email silly silly woman (poo i'll never live that down huh?) yeah i just logged on late last night. i did get your emails. i will catch up and return them. i apologise for my rudeness. but i missed you so muches. you were thought of tons. you always bring me much needed smiles. yeah i ventured out in the big girls world and i didnt even get bit!!!! woah hehehe. anyhow i will be in touch. your the best rae!!! ((((((((HUGS)))))))
terrianne
i got your email silly silly woman (poo i'll never live that down huh?) yeah i just logged on late last night. i did get your emails. i will catch up and return them. i apologise for my rudeness. but i missed you so muches. you were thought of tons. you always bring me much needed smiles. yeah i ventured out in the big girls world and i didnt even get bit!!!! woah hehehe. anyhow i will be in touch. your the best rae!!! ((((((((HUGS)))))))
terrianne
I tat I taw a putty tat...........Boo, is that you?
Come out and play, you've been missed here neighbor!
Your partner in crime,
Redd
Hi Terrianne,
You sound awesome. I'm so happy for you. I can totally understand about wanting to take college courses, that's what I want to do when I get clean. I thought I was the only one that still didn't know what they wanted to be when they grow up. lol.
6 years ago I got clean. Went to a inpatient rehab to an outpatient. Then from there I got hooked up in VESID who paid for my school. I took data entry and basic office skills. I got a job and realized I didn't really like that kind of work. So, I figure after I get clean again I'll go back to school and try something else. Hopefully this time I find something I would really like to do. Good luck to you, as I've said, you sound great.
Love,
Liz
You sound awesome. I'm so happy for you. I can totally understand about wanting to take college courses, that's what I want to do when I get clean. I thought I was the only one that still didn't know what they wanted to be when they grow up. lol.
6 years ago I got clean. Went to a inpatient rehab to an outpatient. Then from there I got hooked up in VESID who paid for my school. I took data entry and basic office skills. I got a job and realized I didn't really like that kind of work. So, I figure after I get clean again I'll go back to school and try something else. Hopefully this time I find something I would really like to do. Good luck to you, as I've said, you sound great.
Love,
Liz
redd,
i just missed you last night on line, i saw you posted and i posted but you musta went night night! but anyway i am doing fantabulous. life is grand and i dont even feel guilty about it!!! so how in the heck are you my partner in crime!! i'm thinking we need a serious adventure !!
terrianne
i just missed you last night on line, i saw you posted and i posted but you musta went night night! but anyway i am doing fantabulous. life is grand and i dont even feel guilty about it!!! so how in the heck are you my partner in crime!! i'm thinking we need a serious adventure !!
terrianne
Hey Kat,
I haven't talked to you in awhile but I've been reading post here and you sound great too. I want to set up the aim so we can chat in instant message again. I hope you have a great day. I have to leave here soon, I hope to chat with you later.
Love,
Liz
I haven't talked to you in awhile but I've been reading post here and you sound great too. I want to set up the aim so we can chat in instant message again. I hope you have a great day. I have to leave here soon, I hope to chat with you later.
Love,
Liz
liz,
hey thanks : ) its so about time for me!! i was so tired of feeling all that depression anxiety fear and all that addict stigma. i think i punished myself long enough. hey maybe i'll be a professional student hehehe just go to school for the heck of it. i'll be like rodney danger field or billy madison even heheh. liz i still feel it in my heart you are gonna be where i am one day. cause i see everything of myself in you. you have all the spunk and fighting power in you. its all a matter of timing. i soooooooo believe in you. i pray for you often (((((HUGS)))))
terrianne
hey thanks : ) its so about time for me!! i was so tired of feeling all that depression anxiety fear and all that addict stigma. i think i punished myself long enough. hey maybe i'll be a professional student hehehe just go to school for the heck of it. i'll be like rodney danger field or billy madison even heheh. liz i still feel it in my heart you are gonna be where i am one day. cause i see everything of myself in you. you have all the spunk and fighting power in you. its all a matter of timing. i soooooooo believe in you. i pray for you often (((((HUGS)))))
terrianne
Hey Boo,
I just saw your post last night, yup I went to bed.
Read where you've been and I'm so glad you got out and about. And for Paige to be so happy about everything......you're doing good my friend, very good.
So happy and proud for you Tink, I can't even tell you.
Redd
Hey Terrianne,
Thanks, I'm working on getting to rehab at the end of June. I'm really hoping for it. I have to wait until after my daughters graduation. She graduates June 25, and I Have to be there.
Well, I have to get ready to pick up my husband, he has a doctors appointment today. Take care.
Love,
Liz
Thanks, I'm working on getting to rehab at the end of June. I'm really hoping for it. I have to wait until after my daughters graduation. She graduates June 25, and I Have to be there.
Well, I have to get ready to pick up my husband, he has a doctors appointment today. Take care.
Love,
Liz
Liz,
Wanted to tell you how happy I am for you as well, you are sounding pretty good these days too. I know life has dealt you some bad cards, but what I admire about you is how you keep getting up and going back at bat.
I really hope rehab works out this time.I think of you alot.
Redd
redd,
thanks chica meighbor, and i been workin on redecorating my house, i am getting granite kitche counter tops and french doors . oh and i been worken on my tan to hehehe isnt this weather awesome!!!! i am soooo loven it!!
terrianne
thanks chica meighbor, and i been workin on redecorating my house, i am getting granite kitche counter tops and french doors . oh and i been worken on my tan to hehehe isnt this weather awesome!!!! i am soooo loven it!!
terrianne
Now you are talkin my language........I can go on and on about redecorating, I really missed my calling, I should have been an interior decorater. I'd love to see. Granite is awesome, you are going to love them.
I'll be back in 10 minutes, gotta get lil man out of here.
Redd
so glad you are back!
redd,
omg you are gonna die when you hear my granite kitchen story, my friend owns a granite and marble shop and he did an oops kitchen wrong stone and on a gluke it fits my kitchen and he called and said he would sell it to me for installation $800, its $4800 job (sorry dont mean to sound materialistic but whats the freaking chances of that) i wouldnt have done it other wise, and yeah i have granite kitchen table and end tables, i have had play dough, model glue, paints you name it on this stuf and nothing can hurt it. or scratch it. i LOVE it. so anyway. thats the story of that. let me know if ya want some marble or granite : )
terrianne
omg you are gonna die when you hear my granite kitchen story, my friend owns a granite and marble shop and he did an oops kitchen wrong stone and on a gluke it fits my kitchen and he called and said he would sell it to me for installation $800, its $4800 job (sorry dont mean to sound materialistic but whats the freaking chances of that) i wouldnt have done it other wise, and yeah i have granite kitchen table and end tables, i have had play dough, model glue, paints you name it on this stuf and nothing can hurt it. or scratch it. i LOVE it. so anyway. thats the story of that. let me know if ya want some marble or granite : )
terrianne
Hey Boo what's up? I don't know why in the world I am taking my baby back to the doctor. They give her the same stuff every month. I have all of it here. The last time they gave her prednisone and I still have a bottle of that. Amoxicillin which was given to her on the 20th or so of April, nebulizer-sp? with the stuff that goes in it. You name it and I have it in Rae's pharmacy over here for children... Alex just keeps getting her sick. He has had pink eye for the last 5 days and I have been putting drops in his eyes. I swear who would of ever thought i'd have all these kids,lol
So you went out in the real world. I wish I could get out more often, with a one year old it's hard. My idea of getting out is going to the doctor's with my kids and grocery shopping. I did go to my best friend saturday night and played rumi til 1am. I kicked their butts in that game.... Well I have to run Alex to school be back in a few. So happy to see you posting! Rae
So you went out in the real world. I wish I could get out more often, with a one year old it's hard. My idea of getting out is going to the doctor's with my kids and grocery shopping. I did go to my best friend saturday night and played rumi til 1am. I kicked their butts in that game.... Well I have to run Alex to school be back in a few. So happy to see you posting! Rae
Goodmorning boo welcome back.....mj
