Dear Kate , hey sweetie how are u doing today, after what happenend yesterday at work? well i looked up on the internet about pills , they are soooo expensive, they need to shut those web sites down!! how long did u 2 do it for and how often did u order , your friend needs help badly! sorry to say, but i am very proud of u i would of been able to help myself thats for sure!! GREAT JOB SWEETIE!! you desere a huge hug{{{{{{{{{{{hug}}}}}}}}}}}} from me to you,, please keep us all posted.. much luv Jasmine
Hi Kat
I just want to say hi. Since I kind of connected with you the first day I wrote, since you were basically in the same boat as me. I hope you are doing OK. I'm doing pretty good. I cut my intake by half and then have been tapering down 1 per day for the past couple of days. I feel better now that I dont have the pills on me. I'm thinking of just stopping c/t - if you could go to work during this, I think I should be able to handle the kids (hopefully) with the help of my oldest daughter. I just hope I'm strong enough. I guess if I tell my friend to flush the rest, I will have to be, because I dont have another drs appt for 2 weeks and cant afford to go to another dr and pay cash.
Are you feeling any better today? I hope so.
Perc
I just want to say hi. Since I kind of connected with you the first day I wrote, since you were basically in the same boat as me. I hope you are doing OK. I'm doing pretty good. I cut my intake by half and then have been tapering down 1 per day for the past couple of days. I feel better now that I dont have the pills on me. I'm thinking of just stopping c/t - if you could go to work during this, I think I should be able to handle the kids (hopefully) with the help of my oldest daughter. I just hope I'm strong enough. I guess if I tell my friend to flush the rest, I will have to be, because I dont have another drs appt for 2 weeks and cant afford to go to another dr and pay cash.
Are you feeling any better today? I hope so.
Perc
sorry just to jump in , but i am happy for you , just be strong and keep up the tapering, we are all here for you as well!! (hugs)))))))))))
jasmine..
jasmine..
Thanks so much Jasmine, your support and everyone else's means so much to me. I'm really trying to beat this addiction. I know in the end I will be a better mom and a better person for it. I think I've forgotten what its like to go one day without taking a handful of pills just to get out of bed in the morning. Right now, I really dont look forward to getting out of bed, knowing that I cant get my "high", but just looking forward to the day that the depression that goes with this goes away and to be happy again without those little demons constantly in my head!! Thanks again. Perc
ur are welcome and rember that u can do this and if ever u need a friend u can e-mail me (jasmine 49@comcast.net) e-mail me anytime, you frind thru this, jazzy..
Jasmine-
Are you in recovery or still using? What were you taking? Sorry for all the questions, but I'm just trying to gather all the info I can to see what I'm in for.
Thanks again. Perc
BTW - My cable company is comcast. I wonder if you live close? I'm in FL
Are you in recovery or still using? What were you taking? Sorry for all the questions, but I'm just trying to gather all the info I can to see what I'm in for.
Thanks again. Perc
BTW - My cable company is comcast. I wonder if you live close? I'm in FL
wow, my husband works for Comcast and has for 6 in a half years!! and i live a hour away from san francisco..
in reguuards to if i am still using?? i must say i have had to a little bit ago due to a procedure i had done, that trully required and i was on them a few weeks and went thru a littlt bit of withdrawl, ahhh that was bummer in a half!! please do not judge me for this. as of know NO!! lol..
my e-mail is jasmine49@comcast.net) e- mail me anytime..
in reguuards to if i am still using?? i must say i have had to a little bit ago due to a procedure i had done, that trully required and i was on them a few weeks and went thru a littlt bit of withdrawl, ahhh that was bummer in a half!! please do not judge me for this. as of know NO!! lol..
my e-mail is jasmine49@comcast.net) e- mail me anytime..
HI Jasmine and Percoc....
Thank you so much for checking in to see how I was doing....I left work yesterday...went home. I had a MAJOR anxiety attack and have never had one like that before. I even asked my friend for a pill and SHE SAID NO....to my benefit she said. Very true. I am so glad I didn't take one. I don't know what was wrong with me it was very scary. I went home to bed and stayed there until this morning and I felt better. Could it have been from withdrawal on day 11? I am on day 12 now. Feel kind of better but still in a fog.
Thank you so much for checking in to see how I was doing....I left work yesterday...went home. I had a MAJOR anxiety attack and have never had one like that before. I even asked my friend for a pill and SHE SAID NO....to my benefit she said. Very true. I am so glad I didn't take one. I don't know what was wrong with me it was very scary. I went home to bed and stayed there until this morning and I felt better. Could it have been from withdrawal on day 11? I am on day 12 now. Feel kind of better but still in a fog.
Jasmine-
Girl, I'm the last one to judge ANYONE. I look up to you for having the strength to stop once you got a taste of them again. I've tried so many times, but when the pills were here- FORGET IT - I was only kidding myself. Since I FINALLY realized it would never work that way, my friend is holding them (as i already posted). I pray that I can do it this time. I have to come clean with my dr and I'm not looking forward to that. He doesnt have a clue about the amount of pills I was taking. He gave me 90 a month. Then I went Dr hopping or bought them off the street. Right now I'm not working and my bank acct is VERY LOW. If I only had all that money I wasted on pills - I'd be rich!!!
Perc
Girl, I'm the last one to judge ANYONE. I look up to you for having the strength to stop once you got a taste of them again. I've tried so many times, but when the pills were here- FORGET IT - I was only kidding myself. Since I FINALLY realized it would never work that way, my friend is holding them (as i already posted). I pray that I can do it this time. I have to come clean with my dr and I'm not looking forward to that. He doesnt have a clue about the amount of pills I was taking. He gave me 90 a month. Then I went Dr hopping or bought them off the street. Right now I'm not working and my bank acct is VERY LOW. If I only had all that money I wasted on pills - I'd be rich!!!
Perc
I know we all would be, thanks for the post!! take care jazz
