i decided im going to kill myself tonight because i can not cope with reality and my boyfriend is having a sexual relationship with his mother and it tears me up inside i just dont know what to do..
goodbye life!
goodbye friends!
any last words, post them here.
whoa, wow, no! Your b/f is the one with the problem, don't own his problem! There are a ton of alternatives to killing yourself, isn't there stuff you'd rather do before killing youself? think of all the missedopportunities of telling people to go f*** themselves, eating out of trashcans in the mall and laughing when people look at you funny, there is so much more to do before killing youself!
Hey Spartan, I seriously hope that you are not really going to do this.
That will be it then, no going back, no putting things right for yourself, no being able to look back in a few years and realise how far you have come.
Your Boyfriend and his Mother sound very messed up, but as the last post said you do not have to own this. Please get in touch with a crisis centre or even call the police and tell them you want to harm yourself, get some help.
Taking your own life will leave your family in constant turmoil. Please don't do it.
Karen
That will be it then, no going back, no putting things right for yourself, no being able to look back in a few years and realise how far you have come.
Your Boyfriend and his Mother sound very messed up, but as the last post said you do not have to own this. Please get in touch with a crisis centre or even call the police and tell them you want to harm yourself, get some help.
Taking your own life will leave your family in constant turmoil. Please don't do it.
Karen
My sweet Spartan:
What are you doing listen to everyone who took the time to write you a reply and realize it's because we care,I know how you feel cause I've had a preety f*%$# up life and I have wanted to do the same,but you know I said to myself first it was costing so much pain and money to stay alive and belive it or not it will be the same if you go,plus you know when we try to take our life it's cause we are selfish people and I know your not that way.There is also another saying that I didn't belive before but now I do,it's that when we say it to someone that we want to kill ourselves it's realy not true it's just that we are so f------ed up that we need help so were reaching out for help by saying that.
You know what sweetheart your not the one who should feel like this it should be you b.f and his mother cause it's them who are realy the ones who should do it and get help cause to me that is soooooo f----ed up that there is no words for it.
Just take your thing's or his whoever's house it is and get out and start a new,you don't need this crap,you realy don't sweety.
I will always be here for you just give me a holler and I'll be here and if this is not enough for you I will pass you my e-mail adress for more privacy,I'm a mom of three great kids and I would never think of this with any child neverless my own,that's sick to the core,get it out of your head and f---ck them your the important person here,you hear me sweety,you no one else but you,you,you.
Always will be thinking of you,please contact us soon,I'm worried...
Your friend always Teena
What are you doing listen to everyone who took the time to write you a reply and realize it's because we care,I know how you feel cause I've had a preety f*%$# up life and I have wanted to do the same,but you know I said to myself first it was costing so much pain and money to stay alive and belive it or not it will be the same if you go,plus you know when we try to take our life it's cause we are selfish people and I know your not that way.There is also another saying that I didn't belive before but now I do,it's that when we say it to someone that we want to kill ourselves it's realy not true it's just that we are so f------ed up that we need help so were reaching out for help by saying that.
You know what sweetheart your not the one who should feel like this it should be you b.f and his mother cause it's them who are realy the ones who should do it and get help cause to me that is soooooo f----ed up that there is no words for it.
Just take your thing's or his whoever's house it is and get out and start a new,you don't need this crap,you realy don't sweety.
I will always be here for you just give me a holler and I'll be here and if this is not enough for you I will pass you my e-mail adress for more privacy,I'm a mom of three great kids and I would never think of this with any child neverless my own,that's sick to the core,get it out of your head and f---ck them your the important person here,you hear me sweety,you no one else but you,you,you.
Always will be thinking of you,please contact us soon,I'm worried...
Your friend always Teena
I hope this girl is O.K.........she better post again.
OMG how many times did we feel like that.........please, Spartan there's change..........things will be different today, and then again tomorrow......you just don't know it.........like ZG said man, we live to well have lives like she said..........ya gotta see that.
Please be alright.....please.......PLUS how ya know that's even true or somebody ain't lying, AND how's about it is.......who will help him?
OMG how many times did we feel like that.........please, Spartan there's change..........things will be different today, and then again tomorrow......you just don't know it.........like ZG said man, we live to well have lives like she said..........ya gotta see that.
Please be alright.....please.......PLUS how ya know that's even true or somebody ain't lying, AND how's about it is.......who will help him?
Hopefully the moderators were able to call the police to this poste'rs location.
Dear Spartan,
You're in my prayers.
God bless!
Susan
You're in my prayers.
God bless!
Susan
Wow I hope this poster has been located and is doing ok!! Suicide is just not the answer when there are thousands of ppl out there that would do anything to live...
..Well said becky..just seeing how sum ppl have to live cos they are limited to live a certain way..or watching sum ppl who have never had a chance to live a normal life struggle to get by..makes me thankful for wot i have and can do in life..but i do hope all is well with spartan..Robbie..
dont lose YOUR life over a boyfriend!!!!! its not worth it. he cant be that worth your time if he is doing this sicking thing!!!!!!!
i have my prayes with you, please dont do this!!!!!!!!!!!!
nikkic
i have my prayes with you, please dont do this!!!!!!!!!!!!
nikkic
I read this post yesterday and i am praying that this young girl is ok i dont belive much in god but if he is there listening i hope that she is ok. i am 72 hours clean again and i know the pain of wantong to end your life but i also know that soon just around the corner there is something else a better life i hope she reads these posts and understands that there is another choice my friend my prayers are with you dont be another one that has wasted there lifes you can get through this i just feel selfish as i was so ill yesterday i couldnt post but i hope she is ok please all that are awake and on line pray with me for her thanks take care all and if you are ok please let us know if you need to talk i am in the uk but i will call you nomatter where you are just let us know you are ok love sue
John, is that you??? That is so not funny.
I think this is my son. I am not sure, but I believe it is. He is a very sweet boy, and has issues on here that would be good to discuss, but this is his way of saying hello. I can't explain it better.
John, you know better!
God bless!
Lois
I think this is my son. I am not sure, but I believe it is. He is a very sweet boy, and has issues on here that would be good to discuss, but this is his way of saying hello. I can't explain it better.
John, you know better!
God bless!
Lois
Louis: Are you saying your son is Spartan? And that he posted as a girl who was going to kill herself?
Yep! John is actually part Spartan as well! He has an unusual sense of humor. I believe he likes to see people react whom he thinks care. He usually keeps this sense of humor for only me. I hope that no one is angry. As I said, he is a very kind and sensitive person for real. He does have issues he would do well to talk about. He probably wants to see who really cares. I'm not sure.
wow, oh well at least we don't have to be worried... my signature is way to long, I'm going to have to adjust these pictures. I'm not really good with these machines the humans call computers
Oh dear Trooper.......that is some computer anime stuff ya got there.
Loving the recovery bottle though........that's my fave.
The flower stick guy.......we know this person.....LOL....like half the men in the dang world.......only now ya need stick lady to kick his azzzzz good.
Loving the recovery bottle though........that's my fave.
The flower stick guy.......we know this person.....LOL....like half the men in the dang world.......only now ya need stick lady to kick his azzzzz good.
hindsight great innit?thought the bit about having nookie wid his ma was the obviuos clanger.maybe thats just me being cynical,at least no one has topped themselves.take it eze all ...davey
Spartan:
That was realy not nice at all,1st of all there are ppl on here that realy care and I'm one of them,but to be wasting my time with someone who is realy not wanting to kill themselves,when I could be realy helping someone who realy does need the love and support that I am willing to give them,that my friend just blows me away.2nd of all you shouldn't try to be someone who your not just to get attention cause no one can see you on this place ,and we are all,f- - -ed up in one way or another,so were not here to judge you or anyone else for that matter.
I'll give you some very good advise,post a new topic like (sorry to everyone) or something like that,and say sorry to everyone who took the time to care for you and then start slowly by telling us what realy is bothering the real you!!!!
I for one will try to help you to the best of my ability,but,I would realy like it if you said you were sorry,please.
When I was young my mom told me a story that goes something like this in a short version,"There was once a young boy that used to always make everyone think he was hurt or drowning or falling out of the tree or some sort of bad and scary thing,so everyone would go running to save him.After a while everyone got tired of him wasting their time that they never answered his cries again,then came the day that he was realy in trouble and he realy needed someone to help him but no one was around.The moral of the story is never do thing's like that for fun cause one day it might come true and it will be to late.
Never cry wolf if there is not a wolf around cause one day there might be one and no one will belive you.
Anyhow,I'm wishing you come to us the real you....
A friend always Teena
That was realy not nice at all,1st of all there are ppl on here that realy care and I'm one of them,but to be wasting my time with someone who is realy not wanting to kill themselves,when I could be realy helping someone who realy does need the love and support that I am willing to give them,that my friend just blows me away.2nd of all you shouldn't try to be someone who your not just to get attention cause no one can see you on this place ,and we are all,f- - -ed up in one way or another,so were not here to judge you or anyone else for that matter.
I'll give you some very good advise,post a new topic like (sorry to everyone) or something like that,and say sorry to everyone who took the time to care for you and then start slowly by telling us what realy is bothering the real you!!!!
I for one will try to help you to the best of my ability,but,I would realy like it if you said you were sorry,please.
When I was young my mom told me a story that goes something like this in a short version,"There was once a young boy that used to always make everyone think he was hurt or drowning or falling out of the tree or some sort of bad and scary thing,so everyone would go running to save him.After a while everyone got tired of him wasting their time that they never answered his cries again,then came the day that he was realy in trouble and he realy needed someone to help him but no one was around.The moral of the story is never do thing's like that for fun cause one day it might come true and it will be to late.
Never cry wolf if there is not a wolf around cause one day there might be one and no one will belive you.
Anyhow,I'm wishing you come to us the real you....
A friend always Teena
Teena, thanks! I plan to talk to John. He doesn't understand that people really do have these kinds of issues and need help. If people fool around with stuff like that, then the real case of someone being desperate might get blown off and someone dies as a result. And you are right, he could be that person needing help. God forbide.
God bless!
Lois
God bless!
Lois
Well, excuse me, I called and found out this was his girlfriend who has the warped sense of humor. She was posting under my son's handle. I feel just slightly disrespected. Nothing unusual there though. I quess that goes with the territory.
God bless!
Lois
God bless!
Lois
