Kiwii,only

kiwii,sooo,glad your posting..I miss you so much,cant help it ,you are so important in my recovery,you no that,,IM sorry, so sorry if I disapointed you.but it happened and need you more now than ever,,,maybe I told you to much ,,but now im feeling better.and acted silly letting certain feelings get in the way,,,I dont have your email no more ,for I thought it was best I didnt overwhelme you ,with what I had to say ,,all I no ,lets be freinds..sorry for telling you things I should of kept to myself...this place is empty without you here ,,,please post more...ok...best regardes poopie..love poopie,,you mean so much to me ,,,cant help it ....................poopie
hey poopie,
hang in there
sometimes people they come and they go
kiwi might come back one day
or maybe not
maybe he is growing in his own way
all any of us can do is be honest, throw out there what we need to say from
our hearts and then get out of the way and let universe take over
sounds like you were busy at the community
sometimes those breaks doing special things are good for us
yuki got spayed wednesday
she is a little anxious still and not wanting to be calm
poor girl
are ya keeping clean? how's that part going?
love ya,
pm

poopie,

oh yeah kiwiw was back yesterday all being himself, i am sorry you missed him. making flower arangements sounds relaxing and rewarding to look at, i love fresh cut flowers. your life style sounds so neat. you have a wonderful day. huddles and loves

terrianne
ooooooooooooooooo poor little sweetheart,,,,I had my babies done to while back ,they layed in there beds ,,for 3 days ,,oo yes 3 days ,,thel have little men made dog beds ..like people beds ,,but very small..they had there toys (stuffed animals)and they layed there ,while mom (me) took care of them...funny what we do for our babies(dogs)..I get so sad when people leave ..kiwii maria dannil . have you heard from dannile at all? or maria?..how are you ?cow got lose on yhe land..head got stuck in the frortuier,,(gate) and it was a big job for me and hiedi,,my freind ,,shes from the commuity ..we sold alot of things we went to a furenl..one of the edlders died ,,very sad occasion to ..made wraths 45 of them with flower arrangments..my hands hurt ...well love you sweetheart ..poopiestill clean..did have a bad day..cravings were little high ..got throw it ...had no computer to write up here ,NOT ALLOWED....wish I could bring my lap top ..no no no ,,,,welll see you soon poopie
i'm proud you got threw it. wha i want to know is how did yoy get your dogs to lay in bed for 3 days?????????????? mine hates to be stil at all.

you have been working hard there. probably helps during hard times. is the community big? always sad ......goodbyes.

i haven't seen those people. marie was on awile back.

love,
pm and yuki
Poopie..pay attention honey..Kiwi is back...he's posting here. lol

Glad you're back too.


Love
Cowgirl
glad to see you back and posting, sweet poopie! we missed you!
bump,for kiwii.please kiwii post to me just once ,just to see how you are ?love poopie,I didnt mean to hurt you ,,,sorry your soooooooo dissapointed,,
He's being a typical stubborn man....or child right now.


Kiwi...post to her.

I mean it.


Cowgirl
thankyou you cowgirl,,,I lost him.....very sad,,,very sad ,,,,,poopiewell hes posting so I no I have that to read,,,hes alive and well ,I hope ,,you no you are hurting me kiwii,,,I just want your freindship ,,,,oooooooooooooooo poo
Let it go Poopie...work on you, let him worry about him.

You're worth it.

CG

Poopie

You are the sweetest person and I think you have the friendship and support of every single person here. In the 10 months I've been around, all I've seen from you is love and support for everyone. I appreciate you and what you stand for.

With much love

Frank
Hello,

Sorry Im not posting much lately. BUT Im super busy with work, and other stuff thats going on lately.

Im reading books again and I am still clean of course.

The only bad thing is that I ran into my ex-girlfriend that I havent seen in 5 years. I ran into her by accident at the Chapters book store. It was totally a wierd feeling. I didnt know what to say or how to say it......

I actually wanted to ask her out again because she made a point to tel me shes single and she asked me if I had a girlfriend.

Shes very nice, cute, etc. Shes also a Registered Nurse!

Hmm. I wish I would of said something cause now I may never see her.
Kiwi,
Is that it? No HELLO to Poopie? She thinks the world of you. A simple hello how are you hope you are fine would have been nice... You must admit that is pretty selfish what you just posted. again i doubt you will reply and no i dont need anyone to tell you to reply to me either. we all love and care about poopie. its obvious she loves and cares for you. from the sounds of it you can get all of that, that you can get.

terrianne
Poopie, this is an example of why people had problems with him. I think the post was unncessary and hurtful. You still only saw the good in him and probably still do but please hon, don't give him the power to hurt you.

You will find your knight!!!!!!!
Yeah Poopie,
Keep your chin up girl and head held high. We love ya alot here. I hope you don't let Kiwi's post get ya down. At least you know he is alive. Kiwi is just doing Kiwi as we all know him. I know you care alot for him but just let it go. You worry with you right now and let us love you til you love yourself. Hang in there.
You have better days ahead and other men that will shine their love to you. At least you cared enough to ask about him, and to care for him. There is someone out there who will return that to you my dear. Now is time for you and you.

Love ya girl,
pm
The power of the written word jaxxxxxxx
Kiwi, a registered nurse is just what you need. Just like I need another hole in my freaking head. What are you thinking. Oh heck, I know, you are thinking about you, you, you...........

Poopie girl, you deserve way better treatment than this. Like Wendy said, you will find your knight. Hang in here with us, we love you and we are proud of you.

Sorry everyone, I just couldn't refrain from posting this one. Everybody knows that I'm doing a ton of stinkin thinkin today. I'll try to be nice for the remainder of the day.
thankyou for posting,kiwii, you should of taken her out,you silly man, she wanted you to im sure,,,kiwii didnt say anything to hurt me ,,you guys are silly ,hes 28 years young ,I hope he finds happiness thats all I want for him..thankyou again kiwii fir posting ,best regards (yvonne)..you sweeties I love you all ....now im going to go cry in my pillow (really just kidding)wink ...poopie
you guys I want you all to no kiwii ..is very nice im the nut ..thinking I felt more than I should of for him ,,,I was alone and thought maybe he was the .yes the one ,,IM so sorry kiwii and all of you for doing this ,,this is a recovery boared..not love connection....I apolges to you frist kiwii and to all of you ,,this is not hes fault its mine for being plain silly ...so lets get back to recovery please ,,kiwii is very nice ...and yes I will say ,I care for him ...that is that ,,so thankyou all for loving me for letting me be me ,,,this will never happen again,,,love poopie