Ksharon

Pain Pills
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Dear KSharon:

I aplogized on another thread hoping you would see and understand. Of course others took over and took it and ran with my words. I know what I did with Janet was wrong but I did that for a reason - I had been told she was still using and the next morning she made (I'm sure) an innocent comment about one of her children and it scared me. I have been an active addict Mother (I do feel guilty about that) and know how I acted while taking pills but I know that Janet is recovering from another type drug and I didn't know how you react on that drug and I can't help but be concerned about children. She had not relapsed, this person had lied to me b/c she was in trouble with the board for what she had done to me. She only told me this to take the heat off of her.
Janet is the only one I have ever owed an apology - unless I did word something wrong in my post to you.

I honoestly don't know what I said to hurt you about the loss of your sister. God knows I would hurt no one who had just lost someone. I thought bringing up the ideas I had with your grandchild with the CPR and child-proofing your house the way we had thought of - thought you might think it was a good idea - I did call it a tip.

I don't know you to say you are doing anything right or wrong so I will assume that you are doing what you are right. We don't know each other.

I have gotten to know some on the board by email and a few by phone. We agree that taking up for each other on those type threads just keep them going longer - the last time someone did - they went after her more than they had me - that just made me feel worse.

So, again, whatever the words were that made you think I was saying something bad to you about your sister - that's why I am so sorry.
You said that you would only say this unless in email form. If you want to say more or if I need to answer anything to make myself clear, pls email me. It hurts me that someone would think that I could or would be hurtful to you ever regarding your sister - not even with it being so soon. I know this will be a lifetime pain for you.
I will not go into personal experience b/c some will say I want sympathy and that's not what I want. I just want you to know that I truly meant what I said when you posted re: your sister's death. I am so sorry.
My email address is blink17172@cs.com. I promise I am an open book, you may email me for any reason.

Thanks for listening,
Jean
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Jean, you are a damn liar and you better stop talking about me. I am sick of your non sense and if I sent you an email telling you about Janet using again, then PLEASE, produce it. You can't, because you made the whole damn story up. Get yourself some help, you are sick and disgusting and nobody wants a damn apology from you because it is not sincere.
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Jean,

I've been staying out of this whole situation, but it's getting hard to keep quiet now. This is getting very old. Everytime you start a new thread you keep fueling the fire. I think everybody is getting tired and bored reading your apologies. Why can't you just drop it and move on? Now because of this thread, the whole thing is going to start up again. Why don't you just take a break from the board for awhile. Maybe try another board until things calm down a bit around here? I'm not trying to be mean to you. I have no clue what's been going on, just know that whatever is going on your name is in every arguement around here. Please just stop it now.
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Jean, Your need to over-explain, apologize, over-explain, apologize, over-explain, apologize and over-explain and apologize just pours salt in the wound. You are being very manipulative and irritating almost everyone on the board. Stick to posts that are positive or about recovery and this will all be over. It's that easy. Atlas