How are you feeling? You seem to be the only other one with insomnia tonight. I usually have no problem with it, I don't know what's up tonight.
I have it too Sharron. I really wanted to get up early and clean because two weekends ago my mom was in the hospital and last weekend my sister came up to visit, today I have had a Horrible toothache and tomorrow Im going to the DDS...I wanted to get "some" cleaning done and here I am.
Hey atlas
Hey atlas
Hey Wendy. Now there are 3 of us. How are you? Other than wide awake.
Hi Wendy and Atlas,
Seems we are in the same boat tonight. Wendy you certainly have alot on your plate, no wonder you are not sleeping.
Atlas I enjoy your posts. We seemed to be on the same page when we responded to WhathaveIdone. How is the Sub working for you. I bet it was hard W/D from the oxy's. Those are the devils meds. I feel sorry for anyone having to quit them.
So what else can we do girls to pass the time? I have no one to pick a fight with tonight, lol. Wendy you are right, my emotions have been been like a roller coaster ride these past few days. I go from crying my eyes out to being angry at the world. People here have been so kind to me. I hope that that they will continue to put up with me for awhile.
Love,
Sharon
Seems we are in the same boat tonight. Wendy you certainly have alot on your plate, no wonder you are not sleeping.
Atlas I enjoy your posts. We seemed to be on the same page when we responded to WhathaveIdone. How is the Sub working for you. I bet it was hard W/D from the oxy's. Those are the devils meds. I feel sorry for anyone having to quit them.
So what else can we do girls to pass the time? I have no one to pick a fight with tonight, lol. Wendy you are right, my emotions have been been like a roller coaster ride these past few days. I go from crying my eyes out to being angry at the world. People here have been so kind to me. I hope that that they will continue to put up with me for awhile.
Love,
Sharon
The same thing happened to me. It happened to my girlfriend too. Im not a really emotional person, I bottle it up and it comes out in anger. Its really hard. I also broke up with my boyfriend at the time. I just did not have tolerence for anything. My dad came to me in my dreams and showed me around the place...its beautiful...he was happy. I hope you get the same dream It seems like yesterday that I had it, it was sooo vivid. Woke up in total relief and I think then is when I started doing some serious healing.
Hi Atlas!! How is my totally cool new person doing?
Givin in girls.....nite!
Sharon, Oxy was created by satan himself. I have been thru oxy wd before and it was hell on earth. This time around I got on sub immediatly so I didn't suffer for long. It's been 3 1/2 weeks and I have felt great for the most part, mentally and physically. I hope it lasts. My main worry right now is endometriosis. My Dr. thinks I have it, but I won't get tests to confirm because I refuse to accept either of the 2 options to treat it. So what's the point? It's that time and I am just starting to hurt. This will be my first cycle without oxy. Let's see how this goes. I am armed with advil and heating pad, but that has never worked in the past. They say sub helps with pain control and I'm about to put that to the ultimate test.
I'm out. I'm going to go watch TV with my sis who is also still awake. Good night all! Or good morning, whichever it is for you.
Goodnight Wendy.
I'm so glad that you told me that about the dream you had. Another one of my sisters died of ovarian cancer several years ago. Months passed and I could not get over it and then one night I had a dream similiar to yours. I could see her standing at my bedside with a big smile on her face. And in the dream she lived in this beautiful house. I just felt contentment in my heart about Ruby after that. Losing both my sisters to cancer is one of the reason's I think that I get so mad about it now. They were both so good and humble, had hard lives but never complained. It's just so damned unfair. Thanks for letting me vent.
Hope you rest well,
Sharon
Atlas,
I just read that you are leaving me too.........what will I do now, lol.
Anyway, sleep well. Catch up with you guys tomorrow.
I'm so glad that you told me that about the dream you had. Another one of my sisters died of ovarian cancer several years ago. Months passed and I could not get over it and then one night I had a dream similiar to yours. I could see her standing at my bedside with a big smile on her face. And in the dream she lived in this beautiful house. I just felt contentment in my heart about Ruby after that. Losing both my sisters to cancer is one of the reason's I think that I get so mad about it now. They were both so good and humble, had hard lives but never complained. It's just so damned unfair. Thanks for letting me vent.
Hope you rest well,
Sharon
Atlas,
I just read that you are leaving me too.........what will I do now, lol.
Anyway, sleep well. Catch up with you guys tomorrow.
Hey everyone I am here too.Thank you all for your posts!!!
thank for your kind word i promise im off after this one.lol.Thank you all
I post back to you all in the depresstion kicked in later crystal
I post back to you all in the depresstion kicked in later crystal
Hello,sharon,atlas,wendy and whathaveidone
I was wounder if any of you are on.i got up around 12.30pm.I was woundering if you all got some sleep last night excuse me this morning ?How are you all are doing today?I woke up after 1030am this morning and went back to bed couldnt hold my head up.Thanks for helping me last night make it through.crystal
I was wounder if any of you are on.i got up around 12.30pm.I was woundering if you all got some sleep last night excuse me this morning ?How are you all are doing today?I woke up after 1030am this morning and went back to bed couldnt hold my head up.Thanks for helping me last night make it through.crystal
Crystal, I was planning to sleep in, but Iwoke up at 8 and have been wide awake ever since. went to sleep at 5:30. I'm getting ready to take a nap. I'm going to an AA meeting w/ thanksgiving food at 6:30. My dad is the speaker. It will be my first meeting. Glad you got some sleep. Take care, Atlas
