Where ya all at over here?
A concerned Bryn.
Hi Bryn, Thanks for your concern. Things aren't going well in my relationship. It all blew up New Year's Eve. I stayed up til midnight and rang in the new year with my big black cat, Zoe. D and I had a counseling session yesterday and we're trying to get things back together. D has a mood disorder (he's been diagnosed as bi polar but no one really seems to know for sure) and it can be a roller coaster ride. I do love him which makes it tough, otherwise I would have beat it on out of here long ago. I'm still smoking so I didn't know if it was appropriate for me to be posting. I'm smoking a lot and getting high a lot less. I'm concentrating on the food issues. I lost another 1.3kg at weight watchers last week. I'm half way to my goal weight now, finally breaking through the plateau I was on since last November. Still struggling with the migraines. I'm enjoying my new kitten, Clive. He is so adorable. The other cats are not very happy with me about bringing home the new little ankle biter. Greetings to you, Ruby, Wonderwoman, JJ and all.
Hi Bryn,
Quick note before tub time....:-) thank you for the shout out....
I'm working as a fledgling medium in a development circle and as a Reiki practitioner, using quartz crystals and stones from India. I will continue to visit from time to time and I have much gratitude for your encouragement all along in my interests and scattered thoughts......drugs almost took over.....thank you India. What a difference a year makes.
I met a loving and kind, supportive group of women. Just like here.
My desire is to have abundance in growth as a healer, that is all. Desire to end pain and suffering. That is why I am here. :-)
Since age of 4. 37 years to get here.
EMDR should reveal the break.
It is synchronicity once again, that the class I am taking is so very revealing in regards to the atrocities that children suffer in the hands of adults.
Marijuana is no longer causing blocks. I am humbled.
Rachael, Ruby, JoJo, Jamv, continue on your quest, you will succeed, you will know what feels right to you, as time passes......as long as you continue to seek.
Thoughts are so very powerful.
Love and Light to all of you,
Dhyana
Quick note before tub time....:-) thank you for the shout out....
I'm working as a fledgling medium in a development circle and as a Reiki practitioner, using quartz crystals and stones from India. I will continue to visit from time to time and I have much gratitude for your encouragement all along in my interests and scattered thoughts......drugs almost took over.....thank you India. What a difference a year makes.
I met a loving and kind, supportive group of women. Just like here.
My desire is to have abundance in growth as a healer, that is all. Desire to end pain and suffering. That is why I am here. :-)
Since age of 4. 37 years to get here.
EMDR should reveal the break.
It is synchronicity once again, that the class I am taking is so very revealing in regards to the atrocities that children suffer in the hands of adults.
Marijuana is no longer causing blocks. I am humbled.
Rachael, Ruby, JoJo, Jamv, continue on your quest, you will succeed, you will know what feels right to you, as time passes......as long as you continue to seek.
Thoughts are so very powerful.
Love and Light to all of you,
Dhyana
I am here!
Weaning from SSRI's and feel like I could die one minute and feel 10 feet tall the next.
Apparently new warnings released that these can increase alcohol cravings which helps explain my past year of over indulgence to say the least.
Anyhoo, since I began my taper, I rarely drink, more than 1-2 drinks in a week, if that. I did have a puff of the MJ on new years eve, otherwise all my works have been tossed (for the second time in 3 years)
More than likely could pass a drug test, and am safe from DUI's
I must say, getting off Paxil has been more hell than I could ever imagine, but the w/d far out weighs the consequences of taking it.
Hope all is well and thanks for caring about me!
Weaning from SSRI's and feel like I could die one minute and feel 10 feet tall the next.
Apparently new warnings released that these can increase alcohol cravings which helps explain my past year of over indulgence to say the least.
Anyhoo, since I began my taper, I rarely drink, more than 1-2 drinks in a week, if that. I did have a puff of the MJ on new years eve, otherwise all my works have been tossed (for the second time in 3 years)
More than likely could pass a drug test, and am safe from DUI's
I must say, getting off Paxil has been more hell than I could ever imagine, but the w/d far out weighs the consequences of taking it.
Hope all is well and thanks for caring about me!
Wow, everybody has something going on....glad you all checked in.
Rach, I am so sorry that ya had this going on and during the New Year none the less...........I know you and D were working on life and eachother and yourselves........and Rach.........you can post anytime ya want no matter what.
This board don't say SOBER PEOPLE ONLY........it's sometimes good to share no matter what...........and plus we miss ya if you ain't here....all ya can do is keep working on you...........and you love D...yes you do.......only you know what to do and when to do stuff.........and I am glad your new addition is cozy, but you're other babies no wonder they are jealous....LOL....you just stay safe and keep up the fight, Rach.
Wonder Woman, now we are so talking...........this is awesome news love......I am very happy for ya............love and light and all good things for my dear friend WW........sounds like ya are in a good place with your group........and we can use a healer around here that's for sure........just if ya can check in on us once in awhile, K? You're a dear woman with a huge heart, WW and you deserve only the best in all things always.
Oh and plus up the road I may need ya for some stuff........I'll try and finegle a free reading out of ya or something............that's how I do....I jest.
JamV, poor Jamv........I posted to ya on PP's, Jamv........just KNOW you are not imagining any of them symptoms...........I am a heroin addict.........and I mean this that kicking Paxil was harder.........than kicking heroin........just know that yes you can do it..........Rhonda did it too........dang stuff changes the brain chemistry, BUT what happens like after a year? HELLO!
Thinking of ya Jamv and you are no sissy...........the range of emotions and physical symtoms suckadoodle...........but ya can get past it......takes a long time that stuff to kick, but it can be done........hang on there, Jamv.
Glad you all checked in and thanks for that..........nothing new in Brynville except I am a nerve job and a loon, but hey somebody gotta be, right?
Rach, I am so sorry that ya had this going on and during the New Year none the less...........I know you and D were working on life and eachother and yourselves........and Rach.........you can post anytime ya want no matter what.
This board don't say SOBER PEOPLE ONLY........it's sometimes good to share no matter what...........and plus we miss ya if you ain't here....all ya can do is keep working on you...........and you love D...yes you do.......only you know what to do and when to do stuff.........and I am glad your new addition is cozy, but you're other babies no wonder they are jealous....LOL....you just stay safe and keep up the fight, Rach.
Wonder Woman, now we are so talking...........this is awesome news love......I am very happy for ya............love and light and all good things for my dear friend WW........sounds like ya are in a good place with your group........and we can use a healer around here that's for sure........just if ya can check in on us once in awhile, K? You're a dear woman with a huge heart, WW and you deserve only the best in all things always.
Oh and plus up the road I may need ya for some stuff........I'll try and finegle a free reading out of ya or something............that's how I do....I jest.
JamV, poor Jamv........I posted to ya on PP's, Jamv........just KNOW you are not imagining any of them symptoms...........I am a heroin addict.........and I mean this that kicking Paxil was harder.........than kicking heroin........just know that yes you can do it..........Rhonda did it too........dang stuff changes the brain chemistry, BUT what happens like after a year? HELLO!
Thinking of ya Jamv and you are no sissy...........the range of emotions and physical symtoms suckadoodle...........but ya can get past it......takes a long time that stuff to kick, but it can be done........hang on there, Jamv.
Glad you all checked in and thanks for that..........nothing new in Brynville except I am a nerve job and a loon, but hey somebody gotta be, right?
Jeez, worse than heroin?
Jamv and Bryn, you know I'm right behind you with getting off the meds, cheering for you.....the courage and the success....
Jamv I will bake you a cake on FB when you are through....:-) and we will celebrate in style....
I am counting on my main guy (spirit guide) to help with that med thing too....:-)
Bryn, I will be working with you, you know that. ;-) I have much to learn yet, but did experience my first trance mediumship. We must find out who's hanging out at your place....
later today I will be giving a presentation on Reiki to my class, 15 minutes of talk....easy peasy.....lol
Jamv I will bake you a cake on FB when you are through....:-) and we will celebrate in style....
I am counting on my main guy (spirit guide) to help with that med thing too....:-)
Bryn, I will be working with you, you know that. ;-) I have much to learn yet, but did experience my first trance mediumship. We must find out who's hanging out at your place....
later today I will be giving a presentation on Reiki to my class, 15 minutes of talk....easy peasy.....lol
