Last Week And This Week

Monday morning homework assignment. :-)

Fill in the blanks please, you'll be glad you did....
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LAST WEEK...

I enjoyed these blessings/triumphs

1.)______________________________________________________

I faced these challenges/disappointments

2.)________________________________________________________

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THIS WEEK....

I will

3.)____________________________________________________


I will hope for/pray for/meditate on


4.)_________________________________________________



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1.)time spent with my family sober, seeing my son smiling at the ball diamond, a friend to reach out to and not caving with a craving

2.)anxiety and physical pain and thinking negatively

3.)stick to my healthy living regime, exercise more often and not cancel my appointment with the counsellor not matter how freaked out I get

4.)meditate on healing my body and hope for plenty of laughter and pay close attention to nature to remind me to live in the moment
Morning Diana...Homework is good...

1) I enjoyed being involved with my family and being an attentive mother & wife, I enjoyed my son's baseball game and all the 12 year old boys having so much fun, I enjoyed watching my daughter go to her 1st prom, I enjoyed going to the lake just to sit with my husband and watch the kids & the 2 lab's swim for hours...

2) I faced the challange of going through the emotions of my friends death and attending the memorial service and consoling her family without numbing to do so...I faced the disappointment of birthday night and getting my 9 month "chip" and my sponsor calling before the meeting saying she couldn't make it to give it to me...

3) I will pray and ask my HP, God for guidance in all my challanges, I will face myself honestly and make necessary changes to keep my sobriety first and the most important, I will make amends when needed, I will love my children and husband unconditionally

4) I will hope/pray/meditate for the strength I need to work on my 4th step, I will pray for acceptance, I will pray for God to help me do the next right thing, I will hope for the best in all situations I am faced with and I will meditate and pray for peace and serenity on a daily basis....

Thanks for the homework, Diana....I guess I needed this as I feel better now that I wrote this out and I hope you have a blessed week...

xoxo
Stacey
hey- will do soon, how did you know i need an assignment:)? ...
on my way out the door... ygm btw:) xo jojo
Glad to know I got to ya both ! :-)

Hope everything is going swimmingly today so far and you are paying attention to all the good things in life !

JJ, I'll write to you after my workout.

edit to say, I hope I didn't offend you with my giggle post, Stacey, I googled the fourth step and I am concerned I crossed a boundary. My intentions were good.

Congratulations on 9 months !!!!! That is awesome !

Love and Light,

Diana
hi all- my first triumph is doing this.. i don't usually do things like this but i sense i need to:)

last week...

1.)fought my own depression went on a field trip with my daughter to a local garden and we learned about the flowers, also stayed clean all week despite depression and anxiety

2.)my computer crashed (bad) in the midst of a job didnt get to finish the job, had to tell the client had to deal a major flip out of my own unlike i ever had before. didnt get high.


3 reinstall all my computer software and not flip out if things go bad. i will work out 3xs. i will make the appointment with the elder care advocate to help me with my mother. I will work on my apartment to make my life easier to live


4. finding my wayto not try not to look at myself as damaged to let it go. to work at my craft and be proud of it and me(?). and know that ALL THIS will help not only myself but my family too. keep my cape on and stay clean.

there we go...... interesting what i picked out. first thought is usually the best thought says my guru so i went with it....

thanks ww!!!

:)jojo
TRIUMPHANT !!! Excellent work oh caped crusader....accountability check in on friday... be there.

did you get my long- drawn -out- thank- you -response -email ??? Sometimes hotmail is notmail....grrr
got it will write back shortly:)

we must add capes to our revolution... it's getting long... but edna in 'the incrediables' says "NO CAPES!" she insists because they get caught on things and into things and she feels it compromises the saftey of the superhero. hmmm but in our case... i think it's okay. you think so too? i feel like the cape helps me..:) it sure did yesterday and today. okay capes!
No rush on the reply, Jo, get some sleep. Capes it is ! You do make me laugh, girl ! We really should compile a list for the lurkers. As hippinerd would say, whatever works....

Hey, check this out

http://www.aromaweb.com/recipes/anxiety.asp

I LOVE bergamot, I urge you to go on a sniff trip somewhere in that fine city there's got to be an aromatherapy shop.....:-) of course there's always the bakery scent too, but you catch my drift.

Thank you to the mods post for that, I am really big on scents....another elephant thing ! LOL

I used lavender on my son and my husband when they had an earache, it worked !

I will let you know how it goes, the tour guide that brought me to India sells essential oils and I'm going to see him on wednesday. I really would like to get off the pills and go holistic, the latest side-effect....craaaazy...my foot buzzes or my hand....it's like my cell phone is attached to it and on vibrate....it is very bizarre. I shared this with my hubby earlier.....my husband still loves me, no matter how weird I get, isn't that sweet ?

Night night,

D
i'm doing it, i wonder if this exercise put suggestions in my head?

ww-
just sent you an e-mail and found you wrote me one at the same time... hmmmmm.


xo jojo

ps, love the aromatherapy link... i love sage ... burning sage!
i used to go to new mexico and pick sage and bring it home and burn it....
Oh I loooove sage....the scent, the taste, I just burned it too, my son picked it out at the expo, he wanted to learn how to "smudge". He is an old soul, that one. :-)

Doesn't surprise me....our emails.... ;-)

I've done 2 and half hours on the treadmill this week whoohoo ! Love it, love the ipod, my hubby put Ozzy and Iron maiden and that song Godzilla on it. Fun to listen to that old headbanging stuff...(ww says with neck problems 20 years later).
Sigh. Kinda embarassing....but hey "Faeries Wear Boots" works well when walking at a good clip.

Tomorrows the big day...just read your email before I came here, so I'll go respond now...
hi ww- saw your post on the other board... glad you stuck to your plans and good for you! must have been hard but you did it!!!
you are healing in so many ways /////////
xo jojo
Morning Ladies...

My sponsor asked me the other day "what are you going to do for you today?"

So, as Friday is upon us and the weekend is close, I just wanted to share and ask each of you to do something nice for yourselves this weekend and on Monday, we can share what we did for ourselves....

Much love,
Stacey
hi stacey- i think that's a great idea. count me in:)!
have a good weekend....jojo
Count me in too ; )
I'll be there !

Edited Monday morning :

I went to an angel seminar in the city north of us. I brought my 20 year old and my 16 year old. I feel blessed that they were open to attending this with me and that they both got something out of the experience.

Namaste,

Diana