Life Is Beautiful

had anyone told me 9 years ago that my life would have taken a turn to such a positive i would have laughed out lound with disbelief. and the majority of that laughter would have been a defensive measure, because deep down i knew that life could be better, only if i became willing.

today we had the most wonderful time. i took my brian, my 4 year old grandson, and jaime, my beautiful daughter to a christmas bruncheon at the cultural arts center with santa and his elves.

to witness the glee and excitement on brian's and the other children's faces...well - there are no words that can explain the bang i received it! brian was beside himself when he saw santa and sauntered up to his lap and told him all the things he hoped to get for christmas. then brian hugged and kissed santa and his baby voice, said - "i love you santa." santa told brian that he was the first person to hug and kiss him all day and tell him he loves him.

we finished this scrump-de-la-dumptious buffet - a cuisine de la art - and jaime and i had some last minute shopping we wanted to do. i can't believe it but this is the first time in years that all of my christmast shopping is complete - all that's left is the wrapping and i figure if i do a little each evening, it won't be so much or come down to the last minute crunch.

brian needed a little nappie poo, so we brought him home to his "pa-pa" who was more that willing to tuck brian up, as he watched the football games. jaime and i went shopping and finished the last minute ornaments/lights that we needed. all in all, it was a great day and one that i will treasure profoundly in my heart.

you know, when i was a child, Christmas was a time for wishes. i'd look through catalogues and the sunday newpapers and developed a wish list of the things i hoped to receive as gifts. i would drop hints to my parents and randparents by leaving my wish list laying on the table and even tell santa at the shopping mall and tea breakfasts that my mother would take me too what i wanted.

as i reflect on those years, i realize that it was certainly all about me and what i wanted. as an adult, my intention for this Advent season is to prepare myself to fulfill the God of my understanding's purpose. so, whileiI join in the celebration of the birth of the historic Jesus i reflect on the past year, open myself to the here and now incarnation of the Christ--in me.

may this time be truly one of preparing the way for You, my HP. and please keep revealing Your purpose in me - my purpose is love.

i love you all to pieces!

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[b]here are some pics that i thought i would shore with you that were taken today at the santa brunch:

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brian as he first approached santa.

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brian hugging on santa with excitement.

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santa hugging sammy and he told me i have been a very, very, good,

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jaime, my beautiful daughter.

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your's truly.

and just for laughs do think i've been online too long?

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wow.

your family is beautiful..............
thank you so much for sharing the photos with us............

your beautiful Sammy...........

this Chriatmas my family and i are keeping things so simple and
focusing on the Lord ............

i can't believe your plate.................thats so funny........

H A P P Y ` H O L I D A Y S~*~*~*~*~*~*

LOVE
THUMPER
Very sweet Sammy
Oh Sammy,what an uplifting,beautiful post.Your family is beautiful and so are you!

Spending a day with your grandchildrne around this time of year,looking at their wonderment,excitement,uninhibited love,welll...thats what life is all about!!!!

Enjoying these things,through clear,sane,all powerful seeing eyes and mind,is priceless.

Thank you for sharing your amazing day and wonderful family!~KIM
That was really nice.........your family is beautiful you are a insperation

Pants
You get prettier everytime I see you, Sammy.
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Sammy:

You and your family are gorgeous! Geri told me how great it was to speak to you live. You are an amazing woman and I hope to speak to you soon, as well.

Love,

Rachel
You've got to talk to Sammy, Rachel! I still crack up when I think of her stories that she shared with me.
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Sammy i have to share this with you...............
ya know the title of this thread."life is beautiful"

that what my mom always says to me..........
she has said this to me every since i got sick with my heart problems....

when i am strugglin she will turn to me and say" life is beautiful"........

when she trys to get me to go to the doctor for help she will turn to me and say "life is beautiful".................

so those words really stuck my heart............

Life IS beautiful Sammy.............and so are you............and your eyes....

You get prettier every time I see you and your family is so beautiful.

Laughter? Didn't know what that was until I met some of the people on this board.
Sammy,

Thank you for sharing your heartful post with all of us and precious pics with us, you look just like I thought you would! Once again, another post exuding with gratitude from you. Most importantly, for me though, I thank you for taking time out of your busy schedule to speak with me directly tonight and offer up suggestions in regard to the legal tribulation I will be encountering tomorrow ~ for both of us (you & me) to lift the situation and all involved up to God together on the phone, well, as I stated in our conversation the Spirit just overcame me and filled me up. I no longer feel anxious and fearful...I went ahead and took your direction and completed all the necessary paperwork to take along with me to the court room tomorrow morning...it is wonderful now to count you amongst one of my friends and I look forward to us coming together and meeting you personally.

In Recovery and With Gratitude,
Geri
Sammy, You are as beautiful as all of your post. Great pics. Shantel
Dear DSAM

Your posts are alwyas very inspirational and reflect an understadning of your Life purpose. In this post you end by saying your purpose is Love.

Since my recovery started in Feb this year, my life purpose has been revealed to me. I too am Love. It was revealed to me in a spiritual encounter i had, while on a personal transformation course. I am blessed the universe revealed my purpose.

As you no doubt know, once revealed, we have to fulfill this purpose. The universe demands it.

I am currently struggling with understanding how I am to fulfill this purpose. What exactly does the universe require of me. What/ how do I know my HP's will for me in this regard.

Do you have any insights you can share.

Hope this makes some sense?!

Learning to Be Love

Calabash
Hi Sammy,

Those pictures are awesome, I'm glad you had a great time. I miss those days when I used to bring my kids to sit on Santa's lap and it looks like you found a good one. I had actually had this crabby Santa one year and he really scared my kids. This guy wouldn't smile or anything. Just sat there, lol.

Well, I was taking a little break from school work and thought I would come and see what was going on here in the recovery board. I love reading your post.

Love,
Liz
God bless you all for the kindness expressed to me in your responses. geri - what a beautiful your spirit your are and i so look forward to talking with you soon. i should be home tonight after that CT scan around 7:30 p.m. (my time). it's about time to start that barium cocktail (heave, whooo, haaaa) then i get to repeat another half of a bottle at 5:30 and you guessed it - for desert tonight the radiology department has informed me that their culinary cuisine masters have been busy whipping up the second half of the second bottle i will consume at 6:30. hey - i'm not complaining - far from it, as i am grateful that i have insurance that helps me pay for these test to be done.

liz - ygm, doll and i'll check in with you if not later tonight then tomorrow evening to see how things are going.

sabrina - you too - i couldn't resist - meooooow. :)

below is a message in this thread from calabash. you probably don't know this but one of my favorite seafood restaurants in the city i live in is name calabash - so how could i not respond?

calabash - you said:

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Dear DSAM

Your posts are alwyas very inspirational and reflect an understadning of your Life purpose. In this post you end by saying your purpose is Love.

Since my recovery started in Feb this year, my life purpose has been revealed to me. I too am Love. It was revealed to me in a spiritual encounter i had, while on a personal transformation course. I am blessed the universe revealed my purpose.

As you no doubt know, once revealed, we have to fulfill this purpose. The universe demands it.

I am currently struggling with understanding how I am to fulfill this purpose. What exactly does the universe require of me. What/ how do I know my HP's will for me in this regard.

Do you have any insights you can share.

Hope this makes some sense?!

Learning to Be Love

Calabash

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calabash - i will start by saying that it took me a very long time to learn this lesson. God sure is crazy about you in enabling you to recognize this so early in your recovery. the scriptures tell us that 'there is a spirit in man, and the breath of the Almighty giveth him understanding' (Job 32:8). the only way you are going to know this Spirit is to act as though you believe it is there. talk to it. talk to it in truth, talk to it in Love, talk to it in light. once you get in the habit of talking to Spirit, you will find that not only is it a good listener but that it answers you and does indeed make you understand.

a very wise sage once said be still. be still. be still. God in the midst of you is substance. God in the midst of you is love. God in the midst of you is wisdom. let not your thoughts be given to lack, but let wisdom fill them with the substance and faith of God. let not your heart be a center of resentment and fear and doubt. be still and know that at this moment it is the altar of God, of love; love so sure and unfailing, love so irresistible and magnetic that it draws your supply to you from the great store-house of the universe. trust God, use God's wisdom, prove and express God's love through action.

i would adore the opportunity to talk with you more on this topic, but it's time for me to start chugging this barium. i'll be back in a bit and for now, just let these words soak in. this is a journey we are on calabash. please know that we walk with you.

namaste'

sammy
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Awesome pics, Sammy and I love your tags. When are you coming to see me? It's been quite a while, you know.