Hello all and hello Diff. oh well me and the girlfriend have finally split up (Thats why I have been offline for a few weeks) Anyway I am sure now that I am Bipolar and can never seem to make my mind up! Anyway will be reducing from 3mg to 2mg in three weeks time and even the split from the girlfriend has not wavered my resolve. The last time I used Heroin was May 2005 and I plan to keep it at that date no matter what happens. There are other mad things going on in my Life and sometimes I do wonder if I will ever have a normal life again? I have met this girl, we are just friends at the moment, but I told her about the Heroin and Subutex as soon as we met and I do not seem to be ashamed of it anymore. She was a little taken aback at first, but she seems cool with it. Great story about the dogs Diff, why are our lives so crazy? All of us seem to be on a different plain than normal people. Very strange! Anyway I will keep you all posted when I do the 1mg drop! Take care and keep the faith! Also if anyone knows anyone who owns a Winnie the Pooh suit can they let me know?
hey mark how are you. Is subutex your coming off in 3 weeks? Hope you dont mind me asking. Well done for kicking heroin you must be so strong. Sorry about your girlfriend and you spliting. Did you ever feel emontial on subutex. I feel so alone ashamed in what i did and i would like to meet someone to share things with but i would be terrified i did find someone attractive and they found out about my life. What would i do? Do you think i will meet someone for me, and how long did you wait drug free until you thought you were ready?
Take loads of care
Yvonne
Take loads of care
Yvonne
At the moment I am still taking Subutex and I am an emotional wreck, but I have been pretty strong and have not touched Heroin. I was with my Girlfriend when I was on Heroin (she was not a user) At first it was hard for her to handle, but when she found out about it I came off Heroin pretty quick and got myself in to rehab with the subbies. They probably do mess with your emotions and everything else that goes with the situation. She was okay about it, but not everyone is, but it is best to always be honest and if I was going to meet anyone else I would tell them about my experiance straight away and clear the air, best to weed out the ignorant before you fall in love with somebody. In my opinion be honest with anyone you meet, but try and get yourself better first before you throw yourself into the emotional World of Love. Once your better you can hold your head up high. Okay I am clean from Heroin, but I am still taking Subbies and if I were to meet anyone else yes I'd even tell them about the subbies, but thats me. Take care xxx
