everything ok wi u mucker????bet u couldnt b arsed this morning going to work...eck..xx
Hey Bud! Oh my god, I hate first day's back!
Whoever invented it should be shot! Numpty!
How's it going mate? You still clean. Really delighted for you. I just wish it were me too. I'm hoping we can get away on holiday in September for a week. Not fussed where as long as it's hot. We've came off twice before abroad and compared to here, it's a canter. If you take a little bit medication to help with the worst of the pain, it really is pretty easy abroad. Out of sight is defo out of mind. Got naltrexone to take awasy with us too this time so we'll take them on the last day before we come home as we usually head straight to score from the airport. That's the hard bit, staying off eh?
linz x
Whoever invented it should be shot! Numpty!
How's it going mate? You still clean. Really delighted for you. I just wish it were me too. I'm hoping we can get away on holiday in September for a week. Not fussed where as long as it's hot. We've came off twice before abroad and compared to here, it's a canter. If you take a little bit medication to help with the worst of the pain, it really is pretty easy abroad. Out of sight is defo out of mind. Got naltrexone to take awasy with us too this time so we'll take them on the last day before we come home as we usually head straight to score from the airport. That's the hard bit, staying off eh?
linz x
u bet staying off is the hardest bit,pissed myself at the scottish thing u wrote,it,s amazing how many yank,s n that have heard the different word,s,n yeah i,m still doin ok,was even socialising at the weekend,not swappin one vice for another though but u know my situation and i,ve f*** all to sit in for,wee ugly b****** moved in on me on sunday night,seen it comin a mile away,had to make a sharp exit as they say,no ready for that pal,plus it would need to be someone a bit better lookin than that wee gremlin,she is married to boot,last thing i need is someone else,s missus.sayin that though if she wanted to give me a monkey for a bit hour a might,ve shut ma eye,s n thought of the pope,lol.nah,thing,s r startin to click in wi the sleepin n everything,as u say though it,s stayin off.was in today to use my wee boy,s medical point,s for a flat of my own,although i have a four n a two beedroom ex council prop,s they both have tenant,s n when the old boy who is also my pal goes to heaven,IF he goes b4 me as he,s 76,then im just going to sell it,the equity will give me a good start,cant sell the other for at least another 18months at least n that will be goin as well,the girl who rent,s it will probably buy it as i will give her a fair price so the dough i make out of both those should give me a good punt up with whatever i want to do,going to do a wee course on computin as i cant write in paragraph,s or f*** all,do that n maybe course on something else then i should be right enough,it,s this disclosure scotland that f***,s me for certain thing,s as i,ve an attempt murder,amongst other thing,s on my previous,cant change the past though so will have to make the most of it although im nowhere near as stupid as i was back then,nice to be nice as they say.hope u and t r good an it,s good to have contact wi u back on the board...take it easy pal,,luv,,eck,,xx
Hey mate. If you're about, can't reply to your texts as I don't have credit on my phone. Sorry buddy, not ignoring you, promise!
On a downer just now. I finish work at 3pm, spend the next 7 hours trying to locate something, getting ripped off and then not getting home till way after I should be in bed. Up again at 5.30am for work (we are struggling to get up too because we're so cold and not feeling great). Things are really hard, I'm struggling to keep it together to be honest. Just wish I could take a few months off to get my act together but the bills need paid and work don't know so it's not an option. Sound like you have things all worked out from your post above mate. Good on you, you need a good start to get anywhere these days. My biggest regret is selling my house and blowing the lot on gear and fancy toys which later succumed to the pawn for yet more gear anyway! Lost over 50k literally up in smoke! I am a clown!!!!!!!!!!!
Sorry if I seem a moan, I don't mean too, just need to offload. Nowhere else I can do it.
Linz x
On a downer just now. I finish work at 3pm, spend the next 7 hours trying to locate something, getting ripped off and then not getting home till way after I should be in bed. Up again at 5.30am for work (we are struggling to get up too because we're so cold and not feeling great). Things are really hard, I'm struggling to keep it together to be honest. Just wish I could take a few months off to get my act together but the bills need paid and work don't know so it's not an option. Sound like you have things all worked out from your post above mate. Good on you, you need a good start to get anywhere these days. My biggest regret is selling my house and blowing the lot on gear and fancy toys which later succumed to the pawn for yet more gear anyway! Lost over 50k literally up in smoke! I am a clown!!!!!!!!!!!
Sorry if I seem a moan, I don't mean too, just need to offload. Nowhere else I can do it.
Linz x
linz,im your buddy,same rule,s both way,s,u need to offload u know how 2find me,plus i totally support your commitment to your T,no some creep that pray,s on the vulnerable.most of us have the same stories too tell,just different peep,s,territory and families,but i,m here for u linzy-lou and will give u all the support i can,same as u did for me when the insanity was kickin in..,n believe me pal just knowing u were there, not a million miles away.im starting to accept whats happening in my life and i,m now in the process of getting somewhere my kid,s can have there own key to come visit,stay,even bring his bird,s in tjay,s case as he,s started practiscing his own unique wee swagger.He,s turning into a crackin lookin young boy,he left for Cyprus yeserday wi my mate and his family.His best pal,s dad is more or less my best m8.Yup!got the look,s n the charm,just got to perfect the chelsea dagger,,lol.....speak soon buddy,,Alex..just 4u....xx
Hey Eck. We have our own wee thread going on here!
Feel free to jump in anyone!!!!
Listen mate, what the f*** is going on? Is it like this down south? In Ireand? Why is it like this in Scotland?
I just wish I could take some holidays and get myself sorted but I can't till September. Not sure I can last that long but also on a warning for sickies (well rattle days). My work had a very strict policy on sickness and if you are off more than 3 times in 6 months its trouble..
Obviously the way things are, it's just not always possible to not get sick.Just feel trapped right now! So close to just declaring all to my employers! They would help me, its their policy but I just don't think I'd ever be treated the same again. Good to have you to tlak to mate, know you understand how things are.
You're sounding so positive these days, it's nice to hear you this way. Hope things are really starting to come together for you at last. You sure deserve it mate.
Linz x
P.S. Love the Linzy-lou bit, my mum used to call me that, made me smile!
Feel free to jump in anyone!!!!
Listen mate, what the f*** is going on? Is it like this down south? In Ireand? Why is it like this in Scotland?
I just wish I could take some holidays and get myself sorted but I can't till September. Not sure I can last that long but also on a warning for sickies (well rattle days). My work had a very strict policy on sickness and if you are off more than 3 times in 6 months its trouble..
Obviously the way things are, it's just not always possible to not get sick.Just feel trapped right now! So close to just declaring all to my employers! They would help me, its their policy but I just don't think I'd ever be treated the same again. Good to have you to tlak to mate, know you understand how things are.
You're sounding so positive these days, it's nice to hear you this way. Hope things are really starting to come together for you at last. You sure deserve it mate.
Linz x
P.S. Love the Linzy-lou bit, my mum used to call me that, made me smile!
