Locked Thread!

how cool is that? our first locked thread. they get em on the pain pill board all the time but i believe it's the first here! too funny what you wrote hippienerd and with that it seemed to get it locked, makes me laugh and the rebel in my soul is delighted. take a bow....silly billybong or whatever his name is!

back to seriousness.... a serious day here for me and many more to follow. starting the slew of my dear novemember losses. do you know how many thanksgiving dinners i have heard cancelled in my life since i was a kid??? don't know what it is about my family but they all die in november!

but i am quite alive today and it's really cold here in nyc. still have zero motivation but i am leaving work 2 hours early to go home and clean and start some laundry. i will take it a task at a time. i'm making a list and a schedule keeping it short and just the imortant things for now.

funny no one has good news about motivation. i think here lies the biggest snafu!

jo

congratulations y'all! LMAO
It is possible that this person is the same that wreaked havoc on the pain pill board the other night. I just have a funny feeling about this one.......
Hey Congrats to you Jo Jo on your locked thread-LMAO Your right it happens on the pain pill board all the time:-0) Hope you have a good weekend.

Pam,
You think Billybong is the same person as who? That cause havoc on the pain pill board? Well we know it wasn't Doo cause that was your friend. Have you talked to her since then? Did you call her up and give her an ear full or what? That was so wrong of her to do and so immature. Hope you never trust her again. She was a werid one:-0)

Rae
hey - i thought doo was in a psych ward...? i was reading that thread and then it got locked. what was the deal with doo? not a friend of fla girl???
please explain. that was really nutty.

hey pp gals doing on the mj board? welcome!

jo
Jo,
Your right Doo is enjoying Playdou night at the funny farm right after her basket weaving class is over -LOL Yes from my understanding Pam-Floridagirl used a girl's computer. Someone she knew and didn't delete the history off her computer. So DOO found this board and came her to cause trouble. She was Banned and the Mod's told Pam who it was, I guess. Some like that anyway.

So what's up Jo? How long have you been clean from smoking weed? Or are you what's your story? Any plans for the weekend? Rae
LMAO

ha that is sick but kinda funny.
hi rae... i'm starting my 4th week clean after a million years:)
you don't know what i'm doing this weekend; a memorial service for my late father. 1 year anniverary per an old tradition, the dysfunctional family gathers at the grave.... family will speak, my mother will be upset it's not about her. i'll resist the urge to tell her soon it will be.

i will stay clean. last year at this time was a mess.

it's good to be clean kind of. in my heart i know it's best. i'm having a problem with motivation though. i have none. i don't know your DOC but i'm wondering if you have any words of wisdom. my house is a mess (i have a family), i can't even do laundry..... and my small business is suffering because it's along creative lines and i can't seem to think straight.................
any thoughts???

thanks..... hope you are going to have a good weekend!
jo
hey jo, i am taking the afternoon off too. cleaning to get ready for these yaahhoooss to come in an mess up my house tonight.
going to therapy at 4pm. maybe i will work on why i want to be so Bi*chy to hippinerd..
I resembled that statement!!!!
hi jamv- when if ever did your motivation return??? this is so huge for me. a small apt. you would NOT believe the mess. my business is suffering, peeps want their stuff and i stall...... i can't think straight.
sos. so far this is the darn hardest part. that is after letting go......
ugh!
-jo
probably around 2 mo.
Jo Jo,
I am sorry to hear about your father passing. This won't be the best weekend for you, I am sure. My dad died in 2003 and is buried in Ohio. I plan on going this July.

Now as far as motivation goes. Well you are talking to woman that has 3 children. Ages 14, 7 and 19 months. I was going to ask you if you had some motivation for me? LOL My son will be 7 tomorrow and he goes to his Dad's on the weekend so we are celebrating it tonight at my house at 6-7pm. I have so much to do around here with laundry, cleaning, picking up cakes and ice cream, decortating you name it. It's not always easy with 3 kids but I get it done somehow. Just set out to accomplish something you have to for the day and put your mind to doing to. I take B-12 and multi-viamins everyday so that helps a little with energy. Get up and excerise a little that will get ya moving. LOL

Congrats on 4 weeks clean. I smoked my share of weed in my teenage years. Then I stopped smoking for years and only did here and there. My addiction was mainly to pain pills. Methadone, Percocet and vicodin. I have been clean for 9 months. Weed was a lot easier to quit for me than pills were. I even got into coke for abut a year and it wasn't as hard to kick for me as pills. Pills were different for me mentally and physically. Everyone is different.
I am not saying you don't struggle with not using I am just saying weed didn't have that effect on me and I smoked for years when I was younger.. It was just something I could take or leave. Didn't matter either way for me. Anyway if you find some energy send me some (((((((vibes))))))))

Good luck this weekend. Rae
jamv-

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
am doomed!

rae- happy birthday to your son..... and thanks for your words..... congrats on 9 months that's great. i'm sending you good vibes:)
time to clean-up, clean up, everybody every where..... do you know that song???
jo
kudos to B12

i forgot to mention, i started B12 vitamins as soon as i could, and that helped a lot, but took awhile to get into my system.
okay going to the darn vitiman store on my way home..... got to do this. get over this major hurdle.

clean up, clean up ..... everybody everywhere...... clean up.
in more ways than one huh?

jo
I don't think I have ever that song Jo Jo. I am jamming out to some old Madonna right now. Remember the like a virgin ,material girl, like a prayer, papa don't preach. Well my daughter will be 15 in May and she burned a bunch of Madonn'a songs on a cd. We were driving last night and I was singing and she said " Mom" and rolled her eyes like I didn't the words.LOL I said girl I was singing these songs when I was younger than you. Isn't it funny how teenagers hear a song that was re-done or something and they thinks it new-LOL

I mainly listen to Rock though. I am an Ozzy & Metallica kind of girl. Any rock is fine with me though.

You can sing the rest of your song to me I might remember it. It doesn't ring a bell though. I will sing it when I clean.

Rae

Ps. If you go to GNC my boyfriend really likes the Mega Men. That and the B-12 sublingual are good.
everybody do your share.....

oh i am so glad my kids are done with Barney. i missed for a brief period, but now i get to watch mtv again and sing
my lumps, my lumps, my lovely lady lumps.
my nine year old thinks it is hilarious

hey i have a son turning 7 tomorrow toooooo.
rae it's a song the kids sing in nursery, pre k and kindergarten etc when they are cleaning up their mess .:)
Jamv,

Oh that's cool. Yeah right when I was done with Barney with my son I had another little one that will be 2 in April. So Nov 19th is your son's birthday to, cool. I picked that date. I had a scheduled C-Section and because my best friend had her son Nov 19th of 97 I picked that day for my son Alex but in 98.

Now I will have the song you were just singing in my mind all day.LOL They play it down here in Tampa all the time on the radio..

Well you guys have a good one. I am off to get stuff done and clean up this house... Take care and hope to talk to you all again soon. Rae(Rachel)

Ps. Oh I see Jo Jo. I will sing it to my youngest daughter when she gets a little older:-0)
ech didn't know it was barney.... oh well. nonetheless every body do your share.:)

on that note. i got my screen name from jojo's circus on disney. jojo is a little clown girl, she lives in circus town with her clown parents.
it's adorable. my daugther loves it.
at the end of each show they all sing to her.....

"hey jojo what do you say,
we all want to know what you learned today.
we're all ears so come on and take it away-
sit rite down and tell us what you learned today.
we all want to know tell us what you learned today."

and jojo says....."today i learned......" and tells of her lesson(s) learned.

we sing that a lot in my house. that's what inspired me to call myself jojo cause i'm learning new things every day.

so far today it's all about b-12! ha.
and that cleaning my apt is gonna be a challenge........ egadds.