Lone Wolf Just Told Two Of His Dealers...

Pain Pills
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...to take a hike.

I am simply in awe. GOOD FOR YOU. I'm proud to know you.

With love and respect,
Gina
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your so special, i didnt expect that.. but why i am i still sitting here shaking....
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Duane, my dear, I'M SHAKING.

Go on. Tell us how it's done.
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Duane,, Congrats to you that was a really big step and I am proud of you ... I have never posted to you before but follow you post and I love you attitude toward your steps to recovery.. Good luck..
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hi paula , thanks for that
gina, i dont think im really ready to be telling anybody how to do this yet, im still trying to learn it myself. that was just a weird experience, i mean im sitting here listening to recovery radio station, postin on a drug addiction web site and they come in like that. one after the other. still shaking,, had to go for a walk.
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Dear Wolf I just wanted to jump in & say good for you.That was a big step & you have much to be proud of.You just keep taking these little steps & before you know it you will have your life back...GOOD FOR YOU>>>>>>mj
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hi molly, ive read alot of your posts, feel like i know you allready.. thanks for the encouragement
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wolf,
hey hun, good for you...
you are takin the world by storm...
i'm so proud of you..
it's an honor to know ya...
keep up the good work...
dj
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Duane,

It wouldn't be telling anyone how they should do it or even that it's something that they ought to do. But it helps people to know how YOU did it. Even telling people that taking a walk afterwards is good information (get out of a triggering environment). You've helped by telling us that you were made stronger by having the recovery radio station playing and being on the board when this event occurred. It's great what you did -- that's the outcome. But letting us share the process is very useful, too.

But if you're not ready yet, that's fine as well. The bottom line is that you did it. Hard thing. Good going.
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you know im really not usually a very emotional person, but you guys are just too cool. make me feel almost like a normal person.(in the greatest stretch of the word) you are so appreciated. i hadnt thought about it like that gina, but thats pretty much the story. dont know what really gave me the extra strength. didnt really have time to think about it while it happened. but the walk did help calm me down. (a little)
hey dj, dont know about the world yet, but ill settle for cincinnati;
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Well, that's good. You've thought hard enough about recovery so that your automatic response to the dealer was NO rather than yes.

See, you're giving back to the board and you don't even realize how much.

So thank you.
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Dear Wolf Yup I gotta agree with Gina.You have helped me in my recovery without even trying.See alot of times if Im having a bad day Ill be on here for hours & if I feel like Ive reached anyone & helped well it kinda heals a part of me.So you see its a win win thing...So thank you 2 & Keep it up....mj
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wow man thats simply unbelieveable,didn't you say you were going through withdraws or was just reaching the tail end of them?,and to actually have someone come to your door to deliever them,because we all know when you are withdrawing thats when you are at you weakest point and not only that didn't you drive up to the pharmacy to pick up pain pills for your wife also?,i'll tell you man you are one strong dude i could never ever have the strength to do that,you must be that one in a billion,simply amazing.................vinny.
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Hey molly!

You are one of my favorite brave women. How's the smoking cessation going? I was too scared to read your thread carefully. I know you can do it now, but I'm too scared to even think about it.

vinny,

Have you posted that photo of your tackle yet?

Two of my favorite people in the world. See Duane, and you've pulled them both onto one thread...where I can have my way with them, mwah ha ha haha
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you guys just keep amazing me. i dont see myself as being all that strong, just desperate for it to work this time. yeah the wds are pretty much gone now, but for me that just signals the beginning of my real fight wich has always been the mental part of the recovery, i just cant seem to master that one. but you all are really making me feel optimistic. you are all so special.
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psssst, molly, I just read that Kiwi reddog thread. I must be stupid or did I miss something?
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Wolf I think the mental is something we will live with the rest of our lives.I think just like any other thing there will be hard moments & easy moments.Its just I think the longer your sober the less bad moments you have.I belive that.

Oh the smoking well I have had a total of 8 cigs since 4am?My Bf seems to think I will have a better chance of totally stopping if I dont put my poor tired body into shock.So he takes the smokes with him & leaves 5 Our plan I hope is within 3 weeks.I only hope that its not too late.

Anyways Ive sat here for a bit & my kitchen never got cleaned up but at least I got to visit you guys for a min or 2.Hopefully Ill get a couple hours of sleep tonight so I can hop on in the morning.

Once again Wolf Keep it up Its nice to watch someone get stronger day by day.
Goodnite guys talk to yas soon....mj
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Congradulations Duane! That's a big hurdle you just made it over. WTG!!! So many don't make it through something like that. Keep up the good work! Love, Kat
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TO: MR LONE WOLF

YOU ARE MY HERO!!!


LOVE, JEAN
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Good Job Man !!!
Mandy