Lone Wolf / My Road

In my teenage years I was a rave kid. I did any and every drug put in front of me.
Luckily I grew out of that with growing up and being adult about money. Months
before I got married I had a friend who sold me pain pills all the time. They helped me with all the life day by day stuff and wedding things too. Be fore I new it I was a year and a half
using about 20 a day. Until a month after I got back from my honey moon and discovered
I got pregnant on my honeymoon! At that time I never thought I was an addict or thought about getting sick I just stopped taking them. I was only sick for 1 week out of my whole pernancy. Now I know it wasn't a. m sickness it was withdrawal. During my 2nd month I could even think about smoking (I smoke a lot). I just stopped smoking cigarettes all at once no problem.
Then I had my baby girl on New Year's Eve 2002 ! I got married, I quit taking pills, and quit smoking and had a baby all in one year. It wasn't hard at all.................. then I asked my friend to sell my 50 hydro pills. We left the hospital and you want to know the first thing
I did? I walked in my house went and popped 2 pills like no time had past. As far as the pills go I got back up to 20-30 a day, cause I went to see the "DR" that my friend went to and they gave me a cocktail of Hdryo,soma,and xaxnax. After so long of trying to stop alone
I finally asked for help. Boy did I find it................... right here on this broad. I began seeing a Detox Dr. on Now 10 and the last time I used was Nov 11,2004. It took me several months
to jump off the Sub. I did that and now here I sit.
That's my story the quick version.
Any questions?

:-)
Marina I dont want to butt in but WOW you are such a positive force on here.I hope you are always here for the new & the old.You have a past & future we can all learn from...GOOD FOR YOU SWEETY....mj
Molly
Love you too.
I wasn't always postive. It's just now I can look back and see better about things. I didn't get into all the nasty details of that stroy like I said stort version.
hi marina, no i dont have any questions (yet anyway) just a big wow!
you are a great example of what can be done. i thought i was the only person in the world who could take that many a day and live to tell about it, these last couple weeks have taught me different.
as someone who has lived it also i dont think you need to go into all the nasty details. they kind of go without saying.
thanks marina
Not a problem
Anything for a friend
Dear Marina:

You are such an inspiration - so many young women would keep using during their pregnancies or maybe they can't help it - who am I to judge - I was just lucky that when I had my sons, I wasn't hooked on anything. Oh how I wish I could have stayed that way.

You took care of business and that is wonderful.
Best of luck to you and your family.

Love, Jean