I am scared. I have been an addict for 17yrs now. I'm on methadone maintenance for heroin addiction. I'm down to 30ngs and I am trying to taper off. I am tired of this and I don't want to go to the clinic anymore. I want to be free. If I don't dose after a couple days I get withdrawals starting. I am a polysubstabce abuser and I still crave drugs like benzos and uppers like adderall. I still drink on and off too. I need to go somewhere peaceful, a rehab center away from everything. I am so depressed and I can't live like this much longer. I have isolated myself and I have no friends and my long term girl has totally given up on me. Where can I go to get better and figure things out? Im not doing good and im about to give up
I know how you feel.
You are just like millions of alcoholic/addicts like me.
AA's "Daily Reflection" is a great book in my recovery, here is Jan 5th's page....
http://www.aa.org/pages/en_US/daily...y=2016&m=01&d=5
Can you identify ? If you can perhaps you are ready for AA/NA.
Here is AA's HOW IT WORKS http://www.aa.org/assets/en_US/p-10..._howitworks.pdf
The 12 Steps of AA/NA have given me a clean, sober and peaceful life for many years.
AA/NA works for millions... might just be the ticket for you as well.
All the best.
Bob R
You are just like millions of alcoholic/addicts like me.
AA's "Daily Reflection" is a great book in my recovery, here is Jan 5th's page....
http://www.aa.org/pages/en_US/daily...y=2016&m=01&d=5
Can you identify ? If you can perhaps you are ready for AA/NA.
Here is AA's HOW IT WORKS http://www.aa.org/assets/en_US/p-10..._howitworks.pdf
The 12 Steps of AA/NA have given me a clean, sober and peaceful life for many years.
AA/NA works for millions... might just be the ticket for you as well.
All the best.
Bob R
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