goodnight last night?...hows the head?...talk later....davey
hey davey.. I'm only up.. shaking like a leaf and my insides feel like there's a couple of trains running throug them... my own fault really, but at least I'm at Day 2 - yipee... I'm really uncomfortable though, sweaty one minute freezing the next.. I'm so tempted, I really am.. just to feel normal... I'm meant to be minding my sis's two kids tonight, don't know if I'm up for it.. still haven't done any shopping for my holiday, in fact, I don't wanna go now... I just know I'm gonna be in bits over there... whinge, whinge, whinge.. pay no heed to me, I'm just feeling sorry for myself....
Lou :-)
Lou :-)
alright lou,thought u might feel a bit rough how many mls ya taken ,today?.still no gear,easier said ,dunno if having the kids round would help the head up to u girl.look if u feel like scoring plse. dont il even give u a little of my takeaway tomm[30ml],know its not much but its there 4 u both,hows yer fella doin?.presume your still up for tomm 5pm c u &whinge away take care davey
did,nt go to your doc.then...go u never know talk later....davey
..Davey..
..How ya feeling today..wot d,ya reckon later,England.?..i,ve done owen first goal.England to win 2-0..i fancy him to get his first goal tonight..wot you up to yaself..wotever ya doing.enjoy..Robbie..
..How ya feeling today..wot d,ya reckon later,England.?..i,ve done owen first goal.England to win 2-0..i fancy him to get his first goal tonight..wot you up to yaself..wotever ya doing.enjoy..Robbie..
Yes Davey is right lou go to the doc and tell him that you are going to do a home detox, and tell him that you need a weeks worth of vally's and dehyrocodiene, to help with the sleep and the pain.
Last time I went cold turkey, I never stopped whinge'in we all understand how sh** you and your boyfriend.
I'm very close to relapse to, but I know that if I do I will not have enough meth to finish my reduction and it will end up another cold turkey and thats the last thing I want.
That alone should stop me from wanting to go to dublin, but for some reason I don't think about the results of a relapse.
Last time I went cold turkey, I never stopped whinge'in we all understand how sh** you and your boyfriend.
I'm very close to relapse to, but I know that if I do I will not have enough meth to finish my reduction and it will end up another cold turkey and thats the last thing I want.
That alone should stop me from wanting to go to dublin, but for some reason I don't think about the results of a relapse.
alright rob ,yeh feeling good today,nearly half the week over.England tonite agree with the scoreline,dunno dout owen though,its time he put one away&hes done it b4 on big occasions,just have a nagging feeling hes lost the killer touch hope he proves me wrong.rob your acc.bet did the fact the spainards won put it off even if ukraine come out of the grp.?.rob i think the 1st. England goal is gonna be frm a beckham cross[if he moves him]into the box&bam,but cant think who might score ,il get back to u on that.best of luck with the flutter.will be about..take care mate ..davey
..Lou..
..i know your not feeling to good..coming off the brown ain,t easy..but try stay positive girl..once that s***s outta ya system..theres no better feeling than to wake up clean..and be able to get about without worrying about getting ya gear first..to be honest lou..i did,nt think i could get off it myself..when i was on day 2 like yaself..all i wanted to do was ring my dealer and go score..and get rid of them horrible withdrawal feelings..but i knew once i turned back to it..i would never get off it..life is so much better being clean lou..you,ll wake up in the morning feeling free of addiction..be able to function without that s*** controling ya life..everything is different..you,ll get all ya senses back..even the air smells good.lol..try stay strong mate..no pain no gain..and when your over the withdrawals..look back on how you felt when you came off it..the pain we put ourselves thru just for that little bit of powder..trust me lou..wot your doing now is so worth it..you,ll get your life back and be able to live a life free of the gear controlling you..it was the best move i ever done getting away from the brown and the whole drug scene that goes with it..wotever you wanna say..get it all out on here..scream at the world if ya want.loll..theres ppl here who wanna support ya thru it..and before you know it..it will be over..take care mate..Robbie..
..i know your not feeling to good..coming off the brown ain,t easy..but try stay positive girl..once that s***s outta ya system..theres no better feeling than to wake up clean..and be able to get about without worrying about getting ya gear first..to be honest lou..i did,nt think i could get off it myself..when i was on day 2 like yaself..all i wanted to do was ring my dealer and go score..and get rid of them horrible withdrawal feelings..but i knew once i turned back to it..i would never get off it..life is so much better being clean lou..you,ll wake up in the morning feeling free of addiction..be able to function without that s*** controling ya life..everything is different..you,ll get all ya senses back..even the air smells good.lol..try stay strong mate..no pain no gain..and when your over the withdrawals..look back on how you felt when you came off it..the pain we put ourselves thru just for that little bit of powder..trust me lou..wot your doing now is so worth it..you,ll get your life back and be able to live a life free of the gear controlling you..it was the best move i ever done getting away from the brown and the whole drug scene that goes with it..wotever you wanna say..get it all out on here..scream at the world if ya want.loll..theres ppl here who wanna support ya thru it..and before you know it..it will be over..take care mate..Robbie..
..Davey..
..good to hear your ok..yeah mate,,the spainards have sewn the group up..oh well such is life a ..you could be right about beckham..hes made the last two goals ain,t he..but i fancy owen to score first..maybe from a beckham thru ball or cross.lol..anyway..im gonna click off until later..be back on after the match..enjoy ya evening..Robbie..
..good to hear your ok..yeah mate,,the spainards have sewn the group up..oh well such is life a ..you could be right about beckham..hes made the last two goals ain,t he..but i fancy owen to score first..maybe from a beckham thru ball or cross.lol..anyway..im gonna click off until later..be back on after the match..enjoy ya evening..Robbie..
alright robbie,
Just wanted to say totally proud of you for getting clean and staying clean, through you I can see now that there is a way out of this game. "I was really starting to wonder".
Lou keep the head up, have you got any codeine pain killers, they really help.
Just wanted to say totally proud of you for getting clean and staying clean, through you I can see now that there is a way out of this game. "I was really starting to wonder".
Lou keep the head up, have you got any codeine pain killers, they really help.
..Geo..
..Cheers mate..you know wot..i never thought there was a way out..all them days sitting there smoking..and saying..tomorrow im giving it up..but when tomorrow came..the first thing i would do..is go score..and it went on for years..but there comes a day geo..where ya gotta say to yourself..enough enough..it tears our life apart mate..it ruins everything we,ve got..and them ppl who.ve got our money..riding round in nice cars..tellin us they,re be 10 minutes and they take 2-3 hrs to turn up while we,re sitting there rattling away..mate i had enough of all that s***..you can get your life back if you want it back..as hard as it is to try stay off it..it can be done mate..i know them cravings are bad and we drive ourselfs mad trying not to think about scoring..but you can do it mate..it takes strength and desire..but it can be done..theres light at the end of the tunnel..its just at times..its a long tunnel..but you,ll feel a better person for it when you get and stay off the gear..good luck mate..Robbie..
..Cheers mate..you know wot..i never thought there was a way out..all them days sitting there smoking..and saying..tomorrow im giving it up..but when tomorrow came..the first thing i would do..is go score..and it went on for years..but there comes a day geo..where ya gotta say to yourself..enough enough..it tears our life apart mate..it ruins everything we,ve got..and them ppl who.ve got our money..riding round in nice cars..tellin us they,re be 10 minutes and they take 2-3 hrs to turn up while we,re sitting there rattling away..mate i had enough of all that s***..you can get your life back if you want it back..as hard as it is to try stay off it..it can be done mate..i know them cravings are bad and we drive ourselfs mad trying not to think about scoring..but you can do it mate..it takes strength and desire..but it can be done..theres light at the end of the tunnel..its just at times..its a long tunnel..but you,ll feel a better person for it when you get and stay off the gear..good luck mate..Robbie..
robbie is the bizz ,eh geoff,good words.lou aint got her codeines yet hopefully sorry definatly am gonna meet them tomm.they know the clinic i attend in Dublin so am gonna sort them out with some[30] of the 30mg caps.should take the edge off ,d;ya think.i havnt used them to come off seeing i got the meth.if u rate them all the better for lou&fella see u mate..doing great no bull. ...davey
Hey Gentlemen,
Sorry, I'm not Lou. But I wanted to tell you that you guys are so decent. You've been mighty kind to Lou and very sweet. She's blessed to have made friends like you. God Bless you all!
Beck
Sorry, I'm not Lou. But I wanted to tell you that you guys are so decent. You've been mighty kind to Lou and very sweet. She's blessed to have made friends like you. God Bless you all!
Beck
Yes robbie never thought there was a way out myself, but there is. Thanx becks all us Irish guys are nice guys.:)
..Beck..
..I know wot it meant to me when i first came on here..the help and support i got was more than i could of imagined..no doubt this site has helped me to be where im at today..and im more than willing to give back wot i,ve got from here..i,ve read a lot of posts where people say their families don,t know about their addiction or they can,t talk to their families cos their familes don,t understand addiction..so to be able to come on here and get advice and support
while you sit in your own home is a very cool thing for an addict i think..and as you know yourself..we,ve made friends on here aswell..and anytime we,re feeling low or need to vent or just chat in general..this is the best place for it i think..as everyone understands wot the addict is going thru..hope your ok beck..take care ..Robbie..
..I know wot it meant to me when i first came on here..the help and support i got was more than i could of imagined..no doubt this site has helped me to be where im at today..and im more than willing to give back wot i,ve got from here..i,ve read a lot of posts where people say their families don,t know about their addiction or they can,t talk to their families cos their familes don,t understand addiction..so to be able to come on here and get advice and support
while you sit in your own home is a very cool thing for an addict i think..and as you know yourself..we,ve made friends on here aswell..and anytime we,re feeling low or need to vent or just chat in general..this is the best place for it i think..as everyone understands wot the addict is going thru..hope your ok beck..take care ..Robbie..
cheers becks,for me its just really helpful to have a chat about all our probs with smack.yep some really good people about.i have just got back from my clinic with my weekly takeway&had the craving to score but no!,i thought of all the good honest stuff on here and didnt get nothing .im a bit of a cynic but this site has helped me big time....tack care becks all the best ...daveyt
