im a work right now and had a few extra minutes and i got onto the computer and i saw what you had wrote about "fallin off the wagon"!!!
I truly from the depths of my heart feel for you. although i have never relapsed, i have been with one in my life that has and i have had to witness the heartache first hand and i feel horrible for you and what you must be goin through in your head right now. Im sure your family is going crazy about it all....You do have a GREAT family...and im sure that they will always be there for you in the end.
I said it to you before ....one night coming home from a meeting i think......WE ALL HAVE OUR "ROCK BOTTOMS" some are different from others, some more extream and some not so extream....but in my eyes...we all have different bottoms.
I havent talked to you in about forever, and im not sure if its good to pick up the phone and start now, but i wanted to tell ya that it DOES get better. It realy does in the end once things clear up a bit, this seems to me like the happy medium for us to talk for now. Dont come out with .."do you have my things" or "whereis my stuff " or anything like that..i just wanted to tell you that you can do it...JUST FIND YOUR PROGRAM and work it to the best of your ability each day that you can....ONE DAY AT A TIME.
Maybe ill see ya at meetings sometime.
GOOD LUCK AND KEEP COMEIN... it will get you even if you don get it.
A fellow Addict..... ChristinaElizabeth
P.S.....NO CRACKS ON MY WRITEING SKILLS, I ALREADY KNOW THAT I CANT SPELL!!!!! lol
Christina,
I appericiate your concern, I was superised to hear from you. Honestly, I have started over and I have a good program. Relspsing is something that I am not happy about, but God works in mysterious ways. I know now that I can never touch any alcohol for the rest of my life. I am going to a lot of meeting (AA) and I have made some new friends that are very supportive of me.
It is probably not a good idea that we talk though. My gf probably wouldn't like that very much. I hope your parents and the boys are doing well. Say hi for me.
I really would like my stuff though, you know that. Thanks.
LL
I appericiate your concern, I was superised to hear from you. Honestly, I have started over and I have a good program. Relspsing is something that I am not happy about, but God works in mysterious ways. I know now that I can never touch any alcohol for the rest of my life. I am going to a lot of meeting (AA) and I have made some new friends that are very supportive of me.
It is probably not a good idea that we talk though. My gf probably wouldn't like that very much. I hope your parents and the boys are doing well. Say hi for me.
I really would like my stuff though, you know that. Thanks.
LL
