I'm still going strong over here. Its funny because I once had a conversation with an older woman who used to be a pot head & then one day just quit. To me at the time it seemed so far fetched. She explained that one day you just get fed up & it doesnt matter if its in front of your face or if its good green you wont want it cause your just over it. Like I said at the time I thought NOT ME! but now I am seeing the truth in what she was saying. You have to want to quit. period.. I always said I wanted to but really I wasnt ready yet. Now I can honestly say I feel its all past me. I'm not sure if I'm going to continue to come here anymore. There is no real help or fellowship & it's just not on my mind like it was in the past. I guess if I do relapse I'll be back but if that doesnt happen i see no need to continue visitng this ghost town. Its really just depressing & thats the last thing I need right now. Hope all my ladies are doing well. I'll miss you but if you need me email works wonders.
Thanks for all your support & good thoughts!
aea
hi aea- great for you, keep going... 3 weeks is cool! i know how you feel about the board. it's very frustrating and lonely esp when you need to feel like you are part of a group. don't give up here now, what i'm doing is to take this place with what is offered to me, and at the same time for what i can give. it is here for a reason, and many of us have 'met' for a reason. mostly now we know we aren't alone. even if no one else posts you and i both know we aren't alone. keep checking in. contribute what you can, it's all valuable. i too feel like i've left, but no i'm just chilling, not much to say and nothing really is being said. don't leave, keep checking in ...so comforting to know how you are doing and to know you are out there......xo jojo
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AEA
Good work! Glad to hear you are doing so well with this. Bet your voice is better than ever. I know what you mean about the board. At first it was my life line. But after a while there was drama. And then for a while there was just talking about smoking. But i still check in every now and then just to see how everyone is. I try to avoid thinking about the past to much and just keep looking forward. But will never forget those that were there to help when i needed it most. Thanks to you all.
Love Cajun
Good work! Glad to hear you are doing so well with this. Bet your voice is better than ever. I know what you mean about the board. At first it was my life line. But after a while there was drama. And then for a while there was just talking about smoking. But i still check in every now and then just to see how everyone is. I try to avoid thinking about the past to much and just keep looking forward. But will never forget those that were there to help when i needed it most. Thanks to you all.
Love Cajun
