May The Circle Be Uncroken

Well i guess I'm gonna go fo it. I called up my doc yesterday and she told me that if I just stop taking methadone for three days that she does not believe I'll be successful. I pretty much begged her to tell me what i wanted to hear, but i was talking through the receptionist so that made it pretty difficult to convey what was truly my view. I've only been on methadone for a month and before that I was actually not on a heavy dose from the street drugs I had really calmed down and gotten clean not too long ago from a very heavy addiction. I just don't see how the detox from 85 milligrams of mdone could be so menacing. I've only been on this high a dose for a week and before that was just going up 5 mgs every other day for the month that i've been taking mdone.

Everyone that i have told that I was just going to not take methadone for 3
days before i get my script of subs says that I'm making a big mistake. So I guess I'll start going down till i get to about 40 mgs and then get on the subs.
I am really hating doing this becuase this means I'm going to have to go to that funking clinic for another month maybe longer. This is SO depressing.
I'll keep you guys updated. If ANYONE has any advice or suggestions please scream at me.
Annihilated Obliterated and Devastated
Beetle
c'mon someone, tell us somethig!
Don't worry, be happy.





I know. I'm a smart alec. I couldn't resist. For real, I guess you'll just have to grin and bear it. It could be worse. Look at the bright side. At least you're not spending $100 or more a day on street drugs while you wait.
Good on you.......you can do that thing......go for it.

All good things for ya.