I think most if not all addicts suffer a mental illness or two. I did this online personlity disorder test thing came back 84% Schizoid Personality Disorder. Just thought someone here might like to see how they score. Hey it takes 5 mins cheaper then a thearpist. Not off topic as i do think mental illness is a big part of addiction. Let me know if the link don't work. similarminds.com/personality_disorder.html
Is this for real????? according to this i'm off my f*&kin' head. don't get me wrong i know i'm daft, but i'm no half the things this test says..
I knew i should't have done this...IT'S FRAEKING ME OUT!!!!!
I knew i should't have done this...IT'S FRAEKING ME OUT!!!!!
ha ....i don't need a test 2 tell me that i'm "fri***n out there "..l.o.l..........doolally
lol hermen .......yea me too...... i knew i was a nut job well before the test just thought others on here would like to see what came up for them. Far as i know it is a REAL test.
Ahahahahahahahaha, STOP IT...........man, you are all cracking me the h*ll up.
Yo, ZG I don't got a link, but I did it awhile ago.......ya take it and then hit a button for the results...........HAHA..........I knew it wa"nt gonna be good.
Yeah, yeah there's some real ones, Kev...........LOL........somewhere there's the ink blot test...............ever see on people's myspaces......."What kind of Rapper are you?"...............OR........."What kind of DRUG are you?"
Huh, what kind of drug am I? Pssssh, I ain't got to take no test for that.
So, who is SIKE-OH? Zero Girl, what are ya again? LOL Scizioud what?
I'm sorry but I always said this?
What "NORMAL" person does heroin? What person NOT INSANE would do heroin? We're a bunch of nut-nuts here. Crazed lunatics. Wackadoodles.
Oh how many different versions of these have y'all been called? Alas, ain't there always somebody just a tad more touched though ya meet up the road?
Yo, ZG I don't got a link, but I did it awhile ago.......ya take it and then hit a button for the results...........HAHA..........I knew it wa"nt gonna be good.
Yeah, yeah there's some real ones, Kev...........LOL........somewhere there's the ink blot test...............ever see on people's myspaces......."What kind of Rapper are you?"...............OR........."What kind of DRUG are you?"
Huh, what kind of drug am I? Pssssh, I ain't got to take no test for that.
So, who is SIKE-OH? Zero Girl, what are ya again? LOL Scizioud what?
I'm sorry but I always said this?
What "NORMAL" person does heroin? What person NOT INSANE would do heroin? We're a bunch of nut-nuts here. Crazed lunatics. Wackadoodles.
Oh how many different versions of these have y'all been called? Alas, ain't there always somebody just a tad more touched though ya meet up the road?
i do think it takes a real certin kind of person..... to even think it's a good ideal to stick a needle full of dirty brown in their vain. In order to do heroin you know your not thinking like the avarage jane or joe.
..Highest was 62% scizoid ?..i don't believe a word of it :P.. heroin rips the emotional/stable/mental well being from a person and turns them into a walking disorderly person if you know wot i mean ?..at sum point in our lives we were all average joes/janes..but we turned into the average addict with a mental instability towards life..as we were unable to control our urges towards drugs until at sum point we got strong enough to quit..or am i just speaking for myself lol..Robbie..
yeah Robbie i fully agree heroin rips the emotional/stable/mental well being from a person. I think also i was not RIGHT well before h. I do think there was someting diffrent about addicts that causes them to be drawn to the needle where as the regular Joe would never touch it.
..ZG..
..Yeh i understand where ya coming from..we all came from different childhoods and living situations and different backgrounds which can affect the way we all saw life as were grew i think..some people having a good childhood,some a bad one and such..but i don't mean if sumone had a bad upbringing,thats the reason for their usage..just that theres a million different people with a million different reasons why they got into drugs..hope little robbies doing ok there and you take care also..Robbie..
..Yeh i understand where ya coming from..we all came from different childhoods and living situations and different backgrounds which can affect the way we all saw life as were grew i think..some people having a good childhood,some a bad one and such..but i don't mean if sumone had a bad upbringing,thats the reason for their usage..just that theres a million different people with a million different reasons why they got into drugs..hope little robbies doing ok there and you take care also..Robbie..
So then does it make us "saner" than most people or other addicts who haven't kicked and stayed kicked?
Do we get some points on that?
Hope you guys didn't think I was actually poking fun or being amused in any way for people with any kind of dual diagnosis or "personality disorder". It's my way of not freaking out like Kev said. Look, I face it that I ain't "Wrapped Right". Still don't mean I wanna think about it. I got me enough labels.
Do we get some points on that?
Hope you guys didn't think I was actually poking fun or being amused in any way for people with any kind of dual diagnosis or "personality disorder". It's my way of not freaking out like Kev said. Look, I face it that I ain't "Wrapped Right". Still don't mean I wanna think about it. I got me enough labels.
T'was interesting, but didn't tell me anything I didn't already know. I thought that maybe I'd improved sufficiently, with being on anti-psychotic and anti depressant medication for so long, to not be considered crackers these days. I scored 82% on paranoid, and 78% for both schizotypal and borderline, which is exactly the diagnosis my psychiatrist gave me.
I really thought I'd improved a lot, but it's hard to know when you suffer from something like that, coz it's hard to tell reality from fantasy. I feel generally more stable, but I still have panic attacks. When we were at the TT, I had the worst panic attack I'd ever had. It went on for hours, and it was pure blind panic. I was literally paralyzed by fear. I was looking after the baby and my friends toddler - my friend went out a 7.40, to pick up my boyfriend from Douglas, and said she'd be back in 20 mins. They didn't get home till about 1.30am. I didn't have a phone. By 9, the panic was setting in. I realized I was starting to lose it, so quickly got the kids to bed. Then I just totally collapsed. My legs went from underneath me, the world just was just spinning, I was sweating and shaking, and totally lost my grip, it was completely out of control, my mind working at 1000mph, all these bad thoughts just whizzing through my head. Then I started to vomit. I just couldn't get a handle on it. After about 3 hours collapsed at the top of the stairs, I managed to crawl on my hands and knees down the stairs, and climbed onto the sofa. I just lay there unable to move until they finally came home. When they got in, I couldn't speak, I was just completely shellshocked. My boyfriend sat down next to me, he didn't know what the hell was the matter with me. I just crawled into his lap, shaking and sobbing. He'd never seen me in a state like that before. It took me a long time to get my head straight after that. I was so angry at them for just disappearing like that. I was so angry at him for not being there when I needed him. Two days later I flipped out on him, in temper, coz he didn't have one clue what he'd put me through. I wanted to punish him coz my head was so badly f***ed up.
So I dunno if I'm any better or not!
love
Diff xxx
I really thought I'd improved a lot, but it's hard to know when you suffer from something like that, coz it's hard to tell reality from fantasy. I feel generally more stable, but I still have panic attacks. When we were at the TT, I had the worst panic attack I'd ever had. It went on for hours, and it was pure blind panic. I was literally paralyzed by fear. I was looking after the baby and my friends toddler - my friend went out a 7.40, to pick up my boyfriend from Douglas, and said she'd be back in 20 mins. They didn't get home till about 1.30am. I didn't have a phone. By 9, the panic was setting in. I realized I was starting to lose it, so quickly got the kids to bed. Then I just totally collapsed. My legs went from underneath me, the world just was just spinning, I was sweating and shaking, and totally lost my grip, it was completely out of control, my mind working at 1000mph, all these bad thoughts just whizzing through my head. Then I started to vomit. I just couldn't get a handle on it. After about 3 hours collapsed at the top of the stairs, I managed to crawl on my hands and knees down the stairs, and climbed onto the sofa. I just lay there unable to move until they finally came home. When they got in, I couldn't speak, I was just completely shellshocked. My boyfriend sat down next to me, he didn't know what the hell was the matter with me. I just crawled into his lap, shaking and sobbing. He'd never seen me in a state like that before. It took me a long time to get my head straight after that. I was so angry at them for just disappearing like that. I was so angry at him for not being there when I needed him. Two days later I flipped out on him, in temper, coz he didn't have one clue what he'd put me through. I wanted to punish him coz my head was so badly f***ed up.
So I dunno if I'm any better or not!
love
Diff xxx
