This medication is some strong stuff. My son can't dont and won't miss getting his meds. He says it keeps him off the hard core drugs, but he does other stuff. One min he tells me I can't use, I won't feel it I will OD. But then he says he used Zanax or coke and or benzo. This is from his mouth. He tells me he steals has to survive. He gets food stamps it goes in a few days. I'm so lost and I can't take him in again. He tells to many stories and I don't trust him. He is trying to get off of it and they are taking him down cause the program he's in says he can't go there. I believe he wants off but he's scared. He don't want to be sick or feel any discomfort. I told him sadly that's the consequences of the life choices youve made. Stay strong I tell him don't listen to people cause every ones body is different. He always has an answer. I really don't know what I'm going to do!!! detox rehab long term programs, detox rehab long term program again and again. Something always happens nothing ever his fault tho. Ahhhh I'm so confused and this lack of sleep is not helping. I'm always upset and stress and I. Am affecting everyone in my circle.
Dee
Dee...you gotta work with the methadone if you want it to work ...he's obviously not looking for clean time yet....you need to stop worrying about his every frking drug drama...he knows the deal...and he's more than capable of talking to his drug doc at the clinic if he wants off...he's fcking driving ME crazy and I don't even know him...breathe Dee...you cant change it no matter what you do or don't do...you don't own his addiction. ..he does...his monkey. ..his circus...
