Hey im new to the site but not new to the game of down fall well at least my game of down fall im 26 years old i have 2 daughters faith she is 5 jada-lynn is 3. iv been on methadone for 6 years and im still at 95ml pluse in the last year i started taking benzoz and its been going down from there its not like i dont know what im doing i know and aint stopping thats the messed up part im just hurting my girls and me.
hi buddy stick in there man look at the good things you are doing...man this addict life is harder than the using and im struggleing like hell with the methadone and dont no where to turn..im ten months clean from gear and not sure where to go from ere as that meth stuff is worse than the gear but i have got htis far with it and dont no where to go now..just remember one thing at a time and be kind to your self...iv been thinking about subs...have you ever tried that...thats a new one one for me but hoping it might just save my life...anytime you need a natter..feel free to mail...good luck...;}dan
thanks bro for the advice im in Canada we dont have suboxin just methadone. i dont know how long u have had hep but literatly every person my parents have hep and there is inteferion if your count is to hi just eat prperly and ask god for the strength.
hey lost, do they have subutex up there? i thought i read that somewhere??? i am on sub as well. it's my 2nd try but so far so good. 6 months off drugs. i did a methodone detox in rehab and was back using in like 20 hours when i left cause i was sick as hell from the meth wd????? i wish you luck. why don't they have suboxone in canada? are they gonna get it any time soon
Welcome
I gotta tell ya - -easy on the benzo,s. When you get yourself ready to taper from the mdone, those benzos are going to be a mutherfoker. Where I go,its a very commong thing for clients to pop a few xanax,or valium trying to get that dope high. It might work for awhile but....you know the story...
I have to go to work10plus hours a day so , I dont even think about it but - I remember when I was unemployed I took so many valium you could have put them in a pez dispenser.
You have a pretty good run if you have been on mdone 6 years- Unfortunetly I have been on many more. The best wecan do is get our lives together and work with a doctor or addiction specialist. I tried to detox down to 20 -then get to sub from there. However,I believe I sabataged my plan from the beginning,so Im still on 40- or 45 mg I dont even know
Take your time -get a plan
peace
,jack
I gotta tell ya - -easy on the benzo,s. When you get yourself ready to taper from the mdone, those benzos are going to be a mutherfoker. Where I go,its a very commong thing for clients to pop a few xanax,or valium trying to get that dope high. It might work for awhile but....you know the story...
I have to go to work10plus hours a day so , I dont even think about it but - I remember when I was unemployed I took so many valium you could have put them in a pez dispenser.
You have a pretty good run if you have been on mdone 6 years- Unfortunetly I have been on many more. The best wecan do is get our lives together and work with a doctor or addiction specialist. I tried to detox down to 20 -then get to sub from there. However,I believe I sabataged my plan from the beginning,so Im still on 40- or 45 mg I dont even know
Take your time -get a plan
peace
,jack
thanx's everyone for the addvice I go back to work in 7 day's so i can get some time in for xmas i had my meth appointment thursday but i stayed at 90ml meth and he gave me 42 clonazipam 14 ativan for one week pluse my dome it's never going to get easy at this much it's saturday and i have my daughters so im trying not to overdo it i know god is real and i know everything happenes for a reason iv had to many G.M.C's god made coinsidenses. well im going out to breakfeat w/ faith and jada
god bless all and may we all see the light before we are in it.
god bless all and may we all see the light before we are in it.
Just thought you might want to read this article when you get a chance. I posted it a while back. It is about methadone.
I know your on Klonopin but I would really be careful with the amount you take while on methadone. It can be deadly. I wouldn't stop the klonopin unless your under a doctor's supervison either, it could cause seizure's.
I was on methadone for over 2 years. I detoxed at home back in 2002 and so did my ex husband. It was NO FUN but we survived it. So when the time times you will make it too.
Hope it all works out for you.
Click here to read the article.
http://addictionrecoveryguide.com/m...le+on+methadone
Rae
I know your on Klonopin but I would really be careful with the amount you take while on methadone. It can be deadly. I wouldn't stop the klonopin unless your under a doctor's supervison either, it could cause seizure's.
I was on methadone for over 2 years. I detoxed at home back in 2002 and so did my ex husband. It was NO FUN but we survived it. So when the time times you will make it too.
Hope it all works out for you.
Click here to read the article.
http://addictionrecoveryguide.com/m...le+on+methadone
Rae