Misty And Ba

hey guys
i know i haven't posted in a couple days but everything is o.k. i have been into inventory full out. usually am the only one counting and we have a lot of small stuff to count. such as hand tools, nails, screws, etc. plus i have been making small deliveries, and when i get back to the office my boss is there so i can't really get on and do any typing, so mostly i just read. then back to work. especially since the weather is great. well how is everyone in n.j. i pray everything is going o.k. i read that ba had some real bad cravings when the pain gets bad, man i pray they just go away and never return. i am still @ 2 1/2 per day, can't seem to pull the chain any further, plus i don't have anything consructive to say on here with all the bickering going on i just seem to stay away. i can't type fast enough so when my boss is around i have to just not say anything. i have to go and make a delivery this evening so i'll be leaving kinda early so this is probably my last post today. you guys stay cool and keep on posting i am around and lurking in so post and i will answer asap
in Christ's service
johnny
Hey Johnny,
Hubby sends out a big hello.......He is crashed on the couch, watch Oklahoma get their A&& kicked.
Was wondering where you were yesterday.....Glad to hear that you are fine. Hope that the family is fine also.....Would you stop worring about the pills and how fast you are coming off of them. It will happen in time. Just keep the thought present, and have some faith in yourself. I can't believe you of all people might not have faith in you. I know you can get there, the hubby knows too, now you have to know.......and believe in yourself, and find your miracle!
Hugs,
Tina
Hi Johnny-
Glad to hear that you are tapering, too! Everytime I post I feel like a hypocrite because I'm still using but tapering little by little....it's the only way I can recover from this hell.
Prayers and best wishes to you!
AddictMom,
Please don't beat yourself up over your method of getting off the pills. The only real thing you should focus on is just getting off......Whatever it takes and however you do it, just get there...One day at a time, take today first and worry about tomorrow when it comes.
Good Luck to you!
Tina



Hey Johnny.......so how are you today?
hello tina
just a quick post to say hello, and to say how much i appreciate you for not being judgemental about things. there are so many on here that are and they went through the hard times. i guess when we get off for a while we can come back on and beat others up for THEIR method of detox, but until then i am glad for people like uou and ba who understand what a hell it is without condemnation thank you and others. marina, ba, mj, cg. danny, tmom, teresa and others who are compassionate and caring but also say what we need when we need it. you of all people should be more judgemental than anyone since you never had the problem, but your not and i appreciate that. well back to work
thanks for all you do
johnny

p.s. thanks for the e-mail
Hey Johnny, how are you today? I hope you are well...