Misty
Hey! I just wanted to check in and see how you are doing?
I went to a shrink today, I posted about it. It help a little.
She keeps telling that I am way to hard on myself!
I think I realized that I am, I never thought of it that way.
My best friend is coming over at 6:30 cause my huddy and her boyfriend are on a pool team. She had major back surgery about 5 months ago, I know she'll have some pills tonight.
This well be my first temptation, I am pretty scared. See no one but my husband, Dr.'s, and you all know that I am in detox/recory. The DR's said it would be better for me that way.
If they don't know then I don't have to worry about this person telling someone else so on
and so. I worry about everything. e-mail me back soon
Your Friend,
Marina ~
Hey Marina,
I just got on and saw your post. So tonight will be a big night for you....and I know that you will do fine. Did she know you took pills? If she did just keep the pills out of the conversation if it comes up change the subject. If she is persistant in talking about anything that sets off a trigger I would say matter of factly oh didn't I tell you I stopped taking those darn things they were making me feel sick. Play it off... If the thought of pills pops in your head think quickly of the hunkiest hunk you know NAKED......that should take care of the pill thought.....
I understand the worrying about everything.......the to hard on yourself.....sounds like me.....LOL I have really been working on the worrying.....
but I will always be hard on myself. Will have the site up if you need anything!
Sending out the Love,
Tina
I just got on and saw your post. So tonight will be a big night for you....and I know that you will do fine. Did she know you took pills? If she did just keep the pills out of the conversation if it comes up change the subject. If she is persistant in talking about anything that sets off a trigger I would say matter of factly oh didn't I tell you I stopped taking those darn things they were making me feel sick. Play it off... If the thought of pills pops in your head think quickly of the hunkiest hunk you know NAKED......that should take care of the pill thought.....
I understand the worrying about everything.......the to hard on yourself.....sounds like me.....LOL I have really been working on the worrying.....
but I will always be hard on myself. Will have the site up if you need anything!
Sending out the Love,
Tina
